✧﹕Ria or Aria

if you cut me open, I would bleed

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“We’ll be together no matter what happens online…”

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Item: A Half-blank Notebook Rarity: ⏶ Common

What video game do you most regret not finishing?

Feed your dashboard by answering my question, blogger.

Balls

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Anyway irl depressing situation aside.

Endoparasitic is like… the only fandom I’ve been in that has zero nsfw of it. I suppose the fandom is too small for it but like… if it exists, right?

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I don’t usually post about irl friends that much, but it pains me to say that my best friend has died of cancer this morning. He’s been fighting for a while and holy shit he’s been so strong. I love you so much, man. Crying typing this right now

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“YOU can’t write M/M because it’s misogynistic” is the dumbest thing I’ve ever heard tbh

“No one said that” literally yes they do and it’s so stupid

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Spent so long editing the posts I forgor the dividers on it became 12 am I gotta go to bed :P

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So soz about all the dad posting I just love them so much and when I think about how amazing and supportive they are I get all emotional and run to tumblr I’m soz

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Daddy and Pa I love you guys so much ur my world :3

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On my side blog I mentioned that I’m the one and only Belikov x Charkov shipper (BeliChar or some shit) and like… I feel like I’m going insane lmao. Like seriously? No one else?? At least some one has to. Like one person. There’s 7 billion of us, come on, now.

Like—

They fought together, they are the ONLY TWO that survived a mission… heat of the moment make out sesh at LEAST. They were best friends. Like I’m sure inseparable. Charkov is always so happy when he talks to Belikov.

Anyway. I’m the only being on this earth that can say the words “I’m the #1 shipper of x ship” because only I hold a title that rare. Prove me wrong lmao. /j

But anyway does anyone wanna read a 80k word fic about Charkov helping Belikov with the access key? And… like… you know… secret gay relationship in the KBG or some shit.

-Ria

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I know what you guys are.

WELCOME TO THE CLUB GUYS WE’RE THROWING A PARTY :D

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I don’t like being a system why do people fake this fuckass disorder bro 🫩

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Please get help if you’re a pedophile please. But also leave me alone while you get help I don’t want to become your fucking victim <3

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Bell in COD would canonically be male, right? He’d have to be, that’s the only way Adler would be able to implant the false memories into their head, right? Not saying women and enbies can’t be brainwashed, but enbies pronouns weren’t respected back then, and women weren’t allowed to fight in Vietnam, I’m positive of that. Ofc the gender of the player character doesn’t matter, but it’s something I thought about while watching the campaign. Also I doubt they’d even try all that on a woman, anyway. They’d think “this bitch has no use to the cia”, right? Idk. Not important like I said.

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All Adler does is smoke. Stop doing that, pookie. You’ll die from lung cancer. How will you suck bell’s dick if you’re dead?

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Sorry for being inactive y’all I lived my life for a few months won’t happen again 😔

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Things our Musl1m foster parents did to us!! :3

If I was rude or disrespectful in any way they deemed, I was stripped of all personal hygiene “privileges” (tooth brush, shampoo, conditioner) for an entire school week!!

If I ate during Ramadan, no matter if it was “excusable” or not, they would beat me until I bled, then force me to apologize to @ll@h until they were done hearing it, then not let me join the dinner at night. Plus the making up of fasting.

I don’t understand math? Cool, but they’d call me the most horrendous names I’d rather not repeat.

My old foster dad (one time), pushed me to the wall before chocking me to an inch of my life!! Luckily I was forced to wear a hijab because of my ugly gross sinful woman little girl body, so no one at school saw my severely bruised neck!! :3

I was forced to learn Arabic!! I can kinda speak it, but I sure as hell can’t write in it! So if I fucked up, they’d strip me nakey, make me bend my neck to look at the ground, make me hunch my back, and curl my toes! If I shifted even a liiitle, WHAM. Another 2 hours!

Deprive me of water if I was thirsty ofc, they loved dehydration

I was like… hardcore muzl1m in that family. So I genuinely believed that men or people AMAB saw me without a hijab, I’d be fucked right to hell!! So, you guessed it, I was forced to not wear my hijab for a school day. And you know what would happen? “Woah that’s what your hair looks like?” “Why didn’t you do that before?” Some friends at the time let me use their hoodies to cover but that was the worst mental torture. Ever.

When I tried to escape one time— after they found me— they literally locked me in the basement, gave me the Quran, and I had to read it front to back. Out loud so they knew I was reading. No breaks! Unemployed shit

I forgot my wudu in the bathroom with my old foster mom. Instead of gently reminding me before prayer, she force fed me water (post prayer) if that makes sense. Like. Held my head, shoved a glass of water in my face until it dug into the bridge of my nose, and shouted اشربه”! If I coughed, she’d refill it and do it again!

Yeah fuck cps for not doing anything for the longest time

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25 posts!

Who cares!? I HATE THESE NOTIFS SHUT UP NO ONE EVEN INTERACTS WITH THESE TYPES OF POSTS

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One person apparently