"He's a goddamn Maverikk"

// Twenty Four // Tattooed // Guitarist // Painter // Writer // Gamer // Mid-Laner // WHM & SCH //

[percahlia]

“It’s all shitty. So, it just depends on how you look at it.” Episode 45 - Those Who Walk Away… (2:32:23)

[southernsnowdogs]

Studmuffin- from ACR :3

[shingecko-no-kyojin]

cutie Declan

[rikkmalice]

Well, I figured I should update this a wee bit since my last wall of text a few weeks back.

Bar some underlying health problems (which I’m still in the process of getting to the bottom of), I’ve got my head screwed back on straight and normal service has resumed!

Uni is going well, work is going better and things are just generally looking a little brighter. We’ll just call my wall of text a few weeks back a little blip on the radar and leave it at that I guess. I could remove it, but I’ve finally learnt it’s good to admit your weaknesses and see when you’re at your lows.

Thanks to my friends for being there when I needed you, you know who are.

Malice, outtttttt.

[rikkmalice]

I don’t expect anyone to answer this. I just need to vent.

I feel like I’m starting to crack. For so long, for as long as I can remember really, I’ve been the pillar for others to lean on. Got a problem? Rikk’ll know. Need someone to listen? Rikk’s got your back.

Over the last week, I feel like I’m just falling apart. Since Wednesday night, I’ve slept five hours. It’s now gone midnight Monday morning. I cant sleep can’t switch off things constantly on my mind just eating away at me. I lost a patient I was close to at work and I don’t even feel like I’m grieving yet. I want to grieve and I just can’t bring myself to that point. I get upset over my inability to be human and sob at my own weaknesses.

I don’t feel like I can talk to my family, I don’t want to bother my friends and I just feel so incredibly isolated. So painstakingly lonely. I put on this big brave face and laugh and joke and make everything seem like it’s fine and dandy, and all I want to do is cry. I feel alone, unwanted, and worthless.

I don’t know how much of this is real, or my own irrational paranoia taking over. i can’t even tell anymore.

I’ve never felt this low in my entire life and i don’t know how to deal with this.

[marcusfeniix]

Ｈａｉｌ ｔｏ ｔｈｅ Ｋｉｎｇ， ｂａｂｙ

[shroudkeeper]

From seafoam she emerged, this delightful creature of unblemished flesh. She was exposed to the fire of his wrath, but the flames were smothered from his hardened gaze at the sight of ivory revealed to him when the waves regrettably retreated from her. This was a war he was sure to lose.

Ares and Aphrodite

featuring War Bear of Balmung.

[skypillar-deactivated20231125]

how the Kingdom Hearts series was made

(with full apologies to Tetsuya Nomura who I’m sure is a lovely person)

KINGDOM HEARTS 1

Nomura: thank you so much for meeting me, I know how valuable your time is

Disney lawyers: the pleasure’s all ours, sir. you said you had a business proposal about how to profitably combine some of our intellectual properties with your Final Fantasy series?

Nomura: yes [pulls out laptop] ok so I wrote this crossover fic

CHAIN OF MEMORIES

Nomura: okay team that first game was pretty good but we’re gonna have to step it up. how about we make like, a card-based battle system in this one?

Staff: sir is that a yugioh card falling out of your sleeve

Nomura: also for the storyline I want to introduce a bunch of new characters who are all plotting amongst each other for mysterious reasons and then have them all die violent deaths

Staff: sir have you been reading Game of Thrones

Staff: sir

KINGDOM HEARTS 2

Nomura: ok let’s do everything we did in the first game but EVEN MORE BETTER

Staff: sir are you sure you sent this through QC? the plot is kind of…I mean the tutorial mode stars a different character and is 3 hours long?

Nomura: also use the triangle button a lot, that one’s my fave

Staff: this doesn’t really wrap up the story very well?

Nomura: triangle button

358/2 DAYS

Nomura: look it’s really not THAT weird

Staff: sir we’re just not sure you can make a game about existential angst that ends with a child goading her best friend into assisting with her suicide? we’re working with disney here

Nomura: legal said it was ok as long as I never do it again

BIRTH BY SLEEP

Staff: sir I thought you said we couldn’t make any more games about dead children

Nomura: none of them die. one becomes a comatose vegetable, one is damned to wander hell for eternity, and one is possessed by a sociopath and loses his mind

Staff: how did you—

Nomura: none of them die, legal couldn’t touch it

RE:CODED

Nomura: remake the cell phone thing as a game

Staff: what? why? I thought we were supposed to—

Nomura: [scribbling furiously] make the phone game. stall for time. I am Planning

DREAM DROP DISTANCE

Nomura: [sets posterboard down] and THAT’S the whole plot so far

Staff: but that doesn’t even…make any…oh god. Oh god. there are hints about these things in the past FOUR games. how many drugs are you on??

Nomura: yes

[skypillar-deactivated20231125]

KH CHI

Nomura: you know, I’ve always wanted to make a KH MMO…

Staff: what?? but that would be so much work to update and maintain

Nomura: don’t worry, we’ll keep it really simple, it’ll be a piece of cake. we won’t even release it outside of japan

UNCHAINED X

Staff: YOU SAID WE WOULDN’T RELEASE CHI OUTSIDE OF JAPAN

Nomura: we’re not. we’re remaking it as a cell phone game–

Staff: WE ALREADY MADE AND THEN REMADE A CELL PHONE GAME

Nomura: –and releasing that outside of japan. also we’re gonna keep updating it concurrently with the original browser game, because of reasons.

Staff: you promised…..you’d keep it simple….

Nomura: well i accidentally a lot of plot so

2.8 PROLOGUE FINAL CHAPTER

Staff: sir this is. this is literally not even a real game. it’s a game remake and a random movie and a half-game you wanted to make like five years ago. how did you get this approved when we’re supposed to be making kh3

Nomura: oh it was pretty easy, i just explained the idea to the president the same way I just did to you guys

Staff: and he said yes???

Nomura: well he signed the budget request while crying and saying ‘please just go away’

[capandcarter-blog]

Agent Director Peggy Carter in the 21st century AU where she’s living in Avengers tower and ‘Oh look, Thor’s left his hammer on top of those files I need. Silly bugger.’

Thor and Steve walk into the room as she picks it up, retrieves her stack from the coffee table, nonchalantly places mjolnir back down. “What are you two gaping at!?” Thor shakes Steve’s hand and proceeds to parade her around the tower on his shoulders, loudly declaring her worthiness.

[shatterpath]

why is this not on my feed????

[septemberbells]

When they ask why she’s unruffled, she responds with “I know my value.”

[toodrunktofindaurl]

my hand slipped

[kaiho-sha]

[isanaradiel]

Dragon Age | Grey Warden

It has always been our duty to remember.

[smilemap]

[meteorsurvivor]

Rest In Piece Warrior of Light

Sad day for Jenova Server as a fellow Adventurer, Light Farron, has passed away due to a stroke.

A memorial will be held on Sunday 7PM EST. at the Lavender Beds Ward 1 Plot 57.

[balmungroleplayers-blog]

Not roleplay but abusing this blog to sigboost. Rest well, adventurer.

[rikkmalice]

May you ever walk in the light of the crystal.

[andyacklesspn]

[kittiezandtittiez]

[kengriffey-jr-deactivated202102]

camping piece of SHIT

[draw-pepper]

Meow. Headshot.

[rikkmalice]

before I even scrolled, I thought ‘piece of shit campers man’

Welp.

[dailyghibli]

[lanternowl]

I love being a healer. 

But I would not recommend giving me a mic in battle.

[moonlifter-archive]

embersign

[masseffecting]

That would be you, TIM.