You should fucking get over the fact that you are not the only Kirishima, Pidge, or whatever fucking muse you roleplay on this website. Stop being so disgustingly selfish and whine everytime you see a duplicate on your dash. It gets so fucking annoying and it doesn't make you look like a 24 years old but a 12 years old fucking baby. Man, I have a sibling that is 8 years old and they are more mature than you. Seriously, if you are a fucking crybaby then leave this community already.
it’s called ANXIETY, anon. do you ever experience something like fear of being replaced/abandonedß sure, i should ‘get over it’ but for someone who has to experience this like 24/7 it is actually hard to get over it and to smile like a silly one saying ‘oh, i’m used to it, it’s okay :)))’ because it is not.
roleplaying is a hobby and of course i should not react like this because things like these happen A LOT and i should be used to it but honestly, when people you consider as you friends REPLACE YOU with SOMEONE ELSE or ABANDON YOU for SOMEONE ELSE then i sure can say that this feeling is not very nice. they might not be real friends if you ask me, right?
you don’t know me, anon. you don’t know what i’ve been through for the last three years being on this website. it makes me feel like shit getting the feeling of being ‘not good enough’ for everyone and thus getting replaced. i don’t care for duplicates, honestly, but seeing people favoring them more than me? THAT SUCKS. it makes you feel like that, it makes you feel like you didn’t deserve anyone, it makes you feel replaced and abandoned.
you think i should act all cool and ‘get over it’ if anxiety keeps telling you that everyone’s better than yourself and you start equaling yourself to someone else and the people on this website started comparing muses just to see who’s better.
I DON’T FUCKING ASK PEOPLE TO INTERACT WITH ONLY ME AND MY MUSE IN THE FANDOM, I JUST DON’T LIKE GETTING REPLACED SO EASILY AND BEING LESS FAVORED THAN ANYONE. duplicates give me anxiety if i don’t know the person beforehand, if i am not friends with them. seeing them on my dash gives me chills, seeing people favoring them more than me gives me even more chills. it gives me the feeling that i am no longer worthy to them and that i am of less importance than anyone else.
it makes me feel lonely and i can’t fucking stand loneliness. i should ‘get over it’, huh? well guess what? i spent the majority of my life being alone, abandoned, replaced, getting little to no recognition, being a fucking loner because people you think they are friends for you keep leaving and replace you for someone else who is ‘better’ at the stuff you do. you might get used to it but right now you see everything coming back and making you feel like utter shit.
if not, then please, shut the fuck up, anon. leave me alone.
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