I haven’t been on this for a while, but I really feel like I have no one to talk to right now. No one really uses this shit now a days either.
It’s been about a month since my ex broke up with me. I really don’t know how to handle or cope with a break up. What makes it harder is that his reasoning as to why he did it was because he simply stopped loving me and couldn’t reciprocate the love I gave him anymore. Just a little back story: we began dating towards the beginning of senior year of high school, but we’ve been friends since the beginning of high school. We broke up on Thanksgiving.
This past Winter break made me miss him even more because of the countless of times we hung out. I know you’re probably thinking I’m stupid as fuck for even thinking about hanging out with my ex, but I really missed him and I know he missed me too. We spent time together like nothing ever happened then said a final goodbye before he went back to school. It was like a goddamn movie. It was sad as shit. We both know that this is probably for the best and that only time could tell where we will end up years from now. I guess college changed his perspective with relationships and what he wants. He still has some growing up, maturing, and self discovering to do- and so do I. I’m thankful that he and I didn’t end on bad terms and that we are still trying to remain friends and keeping each other in our lives; but at the same time I’m trying really hard to move on, but there’s a part of my heart that still holds a place for him, because I sadly still have hope that one day things will fall back into place and God will bring us back together. :’( I’m sad as fuck rn bruh fml he was my fuckin best friend
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