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i forgive myself for the things i did when i was younger

as above, so below

as within, so without

as the universe, so the soul

truth is always simple. it’s lies that’s not

just because it seems hard and so far away, doesn’t mean you can’t reach it. it just needs a little more time, and that’s ok. it’s gonna happen when it’s supposed to happen. believe in your dreams, believe in yourself. believe that whatever is happening right now is to prepare you to reach your dreams. do everything with good intentions. believe that everything happens for a reason. believe in your dreams, believe that what you desire, desires you too.

“don’t you wanna stay long here?”

well i guess that comes down to the very basic question: how long is long enough?

on the hardest of days i talk to god:

why else would you put me through this, if it weren’t to prepare me? i know it’s gonna be a fckin miracle. i know it’s going to be out of this world, once in a lifetime opportunity. i know with all this pain, you purify me. i believe this is my phoenix story, ashes i’m gonna be and rise from ashes i will be. i believe in you and i believe you have plans for me and those i love. and even though things seem so blurry right now, i choose to put my trust in you. because i know you always have my back.

#jesusislord #prayer #faith in god #trustingod #trusttheuniverse

i think it hurts a lot when someone say to you: you’re not taking this seriously. like do you even know what i had to give up to be here? to show up every fucking day? if i’m not serious, i would’ve left months ago, and yet here i am still. thank god this has an expiration date. once it’s through, you won’t see me anymore.

it was when i saw you on instagram

i realized that i don’t feel anything toward you anymore

i have completely moved on

i am finally free

suatu saat nanti, ketika ada kalanya ingatanmu membawamu padaku, pada setiap kenangan kita… aku harap engkau mengingatku sebagai orang yang tulus mencintaimu. tanpa paksaan. tanpa mengharapkan apa-apa. ketika hari itu datang, aku harap engkau tau bahwa aku baik-baik saja. dan kuharap, kau pun begitu.

just because your time hasn’t come, doesn’t mean you’re late. no need to compare your journey with others, it is not a race. let go of your worries, your chance will come too. soon you’ll finally understand why the universe made you wait.

#affirmations #manifestation

for some odd reasons,

i decided 3am on tuesday

was a good time to

listen to our favorite songs

relive the paths we walked together

read your love letters

maybe it’s the wine

or probably the moon

but i guess it’s safe to say

today i miss you more

than i usually do

#take care of your soul #i miss you #i hope youre okay #poem #poetry #poet #love

happy wednesday, everyone 💕

Sometimes things don’t go as planned but I believe it’s for the best. My situation isn’t the same as everyone else, but then everybody has their own problems to solve. People don’t always agree with what we do, but then again it’s our journey to sail. And it’s not like I’m throwing an opportunity away. But I’m a firm believer that what’s for me will find it’s way to me. What’s coming will come and we’ll meet it when it does.

In 5 years this would all be funny stories

you said you’re fine

that you’ve forgotten

and i don’t need to keep apologizing

but why’s the cold shoulder?

years and years went down the drain

cause you’re too prideful

to admit how you really feel

or swallow the truth?

#poetry #poet #poem #relationship

someday it’ll all make sense

someday all these would be answered