A Daydreamer And A Night-Thinker

Ini catatan seorang pe(rempuan/mimpi) melankolis yang senang menulis dalam kekosongan waktunya.

[rischaandthebear]

Black suits you well; with your grit, idealism and hard-headedness. You may like it because it compliments how you look, but I say it suits your personality too. Black also reminds me of how you see the world; clear and honest. In a world full of evil, you always choose what's right; not for you, but for the people, for the future. I never like black that much, but you didn’t give me a chance to not to. I was a shade of white that when I touch you, you say we didn’t fit each other well. I colour you and you didn’t like how you actually change shades and turned a little paler. But, hey I like you anyways? In any shades; in any conditions.

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[rischaandthebear]

Last night, I saw you in my dream

You were wearing the all black suit, the one you’d always wear.

You look as good as ever. 

Like the coward that I am, I prevent meeting you at all cost. But, then you came nearby and we actually went talking. 

I hugged you tightly because I somehow knew “this thing” wasn’t real.

And that was probably the closest I will ever be to you, again. I miss you.

[qseeda]

[rischaandthebear]

kalimat terberat yang harus kukatakan, biar kubisikan lewat angin malam saja ya, "hey, aku kangen."

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[rischaandthebear]

lucunya aku justru lega kamu acuh, tandanya kita siap memulai hidup baru, tanpa aku-kamu

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[rischaandthebear]

kembali ke fase satu: kenal tapi pura-pura tidak kenal

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[rischaandthebear]

aku menganggap hari ini sebagai pengingat bahwa kita baik-baik saja di posisi kita masing-masing sekarang

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[rischaandthebear]

sudah terlalu jauh dari dekapan, tapi nyaman dengan jarak di antara kita dan harapan

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[greatmindquotes]

It is wise to keep in mind that neither success nor failure is ever final. - Roger Babson

[rischaandthebear]

Hai, setelah sekian lama tidak menulis, aku bertemu lagi denganmu. Apa kabar?

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[rischaandthebear]

...even after all I have anticipated, why does it still hurt me?

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[rischaandthebear]

maybe out of all the ropes I have to let go, you're the only person who is not going to let me go

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[rischaandthebear]

it's not going to be easy, but to move on is to let go

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[rischaandthebear]

maybe this stage is not yours yet, but just now that you can try again and start over

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[zashamalkin]

Some of my favorite shots from Mt. Washington at night. 

Pittsburgh, February 2019. 

(As per usual, I edit nothing. All pics taken on my phone so they are what they are.) 

[cwote]

Allow yourself to grow. 

inspired by @literahti

[cwote]

People will judge you regardless of what you do. You might as well be judged doing something you care about.