I need a heartbeat

30+, photographer and writer. > Love movies, movies (yep, twice), music, books, poems, movies (again), that is what you'll find here. "You have to die a few times before you can really live" Charles Bukowski.

[rosesgray]

CHER (1991)

[riseupblackrose]

delulu

pau no seu cu

[gummynyx]

my beautiful beautiful woman

[riseupblackrose]

Dirty mirror and messy room

[riseupblackrose]

let nature speak, freedom

[quotesthatstayedwithme]

[riseupblackrose]

When I walked past this flower in the middle of the stones I couldn't help but take a picture.

In 2020 I wrote my thesis about su1c1d3, and one of the books had this term about the one's that deal with such a devastating loss and pain: Extracting flowers from stones.

That basically means that even though we are in a rough and hard existential 'soil' "we must preserve it so that one day life can surprise us with the beauty of a flower that will bloom"

And this flower bloomed. I'm dealing with a lot of grieving processes - not su1c1d3 - but 'natural' causes and m*rd*r, and when I saw it I knew that healing would never come, but we have to keep going and seeing the beauty in life.

It will bloom, just like this beautiful purple flower in the middle of the chaos.

[seasonofhorror]

CANDYMAN

1992, dir. Bernard Rose

[losthavenmine]

Saw (2004)

[sophsun1]

Dead Poets Society (1989) dir. Peter Weir

[userfinalgirls]

PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN: THE CURSE OF THE BLACK PEARL (2003)

dir. Gore Verbinski

[zombooyah]

The Mist (2007) dir. Frank Darabont

[mewnbuns]

not to preach but moving your body is so important and its not always necessarily in terms of aesthetics — i promise you that a simple 10-15 minute walk outdoors will do wonders for your psyche, mentality and overall daily productivity 🤍

[filmso2]

Paris When It Sizzles

1964

[cheugy-djobe]

happy valentine’s day djoomfs 🥰

[dcminions]

CHARLIE'S    ANGELS    :    FULL    THROTTLE    (    2003    )

[thesoldiersminute]

Sinners dir. Ryan Coogler | 2025