Jan 6, 2017
disconnection
#i jst dnt feel as connected to some ppl anymore#its rlly#gh#and i never messaged this person like i wanted to#but now its too late i think#i wanted to message them and cut off contact but i couldnt even do that#its one of the things i regret the most#because they did mean a lot to me#idk maybe its better like this#i feel so awful#im a rlly bad person ex dee#and also no matter what i still feel disconnected with people#with ppl whom i love#and it rlly rlly sucks because i genuienly feel like thy dnt care abt m#its not their fault i just dont feel as important dfbhsjfb#i was reading my old vents while i was w/ my abuser#and i feel so awful for everything i said#and now i feel like its my fault#even though i know its not#but i cant help but feel like maybe im like him sometimes#i dont want to be#i dont ever want to be#im so awful#vent
