-first time putting on a binder/tape
-the haircut (or tying your hair up and making it look like your hair's short)
-baggy clothes and hoodies
-that awkward stage when you're passing but only in certain lighting/angles and just look like a lesbian most of the time
-crashing out cuz you were lowkey pretty as a girl and you have no clue how chopped you'll be as a boy
-"but your deadname is so prettyyy"
-watching a cis boy doing literally ANYTHING and just crashing tf out knowing you'll never be like that
-fucking teachers. need i say more.
-saying that your balls hurt (you in fact have none)
-the diy packer featuring an old sock
-accidentally misgendering yourself after being in an unsupportive environment too long
-crashing out realizing that no matter how hard you try you'll never be a cis boy