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150804 2015 K-Pop Summer Festival - My Ear’s Candy (Rehearsal) ppmnt ☆ please do not edit!

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can we talk about how kong is looking so damn hot while drinking water ?

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In Japanese, please | LHB & SJE

Funny enough that the moment she returned from LA, constantly surrounded with English, she now found herself surrounded by Japanese when trying to help out Hongbin with his Japanese lessons. While their teacher still wasn’t exactly on good terms with Jieun, she at least admitted that the female would be a good go to person in regards to additional help.

Sitting over a few exercises during lunch break, she was just chewing on a piece of chicken as she checked over the homework Hongbin had been given, a thoughtful hum escaping her lips. Chopsticks tapped against her lips, she used her other hand to point out sentences that contained mistakes. “Particles are nasty little things, I know but remember that “ni” is used when something just exists and “de” when there is actually an action taking place- does that make sense?”

Looking up from the paper to see if Hongbin was still able to follow her, she let another mouthful of rice disappear between her lips, a cheerful grin on her lips that she hoped would help encourage him.

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Surprisingly, Japanese really wasn’t that hard - at least, before now.. He often listened to Japanese songs on his time and he even bought some books in Japanese to slowly translate, but he’s ended up hitting a wall. He was still intermediate and he was finally putting his focus on the language again.

He decided that having help when he wasn’t in his lessons wouldn’t kill him. Jieun, not surprisingly, does pretty well in Japanese. After the language event last year, Hongbin had Dream High and then he decided to put more focus on his musical abilities. Japanese just became a secondary thing for when he had time. Now was better than any time.

The male hummed at her comments. He nodded his head that it made sense, fixing the mistakes he made. He leaned back, thinking a bit more before continuing, his food pretty much forgotten for the most part (he ate most of it before he started). He leaned back a bit, tapping his pencil against the table, “Well, this all used to be really easy.”

#rksxngji #p: in japanese please #!st

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disappointed loss;

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rksxngji:

Slowly Jieun watched as contentment sunk into her sunbae’s features, a smile on her lips as a sense of satisfaction for having lifted Hongbin’s spirits settling onto her lips. She enjoyed her snacks in peace, pepero stick between her lips as she leaned back onto her open palms, gazing up into the sky. “You definitely should! Exploring the building makes for those little changes to avoid the boredom of an all day routine settling in.”

“Maybe we can go explore together next time!” Only on second thought did she realize how that might look to others but then again, did she really care? People knew she was good friends with many guys and so far no one had ever questioned her relation to anyone. Jieun was just a social girl, no matter what gender she was confronted with. Being friendly might not be all too common in this business but it did exist.

“Not boring. I just think you got other things to worry about or that bother you. By the way!” She sat up, quickly chewing the rest of her pepero. “Why do you keep saying you’re boring?”

“Maybe I will during a lunch break. Walk around as I eat an apple or something. I don’t eat a lot during lunch. I eat mostly at breakfast and dinner, so I could easily do it. I also sleep here at least once or twice a week. I could easily do it,” Hongbin agreed, deciding it wouldn’t hurt to look around. He did pretty much live in Royal.

Hongbin nodded his head, smiling at her. He shrugged a bit, “Cause I’m not as out-going as everyone else. Isn’t it natural for someone to find themselves boring?”

He glanced at his phone for a moment, seeing that their break was nearly over. He glanced back down at the street before turning to Jieun, “We have lessons soon. We should go.”

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150728 The Show Commute withkong ☆ please do not edit!

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150728 The Show ~ MC Hongbin (´・ω・`)

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❝ 알고 또 빠진 난 I know but I’ve fallen for you again ❞

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wheels on the bus go round ;

Hongbin often road the bus when he was making his way around Seoul. He couldn’t drive and he had no plans on getting his license (though he easily could get it). The bus was easy and he stayed in the front and most people just left him alone. On occasion, someone would notice him, or a girl (and there was a guy once) who offered him their number, which was flattering, but he had no interest. He was taken.

That particular day, he was going to Seokjin’s place which was about an hour away on the bus. The buss was also oddly full for the time, so he ended up making it towards the back, noticing a seat next to a younger male. He made his way over, holding his bag close to him.

“Hey, can I sit here?”

He figured it was best to ask just in case the other really didn’t want someone sitting next to him. There were people like that and Hongbin was just the type of person to ask first.

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all out in the open;;

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“He’s not important in that way,” she replied. Not anymore, at least. It hadn’t been that way for a long time. They were both adults and made it clear that whatever that thing they had wasn’t healthy. There was nothing between them anymore. So Hongbin trying to elevate Ty to Seokjin’s level was pointless. Min didn’t love him nor did she want to date him. Those weren’t the circumstances anymore.

Min offered a shrug at his reaction. There was nothing to be shamed about. “It’s true. If you can’t even say it with a straight face, why even have sex in the first place?” Then again, Hongbin has only had sex with one person. Which Min honestly thought would never come to day because he was so horrifically awkward with certain things. Especially with the human body.

For a moment Min stared. She had half a mind to point out that she never really relied on anyone and that was her own fatal flaw. She couldn’t just be open with someone without beating herself up over it for days. With certain things, it’s easy. Sharing little stuff was nothing of an issue to her. It provided as an excellent veil that makes people believe that Min shared everything with them with now problem. But when it comes to the heavy stuff? That was her main issue.

Yet Min stayed quiet. As always, she never bothered to point out that she probably wasn’t going to follow through with the new open-sharing thing they’d have. She’d forget, she wouldn’t want to tell him or she’d feel like he wouldn’t understand. So he wouldn’t know immediately. Not always.

Listening to Hongbin though, Min could realise that he was trying. He was trying his best. And though he didn’t have to tell her everything (nothing ever said you had to share everything with a sibling or a best friend), he did anyways. So Min listened intently, keeping her face neutral while listening to the best of her abilities. Hearing that he and Seokjin were together was no surprise. She pieced that one together herself considering how it was painfully obvious.

Hearing about the bullies, she blinked. Her eyes shot to him suddenly. She really wanted to say something and it was visible that she did but she didn’t. It wasn’t her place if the issue was said and done with. And she’d be a hypocrite to scold him for not telling her sooner considering she didn’t tell Hongbin about the bullies in New York until years after it happened. So Min nodded, looking down at her heads with furrowed brows. What are her secrets?

“I’ve been taking my medication for a while now and it hasn’t been working as well,” she started quietly, not daring to look up at Hongbin. “I don’t want to go back in for a higher dosage though. I don’t think that would be okay so I’m avoiding my appointments.” She closed her fists, still staring. “I….I also think I like someone.” Saying it out loud made her want to scream. It was easier for her to always avoid it and act like it wasn’t true. Min finally lifted her head to look back at him. “But I can’t be with him so I don’t know what’s the point of sharing that one.” A few seconds past for her to think. Nothing else felt like a real big secret that had to be shared. Not that she remembers. “That’s it I think.”

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He knew asking for everything was had for anyone. He wasn’t stupid. He held things for her and he admitted them just then, but he knew there were times where he didn’t want to tell her. There was a reason he didn’t tell her about Seokjin. One, Min made it obvious that Seokjin wasn’t on her list of favorite people, but also admitting anything would make it real and Hongbin (at this point) was still on the fence about it all. He also didn’t tell about the bullies because it was something he had to handle on his own. He couldn’t have people protecting him anymore. He knew not everyone was going to like him and opinions changed just as quickly as the weather.

Hongbin decided he best place to start was to put what he had on the line. He knew Min wouldn’t judge him, but that pointed look was enough to make him pout a bit. He figured she wouldn’t be happy about hearing that, but at least it was all handled. His bullies have left him alone. One even left the company for another. He was fine and if he is bullied again, he won’t wait until someone noticed and told Hongbin to get over himself (which Jieun and Daehyun both did).

But still, he put in that effort for Min. He knew there may be a chance she won’t want to do this and if she does, he’d be hurt, but he doesn’t want to force her. He just hoped she would take the next step with him. He didn’t want to fight with her anymore and like he said, no way of knowing they’ll never fight again, but he just wanted to make sure it wouldn’t end so badly. If he’s open with her, then he would feel so much better.

When she spoke up, he tried not to show how happy he was, especially since what she was telling him wasn’t great. He knew about her medicine. He found them nearly a year ago in a Hello Kitty pillow of all places. He doesn’t understand what she’s going through, so he’s not going to say he understands. He won’t tell her what to do either because he doesn’t know what she feels when she’s on them. If they are’t working, his natural response is to get something new, but the look on her face was enough to make him keep his mouth shut.

Hearing she liked someone was surprising for him. Min seemed so confident when it came to how she felt. She told Hongbin to get over himself pretty much when it came to him in the past and Seokjin now. It was easier to tell someone else to just go for it then for someone else.

Like her, he didn’t speak up about what she said. He doubted she wanted advice, or anything, but just having said it out loud, maybe it was just easier that way. “We did it,” he said softly, a small smile on his face. He reached out and took her hand in his, resting his other one on top of her’s, “I’m glad you told me.”

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