hyeongjun sits and fiddles with his hair, the curls go smoothly over his forehead. he listens carefully to what the other has to say, he’s surprisingly interested in what the other has to say. he nods and mumbles out a yeah. the male pouts as he notices one curl isn’t as curled as the others. he puts a hand on his head and shakes it, that should be enough for making his hair look good again. it seems like beomgyu has finished talking, hyeongjun wants to say something now. “you know what sucks?” he pauses. he begins thinking about it.
“the fact that i don’t have a boyfriend”
with beomgyu it doesnt bother hyeongjun that he knows he’s gay, because he’s comfortable with beomgyu.
the thought bothers hyeongjun, how he’s utter alone, and that the reason for that probably is because he’s gay, because he likes boys. there’s almost no boys in this country that likes boys too, and if they do they’re not half as open as hyeongjun, so hyeongjun can never guess it. “it sucks a lot” he begins speaking again. “ah i wish i wasn’t single” he says as he cups his head and begins pouting.
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beomgyurk
Affection was something Beomgyu had always been open with. Perhaps it’s just how he was raised. His family were all affectionate people who didn’t shy away from hugs or touches. Even his close friends were affectionate people and so it was just something that came naturally to him. So when he met others who were affectionate like him then he felt relaxed. He knew he didn’t need to worry about being too touchy or affectionate around them because they too were the same. That’s why he liked hanging out with Hyeongjun so much. The older boy didn’t shy away from touches or affection and Beomgyu could be himself around Hyeongjun. He laughed and nodded before he reached up and squeezed the older’s cheek with a grin. It was indeed soft. ❝ Hyung is so cute with his soft cheeks! ❞
Beomgyu was an open book. It was rare for him to shy away from a topic or conversation because he was uncomfortable. He was willing to admit that he knew absolutely nothing about love or dating. ❝ Is it really that shocking? ❞ He asked, a confused look on his face. ❝ What about you then, hyung? Have you kissed someone before? ❞ At Hyeongjun’s question, Beomgyu shook his head. ❝ HI don’t even really know what a date is, ❞ he confessed casually. He couldn’t understand why this was all so surprising to his friend. He had thought it was normal. ❝ Have you been on a date before? ❞
The younger laughed and smiled. ❝ I don’t know how to answer the question because I’ve never really thought about it. I haven’t hated anyone so I don’t know what to look for, ❞ he admitted. When Hyeongjun confessed his ideal type was like Beomgyu his cheeks turned pink slightly, unbeknownst to him. ❝ I am? But I’m not handsome. ❞
hyeongjun doesn’t know why but for some reason he feels his cheeks heat up as the other touches his cheeks and calls them soft. hyeongjun doesnt normally blush when someone touches his like that, in fact this might be the first time he blushes because someone has touched his cheeks. hyeongjun doesnt know why he blushed and it confuses him, he tries to think for a good reason as for it, but he can’t find a single good one. maybe it wasn’t even because of beomgyu? maybe it was just random that his cheeks heated up, yeah perhaps… but who knows? hyeongjun right now just hoped that the other didn’t notice the blush over his cheeks, because how would he explain it? “you” he stops for a second “you are cute too… actually you’re way cuter than me, you’re like a cute little baby” he giggles.
hyeongjun nods “it is that shocking, you may be young, but you’re also really handsome and i think there are lots of people wanting to kiss you.” hyeongjun pouts for a second and then he looks up as he fiddles with his hair “i’ve kissed a few people before, i’m no expert but” he looks at beomgyu “i know what a kiss is and how to do it”. hyeongjun gets more and more shocked as the conversation continues, beomgyu hasn’t even been on a date before “for real?! never been on a date before neither?” he sounds surprised. “maybe i should take you on a date” he jokes as he hits the other softly.
“what a fool you are” hyeongjun shakes his head, beomgyu was possible one of the most handsome people hyeongjun had ever met, how could the boy not know himself? “you’re really handsome, like really handsome, you’re just my type” hyeongjun didn’t really think much of what he was saying, he was simply just saying what was on his mind.
