An escape from reality

A girl with full of random, shitty, nonsense and crazy thoughts.

[nawawalanngurll-deactivated2017]

and again, something’s bothering me. 

[wnq-writers]

I remember the way she cried. The way she cried after I made her promise she wouldn’t do anything stupid. I asked her why she was crying and her answer is what shattered my heart into tiny little pieces, “Because no one ever really cared about me like you do.” She was the greatest thing to ever walk into my life. It was that exact moment that I promised myself to never let her go. To protect her from this cruel world because she doesn’t deserve the shit that life throws at us. I was left speechless, i pulled her in and i hugged her tears away. I loved her with every inch of my being and maybe she didn’t love me in the way I wished she did but I didn’t care because she needed me and that was enough. I hugged her as I said bye. I walked away knowing that she would be okay because she knew someone was there for her. That’s all she needed. I turned around to catch her staring at me with those loving eyes and a soft smile. That was all I needed.

andthis-isforever  (via wnq-writers)

[wnq-movies]

The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman is seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides. True beauty in a woman is reflected in her soul. It’s the caring that she lovingly gives, the passion that she shows & the beauty of a woman only grows with passing years.

Audrey Hepburn (via wordsnquotes)

[wnq-writers]

How long does it take when eventually you run out of ways to scream for help; until it just feels like you’re just taking deep breaths for two weeks straight? I wouldn’t know how to fight this feeling because it’s so monstrous, and I don’t know what possessed me that I could handle this all alone because now I’m drowning and the water is filling my lungs. I’m still screaming but no one says or hears anything. My friends think when I’m being serious that I’m too deep. That’s deep, they say. And not another word leaves their mouth. Some of them laugh at me for loving poetry that makes you think beyond deep but above it. It’s like their strangling me and they don’t even know it, it’s become a chore for them. When the signs are there but no one ever speaks up, soon April becomes May and I’m still screaming, but this month I’m screaming just a little bit softer.

April Showers, ultra-mckenzie-me (via wnq-writers)

[thelovejournals]

This thing about you that you think is your flaw - it’s the reason I’m falling in love with you.

Colleen Hoover, Slammed (via thelovejournals)

[wnq-writers]

If there’s something I should know,
 Tell me. Tell me now,
 Before I quit and walk away.
 Save me from the wandering.
 Because I’ll leave and live a life,
 That I don’t need.
 That I don’t want.
 That I’ll have. 
If there’s nothing I should know,
 Tell me. Tell me now.
 Before I quit and walk away. 
If I leave, I won’t look back.
 And wander alone, without, 
A life I once had.
 Not because I don’t need.
 Not because I don’t want.
 But, because I won’t have.

wordsbyt  (via wnq-writers)

[rush-cal-deactivated20170505]

When I broke up with you, I know I will not regret things because I already prepared myself. I have been thinking about us breaking up every damn night because I already knew there is something wrong with our relationship and I made it even worse when I thought about you getting married to your best friend. But the usual me, I kept quiet. You see, it was hard for me at first. I loved you for years​. I shared the same cup of tea with you, slept with the same bed, woke up by the shore with you, got drunk, got sick, got fucked up together. And really, i must say that that’s the best we’ve shared. I then started contemplating things after. Your laugh doesn’t make me happy anymore. Your smile doesn’t seem to light up my mood. Your eyes, your eyes are my favourite. The way they sparkle like the ocean at day and the stars night, it’s perfect. But hun, I cannot see the shine on it anymore. It’s just like the ordinary blue eyes that i usually see. Every time I see you, my heart doesn’t go “badump badump” like the way it used to for the past months, years. It changed. I know you felt it too. You also felt that the relationship we had for a long time isn’t going along with the time. It’s not going forward, it’s reversing. Our feelings climbed the stairs before it reached the climax until it blew off like the balloon. It went away, went to unknown directions we never got the chance to knew where. And so I said to myself, “This is what falling out of love is.” and i thought about it again if it was really the scariest part in relationships, and well. Maybe i was fortunate enough because we had mutual feelings and same thoughts — “this relationship ain’t progressing.” We ended up as friends after and just strangers on the latter part. That’s what it is supposed to be, i guess.

Reverse; Thursday (via rush-cal)

[thequotejournals]

People have an annoying habit of remembering things they shouldn’t.

Christopher Paolini, Eragon (via thequotejournals)

[thequotejournals]

I want a soulmate who can sit me down, shut me up, tell me ten things I don’t already know, and make me laugh. I don’t care what you look like, just turn me on. And if you can do that, I will follow you on bloody stumps through the snow….I will do your windows. I will care about your feelings. Just have something in there.

Henry Rollins  (via thequotejournals)

[jjjumbastard]

Paano kung dumating na sa buhay mo yung taong iingatan ka, tatanggapin lahat ng kahinaan mo, at mamahalin ka habang buhay pero alam mo sa sarili mong hindi ka pa handang magmahal? Paghihintayin mo ba sya hanggang maging sapat ka na para sa kanya? O susubukan syang mahalin pero di ka sigurado kung mapaninindigan mo yung pagmamahal mo sa kanya?

(via jjjumbastard)

[thelovejournals]

I won’t glorify or romanticize heartbreak, for me it was a kind of death and I was forced to keep living.

Warsan Shire (via thelovejournals)

[wordsnquotes]

Don’t struggle so much, the best things happen when not expected.

Gabriel Garcí­a Márquez (via wordsnquotes)

[wordsnquotes]

I am that clumsy human, always loving, loving, loving. And loving. And never leaving.

Frida Kahlo, The Diary Of Frida Kahlo: An Intimate Self-Portrait. (via wordsnquotes)

[wordsnquotes]

I am jealous of those who think more deeply, who write better, who draw better, who look better, who live better, who love better than I.

Sylvia Plath (via wordsnquotes)

[rndmshttythghts]

May 1. Yay? Nah.

[rndmshttythghts]

A mother's hug is the best medicine for a broken heart...

Unknown

[rndmshttythghts]

I kept denying to myself that I love you. I didn't realize that I was already fooling myself.

Regretful