the harris men by rm johnson
โand you havenโt been sleeping as much as you should, either.โ
โi really donโt know what iโm going to do, but i know that youโll be there for me. i know that.โ
โbut first we have to get you cleaned up. you stay right here, okay?โ
โevery time i fix you something nutritious to eat, you turn your nose up at it.โ
โi donโt know whatโs gotten into you, but you better get it together. get it together quick.โ
โgo back to sleep. itโs six in the morning, honey.โ
โi want you to know that itโs not just your problem, but ours. iโm here, whatever you need. whatever you want.โ
โyou havenโt been eating right, you know that, right?โ
โyou look tired, baby.โ
โitโs just i donโt want you to feel alone with this thing.โ
โwe can be a family, just the two of us.โ
โyou just felt the way that you were feeling at that time, and acted on it. you didnโt think about how you would feel later, what the consequences would be, nothing.โ
โevery night i think itโs a dream and when i wake up and realize itโs the truth i donโt know what to do.โ
โis it about today? do you want to talk about it?โ
โi still love you, but i want you to think about this some more.โ
โthereโs nothing positive about dying, nothing.โ
โiโll fix you a big breakfast.โ
โyou donโt know what itโs like to be me, have my problems, my concerns, deal with what i deal with every day.โ
โokay, sweetheart, iโll eat all by myself, but donโt complain when you miss out on the best breakfast iโve ever made.โ
โiโm doing this because i love you, i have since the day i met you, and i will as long as you live.โ
โthatโs why i do what i do, thatโs why i ask you to take care of yourself and if you arenโt willing to do it, iโll run behind you like youโre a child until you do.โ
โyou left for a reason, and at the time, in your mind, it had to be a good reason, so you have nothing to be sorry about.โ
โi want us to be a family again.โ
โwelcome back, sweetheart.โ