ᴄʀᴜᴄɪғʏ ᴍᴇ

the s e l f i s h blood runs THROUGH my veins, i gave up EVERYTHING for fame. i am the lie that you adore, i feed the ( rich ) and FUCK ! the poor. this is entertainment, L I E S are entertainment. you are down on your knees, ( begging ) me for MORE.

[roarkefm]

u   kno   wat..   i   truly   have   the   social   capacity   of   johnny   fuckin   2   by   4   right   now   so   i’m   jus   gonna   apologize   for   being   late   as   pER   USUAL   and   will   leave   u   with   the   human   embodiment   of   a  smashed   macaroni   necklace   😭   roarke   ‘   why   swallowing   is   always   an   option   ’   kincaid !

( twenty-three , cismale ,  he & him ) ✉ ― hey babes, have you met ROARKE  KINCAID  ? they’re working here as A LIFEGUARD  AT THE VIP POOL. you might hear them singing can you afford to be an individual? by nothing but thieves playing from their speakers, it’s their favourite song. yes, they hear that they look like DANNY GRIFFIN a lot, actually - it’s really uncanny. their friends back home in SYDNEY , AUSTRALIA say that if they were on a tv show, their trope would be THE WANDERLUST , how funny is that ?

i.

𝖓𝖆𝖒𝖊 : atlas roarke kincaid, goes by roarke and occasionally inmate #003458 when his probation officer is feeling spicy 🌶

𝖆𝖌𝖊 : twenty - three

𝖉𝖔𝖇 : july 31st , 1997

𝖌𝖊𝖓𝖉𝖊𝖗 / 𝖕𝖗𝖔𝖓𝖔𝖚𝖓𝖘 : he / him

𝖘𝖊𝖝𝖚𝖆𝖑 & 𝖗𝖔𝖒𝖆𝖓𝖙𝖎𝖈 𝖔𝖗𝖎𝖊𝖓𝖙𝖆𝖙𝖎𝖔𝖓 : yes to all n to all a good night 🎅

𝖍𝖊𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙: 6‘4″  or however tall those big b*tches from 5sos are

𝖆𝖊𝖘𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖙𝖎𝖈 : some real upstanding citizen energy

𝖔𝖈𝖈𝖚𝖕𝖆𝖙𝖎𝖔𝖓 : winner of the ‘ least likely to make it past 18 ′ superlative , professional arm candy to whomever wants to pay his bills , has been known to play baywatch at the vip pool , has been known to #freethenip and bust out a guitar with his mates after a few too many mimosas ( some would dare call it a ~band~ )

𝖍𝖔𝖒𝖊𝖙𝖔𝖜𝖓 : born in the 7th circle of hell ; raised in primarily in sydney , australia

ii.

has some real  “ kinda kid to be conceived in a walmart bathroom on a tuesday night ” energy, think jj from obx but a little more flighty and with a pinch of naur 

TW DEATH, TW OVERDOSE: born to irresponsible parents who cared more about their next fix than their child, roarke’s mother overdosed when he was five and he’s been in and out of foster care ever since ( that is, when they could catch his scrawny ass )

TW DRUG DEALING: bouncing around couches, futons, homes and dealing with the occasional run in with his drugged out, deadbeat father did a number on him in a “ i’m never contribute to society ” kinda way, but roarke DID grow up loving their lil fishing trips where he was trying to catch a sunfish while his dad was trying to count the bills from the brick he just sold

breaking any and all rules with his little rat pack of delinquents who tore up their hometown on their lil skateboards became his favorite activity and he built himself quite a record of petty theft, vandalism, and trespassing

when he was freshly graduated and working at his fifth job in two months  ( waiting tables at some local seafood place ) someone approached him with an offer– she was a lonesome woman with an alluring smile and an offer of companionship : whatever he wanted whenever he wanted as long as he accompanied her around europe

add verified sugar baby to the empty resume !! naturally he ate that shit up and it was a hell of a time while it lasted. he was a lil wine drunk and #heartbroken when it was over, and then when it was over for a second time... and another time after that .......... u catch my drift . and this is how he ended up here SDFNKSNKF

when he’s not vying for delinquent of the year , he enjoys tossing together a tune or six to live out his pipedream of his lil music career actually going somewhere , but he’ll never admit he’s serious about it

when he is vying for delinquent of the year, he’s most definitely not above acting like the amazon prime of his father’s business, so if u need anyone to help u fail ur drug test.... ur saving grace is ever-present 👼

iii.

he’s quick witted with a splash of dumbass and considering he’s barely literate as it is , sarcasm is close to his first language

this apple fell approximately 1 cm from the tree and unfortunately roarke  inherited his father’s fiery temper 😌 but he does make an effort to keep it under wraps until it can be used to line his pockets

he’s kinda rockin this devil may care / trial by fire attitude so he’s quite … hm … impulsive in that he’ll rage on a sunday night and show up to his monday 8 am vip pool aquatics class with 3 pairs of sunglasses on , seconds from death if someone so much as looks at him

he’s extremely promiscuous and definitely has some addictive behaviors nskfsnkd but he kinda in this apathetic limbo that is 100% more trouble than it’s worth

once lost a ‘most likely to provide emotional support’ vote to a piece of gum stuck to the bottom of someone’s shoe, but he will offer a prescription of puff puff pass to the right person cuz he’s not truly heartless 🥰 but close NKSFKN

really just a grade a crackhead who’s livin on a prayer 🙏😤

[roarkefm]

heliotrope & marigold !

𝖍𝖊𝖑𝖎𝖔𝖙𝖗𝖔𝖕𝖊      :      𝐝𝐨𝐞𝐬   𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫   𝐦𝐮𝐬𝐞   𝐛𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐯𝐞   𝐢𝐧   𝐬𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐬      ?

*   with   a   prestigious   education   of   having   barely   passed   year   twelve   under   dubious   means,   roarke   is   of   the   expert   opinion   that   there’s   no   way   normal   human   behavior   can   explain   his   mother   coming   within   even   a   five   kilometer   radius   of   papa   kincaid,   so   there   must   be   some   kind   of   fateful   force   between   a   pending   trainwreck   like   THAT.   so,   yeah,   soulmates   are   hundo-p   legit.

𝖒𝖆𝖗𝖎𝖌𝖔𝖑𝖉   :         𝐢𝐬   𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫   𝐦𝐮𝐬𝐞   𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐞   𝐭𝐨   𝐣𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐲   ?      𝐡𝐨𝐰   𝐦𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭   𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲   𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐥𝐞   𝐞𝐧𝐯𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬   𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬   ?

like   it’s   his   fuckin’   job.   he   might   be   suffering   from   an   incurable   case   of   emotional   promiscuity,   but   he’d   rather   die   than   lose   his   hard-earned   title   as   a   cliche.   roarke   likes   to   get   all   art   heaux   fake   deep   about   it,   turning   to   his   nearly-mummified   lyric   journal   to   scribble   down   something   the   antithesis   of   profound.   he   tends   to   handle   it   well   until,   of   course,   that   deadly   threshold   between   that   casual   sixth   and   downright   lethal   seventh   tequila   sunrise   is   crossed.   that’s   right   around   when   his   auditions   for   the   next   season   of   bad   girls   club   tend   to   begin.

[roarkefm]

acanthus & aloe

𝖆𝖈𝖆𝖓𝖙𝖍𝖚𝖘 : 𝐢𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐦𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐝𝐞𝐜𝐞𝐩𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞 ,   𝐨𝐫 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐢𝐞 𝐨𝐫 𝐝𝐞𝐜𝐞𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐚𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐞𝐯𝐞 𝐜𝐞𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐞𝐚𝐧𝐬 ?   𝐰𝐡𝐲 𝐨𝐫 𝐰𝐡𝐲 𝐧𝐨𝐭 ?

*   roarke   has   always,   always   been   the   type   to   lie   at   will.   he   wouldn’t   go   as   far   as   to   describe   it   as   indiscriminate,   as   all   decisions   to   lie   go   under   stringent   and   academic   scrutiny   by   a   non   -   biased   panel   comprised   solely   of   himself.   he   just...   does   it   when   it   works.   the   skill   serves   as   one   of   the   few   things   his   dad   taught   him   (   among   other   things,   including   the   ruthless   survival   skills   necessary   to   get   through   a   round   of   edward   40   hands   ),      and   he’s   spent   years   perfecting   the   art.   it’s   rarely   done   with   intent   to   hurt,   but   rather   simply   because   he’s   made   a   strict   pact   to   never   learn   any   words   with   more   than   five   letters,   so   patience   didn’t   make   the   cut.

𝖆𝖑𝖔𝖊 : 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐝𝐨𝐞𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐦𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐥𝐞 𝐠𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐟 ?

*   roarke   handles   grief   the   same   way   any   well   -   rounded,   intelligent,   and   rational   human   being   would   handle   grief   --   he   doesn’t.  

[roarkefm]

eviefms​:

* ㅤ♡   𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐍 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑 !

𝒘𝒉𝒐 ? @thevillasinfo​​ ! 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 ? outside carpe diem nightclub . 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏 ? around 3 am .

*  ㅤ♡  ㅤ  𝒕𝒉𝒆  𝒂𝒍𝒄𝒐𝒉𝒐𝒍  𝒓𝒂𝒏  through  evie’s  veins  as  she  exited  the  carpe  diem  club  for  some  fresh  air  .  she  needed  a  small  break  from  all  the  dancing  &  drinking  —  otherwise  she  would’ve  simply  passed  out  right  there  ,  in  the  middle  of  the  dance  floor  .  with  a  glass  of  some  unrecognizable  drink  in  hand  ,  the  blonde  walked  out  the  front  door  ,  reaching  out  for  her  bag  .  sober  evie  would  never  be  caught  smoking  a  cigarette  ,  but  drunk  evie  was  definitely  not  thinking  straight  .  as  she  rested  her  back  against  the  wall  ,  she  glanced  at  someone  approaching  and  her  scarlet  lips  instantly  curved  upwards  .  “  hey  ,  what’s  up  ?  ”  ,  once  she  recognized  the  person  in  front  of  her  ,  she  took  a  cigarette  from  the  pack  and  handed  to  them  .  “  want  one  ?  ”  ,  she  asked  slowly  ,  dragging  the  words  ,  and  finishing  it  with  a  giggle  .

𝐈𝐅   𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐄'𝐒   𝐎𝐍𝐄   𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆   𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓   𝐂𝐀𝐍   𝐁𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆   the   people   of   europe   together,   both   travelers   and   more   permanent   faces   alike,   it’s   a   nasty   smoking   habit.   that,   and   its   commonality   provides   the   most   brilliant   of   excuses   to   cater   to   those   habits   of   a   much   more   discrete   nature.   he’s   just   finished   ripping   off   some   socialite   whose   parents   own   whatever   bleeding   island   north   of   east   bumfuck   when      the   humming   of   the   club’s   bass   becomes   all   the   more   SHARPER.   his   business   partner   pauses   out   of   what   roarke   can   only   assume   is   fear,   and   blue   eyes   roll   skyward   to   a   deity   that   has   long   since   wiped   their   hands   of   his   perpetual   misgivings.   a   flick   of   his   fingers   --   a   more   pleasant   fuck   off--   is   all   that   he   signals   of   his   departure   before   spinning   on   his   heel,   hand   slipping   into   his   back   pocket   to   exchange   the   cash   for   a   lighter.   ‘   teamwork   makes   the   dream   work   ?   ’   he   offers   with   a   crooked   grin,   leaving   the   lighter   in   her   palm   in   place   of   the   cigarette   he’s   now   slipping   between   his   lips.   ‘   cheers.   ’

[promptfairy]

❥     𝐁𝐎𝐓𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐋 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒    [   𝚆𝙾𝚁𝙳 𝙿𝚁𝙾𝙼𝙿𝚃𝚂    ]   .

headcanon prompts with questions based on plants   &   what they represent in flower language .  happy roleplaying !!  ♡

abatina :   is there anything in life your muse has changed their mind about over time   (   due to becoming more educated on the topic ,   certain experiences  ,   etc .   ) ,    or that they   would   change their mind about under certain circumstances ?  

acanthus :   is your muse deceptive ,   or willing to lie or deceive to achieve certain means ?   why or why not ?   

aloe :   how does your muse handle grief ?

amaryllis :   what is something or someone that your muse takes pride in ?   how do they express that pride ?   

anemone :   how does your muse view the world ;   as a cruel   &   unforgiving place ,   a land full of wonders ,   or something in - between ?  where does that world view come from   (   what experiences ,   life lessons ,   etc .   ) ?  

angelica :   where does your muse draw inspiration in life ?   what motivates them ?

apple blossom :   how does your muse go about expressing or not expressing their sexuality ?  

bachelor’s button :   does your muse actively seek romantic companionship ,   or cherish the liberties of being single ? 

basil :   does your muse have a love - hate relationship with anyone or anything ?

bay tree :   does your muse seek glory   &   accolades ,   or do they favour a simpler ,   more personal life ?  

begonia :   how cautious is your muse ?   are they prone to noticing red flags ,   or paranoid to the point of untrusting most everyone ?   why or why not ?  

belladonna :   how does your muse respond to silence ?   do they take comfort in soundlessness ,   or seek to fill the void with noise ?   

bluebell :   does your muse learn from their past ,   or are they prone to repeating the same mistakes ?  

carnation :   what is your muse’s relationship with their gender ?   how do they express or not express this relationship ?  

chamomile :   what is your muse likely to take away from a painful experience ?   are they one to be haunted by adversity ,   or to use what they’ve gone through to become stronger ?  

chrysanthemum :   how does your muse express romantic love ?  how do they feel about love as a concept ?  

daffodil :   is your muse one to be loyal in relationships ,   or are they likely to quickly move from one bond to another ?

daisy :   did your muse ever feel as though their innocence had been lost ?   what moment in their life could be described as the end of their innocence ?  

edelweiss :   what was the bravest moment in your muse’s life ?  are they known to be courageous from then on ?  

fern :   does your muse believe in magic or cosmic forces ,   or are they more likely to think their life is ultimately a matter of their own control ?  

forget - me - not :   has your muse ever forgotten something that is or was important to them ?   are they afraid of forgetting things like that ?  

gardenia :   is your muse one to confess romantic feelings early on ,   or to conceal them for long periods of time ?  

gladiolus :   describe a moment from your muse’s life that they will never forget .

goldenrod :   does your muse believe in luck or fortune ?  why or why not ?   where do they believe these things come from ?  

heliotrope :   does your muse believe in soulmates ?

hibiscus :   how does your muse view the gentler ,   daintier things in life ?   as things worth preserving   &   caring for ,   or things only bound to wither   &   disappear ?  

holly :   how strong is your muse’s sense of intuition ?  are they aware of it ?   do they ever fear that it is only paranoia ?  

hollyhock :   how strong is your muse’s sense of ambition ?  what’s something they strive for in life ?  

hyacinth :   is your muse athletic ?   does it come naturally to them ,   or have they had to work for their physique and/or skill ?  

hydrangea :   how much does your muse value communication in their relationships with others ?  are they prone to being misunderstood ?

iris :   if your muse could convey one last message to someone they have lost or left behind ,   what would it be ?  

ivy :   what are your muse’s views on marriage ?   do they believe it is something strictly for love ,   or an institution rooted in business   &   social benefits ?   do they desire or have they desired to be married ?

lavender :   how easy is it to gain your muse’s trust ?  once their trust is broken ,   how might one go about mending it ?  

lilac :   what was your muse’s childhood like ?   how has their upbringing affected them as they’ve aged ? 

lily :   how does your muse view their mother ?  

lotus :   has your muse ever felt as though they’ve been reborn ?  have they ever desired the feeling of a fresh start ,   or a better understanding of themself and/or the world around them ?  

magnolia :   describe your muse’s relationship with nature   &   the natural world .  

marigold :   is your muse prone to jealousy ?  how might they handle envious feelings ?  

mint :   does your muse view themself as virtuous   &   moral ?  what do these words mean to them ?

nasturtium :   describe your muse’s relationship with their birthplace ,   or homeland .  

oak :   who would your muse consider the strongest person they know ?  

pansy :   does your muse often reflect on their own actions ?   do they ever think a lot about the past ,   and what they could have done differently ?

parsley :   describe a holiday your muse enjoys ,   and why they enjoy it .

peony :   what would a   ‘  happy life  ’   look like in your muse’s eyes ?

poppy :   what comforts your muse ?

rhododendron :   is your muse receptive to warnings   &   advice given by others ?

rose :   how much does your muse value other people ?   do they wish to have many friends ,   lovers ,   and/or associates ?   are they an easy person to love ?

sage :   what is your muse’s legacy ?   what do they want to be remembered for   &   what might they actually be remembered for ?  

salvia :   is your muse possessive over people or things that matter a lot to them ?  how do they express that possessiveness ,   or lack thereof ? 

snapdragon :   is your muse merciful ?  why or why not ?

southernwood :   how seriously does your muse take themself ?   do they prefer a solemn   &   intellectual atmosphere or do they delight in jokes   &   banter ?  

sunflower :   what brings your muse the most joy in life ?  

tulip :   how does your muse view people in general ?  

violet :   how does your muse respond to betrayal ?

willow :   how does your muse handle sadness   &   depression ?

zinnia :   how has the loss of fallen comrades and/or loved ones affected your muse ?   has it taught them anything or given them any new perspectives ?

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