getting through life, one day at a time

I am Rob. 18 years old. Born in Dallas, Raised in Phoenix, Living in Tucson. Freshman at The University of Arizona in the College of Architecture. Employed by QuikTrip. I am obsessed with Apple. I love technology. And most obviously, I love Architecture. Made to vent but this will be my blog.

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Birthday

My own girlfriend canceled my birthday plans half way so she can go drink.

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I really wish I was appreciated

Once again, I'm bring treated like shit. It's just not fair. I love her too much to let her go. She seriously doesn't know how to appreciate. If it wasn't for me she would have no job and no way to pay rent. It makes no sense. How can she treat me so bad. Today I didn't see her all day. I liked it at first but then I started to miss her. Oh but then when she got home she was all mad in about 15 mins. She really started problems even though I haven't seen her all day. Hmm not only that but she kicks me out of her room and I have to sleep on the floor. I really wish I was appreciated :'(

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Architecture School

As a student in this school, I honestly get no sleep.  I am assigned homework in excess of 4-6 hours a night.  Why must there be so much? I'll never understand.  Oh and just because I love it, doesnt mean I am good at it.  I have around a 70% in the class.  I need to achieve a 3.0 GPA in order to keep my scholarship.  Yeah, college is no joke. It is much harder in some aspects than high school.

I have pulled 2 all nighters, all for the same project.  And what did I receive on my project?  A 70%. I put all my time and effort into this class. But I still receive low grades.  A miracle must happen because I need to get better at drawing somehow. Or else I will not see Architecture in my future.

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Failing love

My girlfriend of almost two years told me she doesn't know if she wants to be with me for the rest of her life. She constantly treats me like shit. She gets mad for everything. Like literally everything. I strive to be the best boyfriend. I do EVERYTHING for her. Anything to make her happy. And why does she do? She finds the dumbest thing to get mad at me for and sticks with it. She doesn't appreciate me whatsoever. I could honestly make all her wishes come true, and an hour later she'll be mad because I missed a spot while cleaning. Give me a fucking break. She's such a bitch. She has no real reason to treat me like this. She even told me she is just like that. I'm pretty sure no one is a bitch like that. I cannot stress enough how hard I try to make this work. I love her so much. Even when she fucks me over. I love her unconditionally. She doesn't feel the same. When she's happy I have the most amazing time. I wish she wasn't like this. What can I do ? I don't understand. She loves me when she gets her way but when something is wrong, she hates me. It's just not fair. I want to be happy too. I want her to just appreciate me. To love more unconditionally. Hmm that'll be the day :(