and maybe then, i'll be good enough for you

this used to be my main blog but i decided to keep it as my source / last few memories of alex. so if you do follow, basically all you'll ever see is probably a wolf being reblogged or a pathetic post about my feelings once a month. or year. whatever.

[robicorn-blog]

You are my heart and soul, you remain forever a part of me.

[robicorn-blog]

[free-lancer]

[robicorn-blog]

I miss you to bits and pieces.

[robicorn-blog]

Anon, if you still follow me these many months later, I still have the message and I hold it very close to me.

[robicorn-blog]

Alex, I miss you.

I miss your texts, your "brb suiciding"'s, your overdramatic tales, our ideas, our roleplaying, the lions, the movies, the spazzing, everything.

You.

I miss you entirely and I am continuously reminded that I have lost you and I will never get the chance to speak to you again.

[allmymetaphors]

[366sketchbook-blog]

[i-am-drowning-in-you]

[eu-pho-riaa]

[hsdflsfjjfgg-deactivated2013010]

I loved you at your darkest.

Romans 5:8  

[robicorn-blog]

i like how even though i'm a complete mess you still love me and it makes me feel like idk good and i love you too 

[zackarypham-deactivated20140803]

[robicorn-blog]

i'm totally fine with people knowing that i'm a big mess i just don't want them to find out through mine because it's so hard for me to talk about it

[s1stermaryjane]

[robicorn-blog]

i can't talk to empathetic people like i will kill you 

if you feel the feelings of others and relate and take in the sadness 

i will be the death of you 

don't talk to me ok

I'm too overwhelming

[robicorn-blog]

i hate talking about me in general to other people because everything i say sounds like a giant sob story like I'm exaggerating or seeking attention i mean i wish i was exaggerating i just can't even put into words the amount of everything sucking and i try really hard to be happy and its like i can't i just fucking can't