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feeling hopeful and not stuck anymore :)

i saw you today and all i know is that i hate not getting a goodbye

is it wrong to want to be happy

i may be becoming something i didn’t want to be

am i terrible

i am next-level done for

i don’t wanna wait, not anymore

#wallows #just like a movie wallows #song lyrics

fresh start but my head is still stuck in the past

one month and counting but it still hurts like a bitch

i hate you for ghosting me

so much for slatt, huh?

still miss you

engraved on my brain now….

bad decision making 101

it’s been five months and i still miss you

today is your day asshole

(i miss you)

today i had to say goodbye to someone that i love very much, because it was time for him to return home. my home became his second home, and while he arrived a stranger, he left as someone with a place in my heart as though he had been my brother by blood. it hurts to say goodbye to someone you love, but the opportunity to have even gotten to know him was incredible and entirely worth the tears and heartbreak of today. we might never meet again in person, but we will not fade apart easily, because i will fight tooth and nail to keep my chosen brother in my life for as long as he’ll stay there.

and to him: we didn’t always get along, but every day we did was a day worth knowing you, and i regret nothing of the time you were here. the laughs of this year and the tears of saying goodbye this morning are so much more precious to me than anything. even if it’s years in the future, i promise that we will see each other again, because i believe that you are a person worth having in my life. i wish you the best of luck, and i hope to speak with you soon. te quiero muchísimo <3

(ps. you give the best hugs and i wish only that i had gotten more before you left)

#goodbye but only for now #my rambles #almost crying again writing this out #te quiero