*⁠.⁠✧⁠~i feel so tired~*⁠.⁠✧

It/they I have almost every single symptom of c-ptsd and trauma to go with it but I can't fucking get diagnosed + gender and sexuality confused and genuinely terrified of my own mind

[robinthetiredone]

Autistic flirting be like: I would change my routine just to spend time with you

[robinthetiredone]

Okay not to be that bitch but I am so brain fucked because ppl around me are doing bad and I know they're doing a hundred times worse because they're actually in it but I was trying to get better and evertime someone else's life breaks and they call me

[robinthetiredone]

It's like the world doesn't want me to get clean like I feel like I'm finally a functional person and then the world went how about I k!ll your oldest childhood friend and it's prop su!c!de by od

[robinthetiredone]

Find someone who's not just good TO you but also good FOR you, I've started to take care of myself like drinking water and getting clean

[robinthetiredone]

I hate love and I hate men as much as any other person on this floating ball of rocks, but this one he's alright

[robinthetiredone]

Find yourself a malewife who's gonna get you from chronic low self esteem to I'm better deal with it

[robinthetiredone]

i always new he was gonna end himself but i only just realised it's for real he'll be dead by the end of the school year, and there's nothing i can do about it

[robinthetiredone]

I wish I could cvt my arms but I don't want ppl to see that I cvt because then they'll get all nosie and start asking stupid questions

[robinthetiredone]

If you prioritize others it hurts if you prioritize yourself it hurts, what do ppl want me to do

[robinthetiredone]

It's bad enough for normal ppl to get scared of me and not like to be friend, but it's not bad enough to relate to all of my fucked up friends, and it makes me feel so lonely, it bothers me and fuckes up my life but not as badly as it does with everyone else

[robinthetiredone]

I feel like I was just born with low self-esteem, it was already a problem in kindergarten, and it only got worse... Suppose that's the consequence of being born weird

[robinthetiredone]

Dayli afermation: not everyone I know are gonna kill themselves just because I don't know they're alive

[robinthetiredone]

Is anxiety always 24/7 or is that just a case of "exaggeration promotes understanding" cause I'm irrationally anxious but not every second of my life

[robinthetiredone]

Executive dysfunction is so real it took me 4 hours to open an app on my phone, and I've been postponing getting the charger for my phone for so long that I'm starting to worry

[robinthetiredone]

I wanna look like a physical abuse victim, I wanna have bruises and cuts, I want my back to be covered in scars, wtf is wrong with me

[your-messiah]

[robinthetiredone]

Oh no this happens everywhere trust me, uneducated, emotionally immature ppl are all over the internet

[robinthetiredone]

What are some good ways to start contributing less to capitalism???