It’s a Wonderful Life...
It's Christmas! I still can't believe it. How can 2019 be so close to being over? This year started as a symbol of my new beginning,a fresh start, filled with hope, determination, and an overwhelming sense that I could accomplish anything. I started working on my website, determined to reignite, and to pursue the dreams that I had abandoned so long ago, replacing them with new ones. I was ready to juggle the responsibilities of being a fulltime mom and carving out the time to once again discover who I was as an individual. Not as someone's wife or girlfriend, mother, or friend, but by dropping all the labels and looking within. Peeling back the layers of conditioning that began as a child and rediscovered who I was as a soul. Find my passion in life, my purpose. I rediscovered my love of art, writing, and photography. I was prepared to jump back into my love of acting. Still, life has a way of testing us, and what I may have believed to be my path, was just that a belief. Of course, the Universe intervened to show me what was truly important. Then began a journey that led me through the darkness where there was no path to follow, leaving me to create something from nothing. In the process, I thought I would never see the light again. I had fallen, lost, alone, and feeling hopeless. Then a day came when I rediscovered hope. I remembered that I was and always have been a survivor, and through this year filled with love, loss, tears, frustration, and joy, I continued learning, evolving, and growing into the soul, I set out to rediscover.
There is one thing I am sure of, I have lived a dozen different lives during this specific life, and each one has contributed to the person I am today. I know that there is a reason why I have experienced so many trials and tribulations during my short life, beginning from the day I was born. Blessed with many intuitive gifts to assist me on this journey called life, looking back, I now know that the no matter how much we plan, set goals, or make decisions based on what we believe is best for ourselves, the Universe has a plan for every one of us. By letting go of the need to control every aspect of life, I've learned to embrace the journey, the beauty, the joy and gratitude in each day. Every day since my first memories, I was aware that I had a choice. Regardless of how horrible my situation was, I had the option to allow it to consume me with anger and bitterness, or I could find the positive, the lesson, and use that to learn and grow as a soul. With each chapter, I have become wiser, more mindful, and present, experiencing the journey and the flow that is life. The Universe has a plan for all of us, the less we resist and realize that nothing in this life is perfect, the clearer the picture becomes. The only person who is responsible for your happiness is you, never stop believing or dreaming.
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