galaxy-commander:
He sighed, hands now gripping at his hair.Ā āOkay⦠okay, that makes sense. But⦠If I sayĀ āno, Iād rather wait a bit first,ā heāll take it to mean I donāt love him. Heād feel even worse if I just flat out refused. So honestly, I donāt have a fucking choice if I donāt wanna make him feel like he doesnāt matter to me!ā
And there were the tears, finally.Ā āI⦠I really do love him, but⦠itās shit like this that sometimes makes me wish I didnāt. A-And I feel so fucking horrible for thinking shit like that, a-a-andā¦ā He was full-out sobbing now, holding himself tightly, trying to get it under control.
āI-I hate this⦠Everything I s-say sets him off, a-a-and⦠Why do I h-have to love him?!ā
Eyes widening he quickly hugged his friend, holding him tight and rubbing his back lovingly.Ā āShh...shhh, IĀ“m here, IĀ“m here. And...maybe...do you think it might help if you speak to him with someone else around? Just...I donĀ“t know, so youĀ“re not as nervous?ā











