How I feel the brainwashing working :
- I’m compelled to open tumblr all the time, I spend more time every day consuming porn.
- I don’t need anybody to tell me to make videos of me degrading myself and drinking my own piss I just do it (but I love tasks)
- I push my limit on showing my face and being exposed more and more
- public restrooms make me horny now, all I think about is dropping to my knees and licking the dried piss off the toilet bowl
- I only get wet to watching more and more degrading content
- Getting notifications and attention is literally conditioning my mind to become more addicted. I get a dopamine rush every time I see a new tumblr notification
- i isolate myself more, always wondering when I can be alone next to watch porn and rub my cunt.
- when I’m out in public I am constantly looking at girls asses and tits and mens cocks, imagining how they’d look naked with their holes spread, or how their cum would taste
- I am focusing more on how to look like a better sex object for men. Wearing makeup, having my hair presentable, having my tits out
This is me.
