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what most explains veth's whole thing

bullied by her peers for being weird & ugly as a little girl/teen

married @ 18 / pregnant @ 20

murdered & turned into a goblin

twenty-three years ( technically ) old in ep 1 !!!!!!!!!!!

sacrificed her life to save her husband & son

ignored/bullied by her family for most of her childhood

Voting ended onJul 8

stolen from : @keenminded ! tagging: you !

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I've never been able to make my family understand what I do.

Elementary, 1x10 "The Leviathan"

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there are so many layers to the veth/yeza marriage ... they were each other's first loves ... he was the only person who was kind to her ... she sacrificed herself to save him & their son ... she came back different ... she came back better ... she came back as someone who knows now that she could have more , who wants more & it kills her that so much love & stability isn't enough for her anymore but she tries so so so hard to make it enough . no matter what she wants . no matter who she wants . & it's not just caleb , but he's a huge part - the second love of her life & the first was luc . & i love yeza . i really think that he loves veth so much & he's so obviously aware of how much she needs to be able to do certain things now but he's still so also like longing for that stability again . that certainty of their relationship that just isn't there any more.

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una brenatto ... baby of the family ... youngest of three w/ two older brothers .... feels good feels right

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Pygmalion and Galatea

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them being sooooooo normal still ....

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Send me '☯ + a scene from my characters canon' and I will drabble it from my character's POV.

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it's like sooooooo completely not strange that veth introduces the entire mighty nein as her friends & then when she gets to caleb she's like 'don't worry he's just a friend' like yeah girl no one would've questioned that until you brought it up ...

jester : he's like her son caleb : veth : she doesn't know what she's talking about

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trent calling caleb ' my boy ' , veth telling beau ' he's my boy ' - i hope trent ikithon knows , even now that a halfling rogue is plotting his demise in the most torturous ways possible

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The Mighty Nein Episode 5: Little Spark

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HOW DO YOU NEED TO BE LOVED

carefully, like a gentle rain on dry earth . You've been left beaten down and by someone you really trusted and loved, so now love doesn't come easy for you. You want it to. You want to love and be loved, but you're not sure you remember how. So you need someone else to take the lead. They have to be gentle and sweet and patient. They have to watch out for you, and make sure youre doing okay, because most days you feel a little fragile, if not totslly shattered. But someone will come along who will put those pieces back together again.

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una brenatto , circa 854 PD , eleven years old !

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luc brenatto throughout the years ! ( 1: 836 PD, six years old at the wildemount wildlings camp. 2: 843 PD, thirteen years old after helping to defeat trent ikithon. 3: 853 PD, twenty-three years old & sculpting with his aunt jester. )

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the more i think about it , the more i think that baby brenatto 2 : electric boogaloo is a girl . & the more i think there's a split , shameful moment after she has her that veth is disappointed . not because she doesn't love her with every single part of herself in the same way she loves luc , not because she thinks that she can't raise a girl but because she knows what it's like to be a halfling woman, she knows what it's like to be a little halfling girl & it's a universal experience for girls who are "less than" to be marginalized & taken advantage of, to be made fun of when they aren't what other people would consider pretty & she never wants a little girl - her little girl - to ever feel the way she was made to feel before she'd met yeza ( & even sometimes after ) .

the good news , of course , is that she doesn't feel that way anymore . the mighty nein makes sure , with everything they do , that she doesn't feel that way ever & her daughter has a vastly vastly different experience growing up than she did . she's never made to feel lonely or not pretty or not smart or not good . her aunt jester & uncle fjord have a baby pretty soon after she's born that she gets to grow up with & her aunt jester introduces her to artie & they teach her to love herself no matter what she looks like or how radically kind or chaotic she is. caleb & essek are a fixture in the brenatto's life & they teach her things & love her the same way her parents do . caduceus teaches her the value of taking a minute of calm when you need it . beau & yasha teach her how to be soft & strong at the same time . she's never alone & she gets to grow up confident & loving & smart & never doubts that she's any of those things.

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critical role sentence starters !!!

so… we’ll talk later.

why won’t you stay down and die with dignity?

no. no further.

this is not over. it can’t be.

try not to have too much fun without us.

i have this blink candle. it’s formed from various animals that blink.

it’s so rare that we’re actually given the opportunity to be honest about everything. we might as well try it once and see if we like it.

you know i’m in love with you, right?

you seem… like a person. and that’s great.

those are coins! you’re not making it rain, you’re making it hail!

i’m killing someone, hold please.

your secret is safe with my indifference.

my heart is someone else’s.

do not go far from me. if we are out of earshot, you are too far from me.

um, i don’t know if it’s the food you made or the fact that we’re going to die tomorrow, but i want to kiss you.

i was all kinds of fucked up a few weeks ago.

you’re all kinds of fucked up all the time. we all are. and that’s why we’re together.

i just want to let you know… i am possibly the worst person you’ve ever met.

i think i kind of hope… not necessarily to hurt you or harm you, but i hope that one day… that you can know just how awful i can be.

you can curse, it’s okay. you killed one of us.

i think i’ve always been in love with the idea of you.

i was only gone for thirty seconds!

i encourage violence.

i can give you the means to protect them.

i do not want to die who i am. i’d like to live long enough to be someone else.

you’re on your own, fuckface.

a volcano is - is nature’s candle!

sometimes people go and they don’t come back.

do you spice?

so we’re going to kill everyone that we see in the next ten seconds.

i don’t want to be here if you’re not.

i told you before. no one kills you but me.

he traded his life!

i don’t have very many things that i care about and i don’t have anything that cares about me.

i’m great! well, not really, but i’m just going to pretend i’m happy so everybody can be okay!

i’ve been in a barrel for an hour. i fell asleep in there!

yes. i heard. it was the only thing i heard.

don’t cry. i’m just a little cold.

i bury my shame.

i should have told you. it’s yours.

forgiveness - that’s the key, isn’t it? it’s the only way to really grow.

your hair’s a mess. sit still.

you are my heart. you are me. you are my other half. you are welcome with me always.

you don’t always have to put on a brave face, dear.

we’re friends, right? are we friends?

i know we don’t always agree and i know i can be unkind, but… you know you’re family, right?

i’ve had a terrible thought. and it is sort of my business to have terrible thoughts.

take me instead.

we walk towards glory.

that’s mine! that’s mine!

did it choose me because i was broken, or did it break me?

please bring him back to me.

you think you care about me?

this was always supposed to happen, wasn’t it?

i love you. if i can find you, i will. if not, stay alive.

if he’s gone i won’t be the same.

i’d watch your moral panic all day, it’s delightful.

in many ways you are my total opposite. but you are also my best friend.

i made a choice. this is my family.

i forgive you. but i cannot let you leave.

please. please. i love him as much as you do.

fix him. fix him!

i like this family. i’d like to keep it.

i want you to know that you are like a brother to me.

talk about my sister again.

it’s been a while since we’ve had one of our depressing chats!

i can’t have you gone. i need you here.

i think we’re very broken people. but i think together we’re much greater than the sum of our parts.

don’t ever fucking do that again.

you didn’t die. but you did! but you didn’t. but you did! and then you didn’t.

i don’t want any of this! i don’t want any of this.

i’ve just had a near death experience and i’m craving some lasagna. 

you know, you’re getting weirder.

you and i are very different.

i’ve killed two of those who’ve wronged me and nothing is better. nothing feels better. nothing is avenged.

call me “child” one more goddamn time!

if you’re lucky, you die last.

some people have no sense of fucking honor!

i’ll take my clothes off if it’ll inspire us.

thank you for believing in me.

you’ve never done anything for me! never! you’ve never risked anything, you don’t know me!

everyone else believes in you. why shouldn’t you?

how many fingers am i holding up?

what’s the first letter of the alphabet? this you know.

yay! teamwork!

you fucking died!

don’t touch me right now! i’m not - don’t touch me!

i’m going to go get a sandwich.

you had us all very worried.

your reckless impulses will get you killed!

i’m done with gods. they will not help me. perhaps you will. 

this is too fucking much.

come here, you shithead.

it has been an honor.

screw you! i want my final words with you to be indignant and irritated.

you’re the face i saw when murder entered my heart.

i’m undecided about you.

never forget you’re my favorite. and i’m so sorry.

i’m not leaving him.

you’re a better man than you believe.

feel like making a home here?

you’re an idiot and i’m very proud of you. don’t do that again.

sound off if you’re alive.

it’s not going to work.