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“And I fell in love instantly.”

“It’s probably nothing.“

“It becomes perfect when you learn to accept it for what it is.“

"If you see something, say nothing and drink to forget."

"And you may find, as time passes, that you remember it less and less."

"Look, I’ve probably said too much."

"If you don’t hear from me again, it has truly been a pleasure."

"We are not history yet."

"You are safe now."

"You can let go now."

"We have nothing to speak about. There never was."

"I have chosen to not be certain of anything at all."

"There are many things I wish I could remember."

"I do not live but I exist."

"I don’t know if he listens to me sometimes."

"We can do this together, you and I."

"You don’t know what to say."

"I know what I saw."

"Regrets just bear us down."

"You are all to me."

"Think nothing of it; it’s forgotten."

"There—now you know. Has that filled an emptiness for you? Are you any happier now?"

"I have something of urgent importance to tell you."

"And for now, existence is enough."

"No, not you! Not you!"

"Please, stay safe inside."

"I just don’t believe violence is ever the answer—it is a question. The real answer is far more terrifying."

"We can get along."

"I’m coming in there."

"There must be something beyond this something."

"I will try not to be long."

"I don’t know where I am."

"I told you I would be back."

"I let that woeful beast live."

"We have each other."

"As with life, and as with all things, it will pass."

"Am I in Hell?”

“I am certain that there must be more to us than just us."

"Let’s not dwell on our corpse strewn past; let’s celebrate our corpse strewn future."

"I probably won’t miss you."

"Well, let’s just find out together, shall we?"

"And it’s just no good anymore. We can’t carry on like this."

"Nothing is real, I don’t think. Whatever; who cares?"

"When I die, I want to have earned it."

"The present tense of regret is indecision."

"The future tense of fear is either comedy or tragedy."

"I can disappear if I want to."

"And what if the void is not as void as we thought?"

"Time is weird; so is space. I hope ours match again someday."

"We should all be so lucky to set our own futures."

"I fear for what we know."

"I fear for what we don’t know."

"We have nothing to fear and never did."

"It is likely I will learn nothing from this."

"After everything that happened, I just wanted to see you."

"It is too late for us."

"But maybe you shouldn’t sleep in your home anymore. Just in case."

"Your sadness will know no bounds."

"Nothing will be the same."

"Nothing has ever been the same."

"When something is this weird, one shouldn’t assume to understand anything specific about it at all."

"Ignorance may not actually be bliss, but it certainly is less work."

"No one has ever known anything—not really."

"I don’t know much about anything at all, honestly."

"Everything is some level of probably, nothing is a promise."

"You don’t know, and so it might very well."

"Nothing ever really happens to me."

"Thanks, that means lot. Not to me, but your words hold a lot of meaning intrinsically."

"So it’s best just to stay away."

"It cannot give you what you need."

"Oh, you don’t even want to know."

"But it wasn’t what I thought it would be."

"I’ll be back as soon as I can."

"You have no idea how often it is just you and me."

"There always seems to be something upsetting you."

"It’s not that there’s nothing coming to get you; there’s everything coming to get you. But relax anyway."

"Don’t worry. All is as it was meant to be."

"It was meant to be lonely and terrifying and unfair and fleeting, don’t worry."

"This is because I am also slightly malicious. Sorry about that."

"Thinking about it now, nothing seems good, let alone perfect."

"And those imperfections in our reality are the seams and the cracks into which our outsized love can seep and pool."

"And sometimes we’re annoyed. And disappointed. And that, too, is a part of how love works."

"I just thought it was time for us to make a home together.”

mackenzie-mchaleacn

It was purposefully cruel and she felt it with each and every word. Mac wouldn’t fight it though–not to that degree. At a certain level, she deserved everything she was getting from Will. Perhaps that’s what caused her to go quiet over his jabs. Over and over again. The amount of times she fought him when it came to their past, never could top the amount of times she stood there and took it.

A long, thoughtful pause before she went back behind her desk, glasses returning to their perch. “He will get along with everyone. That won’t be an issue.” And she decided to leave it at that. He wanted to hurt her and he was doing a spectacular job at that.

roguerino

And it’s not the fireworks and explosion he was expecting (and honestly hoping for). She isn’t mad, or at least she doesn’t act like it, and he’s disappointed. Brian was supposed to infuriate her - by all means it should have, but she’s resigned, painfully indifferent. It annoys him endlessly.

“Good,” hands tucked safely back into his pockets as he clicks his tongue - 8:00 AM and he’s already craving a cigarette. “I’ll keep you updated on it.”

mackenzie-mchaleacn

Mackenzie tenses because now she knows exactly what he’s getting at when he merely mentions the New York Times. But–she’s going to hope he wouldn’t dare do that to her.

“Is it Spencer? O'Neil? Jennings?” If she has to rattle through every source she has the place–she will. As long as it’s not one writer in particular that was the very reason Will would stoop to this level of craftsmanship cruelty.

She doesn’t wait for him to confirm her theory. She’s in front of him now, jaw clenched, hands by her side. “You’re having Brian do the article.”

roguerino

“I’m interviewing him for the article,” Yeah. That’s exactly the response he was hoping for, and he’s glad he can hide the grin threatening his lips, “It’s really not a big deal.”

mackenzie-mchaleacn

There was no sense in hiding her confusion–or hatred over this idea. “You’re interviewing him? You mean to say, you’re evaluating whether or not he should be the one to write the article on you?” Her brows knotted together, hands lifting in the air– “What does that achieve? What is it you want out of this, Will?”

At that moment, she was afraid of what the answer would entail. “Ah–this is what you get out of all of this.”

roguerino

“I want to make sure he’s a good match,” Bullshit, obviously, but damn if he doesn’t play it well, “I mean, clearly he is with you,” and he can’t resist a dig in her direction, “But I want to make sure he fits in well with the crew. If he does, he’ll be here for a few weeks. Enough time to get to know everyone, see what it is we’re trying to accomplish around here.”

mackenzie-mchaleacn

Mackenzie tenses because now she knows exactly what he’s getting at when he merely mentions the New York Times. But–she’s going to hope he wouldn’t dare do that to her.

She doesn’t wait for him to confirm her theory. She’s in front of him now, jaw clenched, hands by her side. “You’re having Brian do the article.”

roguerino

“I’m interviewing him for the article,” Yeah. That’s exactly the response he was hoping for, and he’s glad he can hide the grin threatening his lips, “It’s really not a big deal.”

mackenzie-mchaleacn

“An article?” her curiousity has been amply piqued and now her glasses aren’t just off, but she is standing.

“You have a way with words, Will. The only reason you would so specifically choose to use less words is because you want a dramatic reveal. You forget that I know you.” She’s overassuming. It’s what Mackenzie does when she feels like she doesn’t have the upperhand–which in this case she does not. He’s coming in speaking of a meeting and an article–given the state of the ratings recently, this begins to make her nervous.

roguerino

“I don’t want a dramatic reveal,” He hates how well she knows him - hates, at times that she knows him at all.

A scoff as arms cross in front of him, and okay, maybe he did want a dramatic reveal, if for nothing else than to watch her reaction. “It’s really not something you need to worry about. Someone from New York Magazine will be here later today.” And maybe he also wants to know if she’s been keeping tabs on the guy who ‘meant nothing to her.’

spawndecay-a

send 👐 to pet me muse’s head.

rp-meme-glaceon

Send “📂“ for a random yet completely useless headcanon I have

liliana-fp

rppanda

Send “!!!” to find my muse broken, dirty, and covered in blood.

rppanda

Send “?!” to get stuck in an elevator with my muse!

rpmemesforthesoul

Send “ah, fuck it” to shove my muse up against a wall for a surprise kiss 👀

therenegade-writer

continued with @roguerino

Of course she laughs. Hearing Will McAvoy talk about anything other than the next election or the next senate meeting—it’s still so different. He’s a real person. That catches her off guard sometimes.

“As long as we manage to get extra fortune cookies. Nothing is more fundamentally disappointing than having your hopes up for a fortune, cracking into a cookie, and it be completely empty. We certainly do not need that type of bad luck on—this evening.” They both know what she can’t say. What she can’t call this…Maybe one day?

roguerino

He wishes he was funnier. He has the wit, sure, but sarcasm has always been his thing. He’s never been the one to get someone to laugh out loud. But Mackenzie’s laugh - the way her eyes glitter and her nose crinkles and that smile. God, he wishes he was funnier.

“Extra fortune cookies, so as to avoid what you consider to be the most fundamentally disappointing situation known to man,” another half smile, “Just let me change, and we can get out of here, Yeah?”

roguerino

@mackenzie-mchaleacn

#tagging you here because of the move

therenegade-writer

“Anything I need to be made aware of?” The glasses are off. She’s referring to his meeting with Charlie–because, typically–he didn’t call it a meeting unless it was strictly about business.

But then she’s distracted by his next line–what seems to be more important than his ‘meeting’ with Charlie.”It’s an absolutely ridiculous idea–have you managed to work it in our favor?”

roguerino

“No,” a wave of his hand, “Just going over last night’s show. Reese wants to meet later if you’re available.” Of course she’s available. And of course he’s meeting with Charlie to beg him to approve covering Casey Anthony. His ratings have never been this low - not even after Northwestern, and he’s panicking.

He doesn’t show it though, not now when he has the entire upper hand, “One article, I get to pick where and who. I’m not worried.”

roguerino

@mackenzie-mchaleacn

#tagging you here because of the move