He’s worth all the, “tips” in the world. If you catch my drift here? Te-he and also he-he, yeah boy! Like his tip can take my own and we’ll be good to go. I just wanna be apart of your symphony, yeah—oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh!
I like so many fellas but kakashi is my very favorite number one dude that I will always love. He’s the reason for why I watch Naruto. Without him, I probably wouldn’t be watching the series and it’s already long as it is.
so relatable 🖤 so true 🖤 i will watch filler just to see Kakashi
your step is quiet in the hallway, the way it always is when you come to say goodnight. but tonight, the light from kakashi’s cracked door spills out a little brighter than usual, the low sound of pages turning just audible. you know that sound. the gentle shfft of paper, the slow, steady breathing when he’s focused. he’s reading one of those books again.
you knock softly. “kakashi…?”
“mmh?” his voice is lazy, indulgent. you peek your head in, already in your tiny sleep shorts and tank, skin bare and glowy from your shower. his eyes lift from the page and immediately pause on your thighs.
“can i sleep in your room tonight? it’s cold.”
he exhales, sets the book down spine-up across his lap, one brow raised. “cold, huh?” his eye flicks down your body, lingering. “you’re barely wearing anything.”
you shift from foot to foot. “that’s why i need your blanket…”
his smirk is slow, crawling. “fine. get in.”
you crawl across his bed, brushing against his legs as you slip under the covers. he’s shirtless, always is at night, and he’s warm like a furnace. but you notice—he’s already half-hard beneath the sheet. the shape of it against his thigh makes your stomach tighten.
he watches you watching. doesn’t say a word. just lets it sit between you both.
you whisper, “do those books you read really have… crazy stuff?”
kakashi’s smirk spreads, his hand coming up to brush a strand of hair behind your ear. “crazy’s subjective, brat.”
“what about…” you hesitate, bite your lip. “stuff like… just the tip?”
that makes him still.
“you don’t even know what you’re asking,” he murmurs, voice dark velvet.
you shift closer, eyes wide. “i just want to feel it…”
he chuckles low in his throat. “you think i could just put the tip in and stop?” his hand slides under the blanket, fingers curling around your hip. “you think i’ve got that kind of self-control?”
“i trust you,” you whisper.
“you shouldn’t,” he growls, dragging your thigh up over his hip, sliding your shorts down just enough. his cock throbs against your bare skin, hot and heavy and big. your breath catches.
“see what you’re asking for?” he murmurs, rubbing the head along your slit, gathering the slick there. “you’re dripping. you’re gonna suck me all the way in by accident.”
“just the tip,” you plead, half-innocent, half-desperate.
his head dips low to your ear. “you say that now…”
and then he’s pushing in—just the tip.
thick, swollen, stretching you open so slow it makes your thighs tremble.
you whimper, biting his shoulder.
kakashi hisses, grip tightening. “fuck—look at that. your cunt loves me.”
he doesn’t move. he lets you feel it. lets you twitch around the broad crown, stuffed so full already you can’t imagine more.
but he’s not pulling out.
because you’re already grinding down, greedy, your soft gasp swallowed by his kiss.
“you’re gonna take more, sweetheart,” he breathes against your lips. “you were made to take more.”
request scenario: kakashi is falling in love with a refugee civillian who doesn't speak konoha's language
cn: slow burn, lots of fluff, loss of virginity. over 6k words
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After the war, Tsunade was more than happy to hand over the Hokage position to Kakashi. Especially knowing just how much he didn’t want it. Tormenting him over and over again with mundane tasks—after all, she knew what it was like to have a mountain of paperwork stacked on your desk from morning to night.
As Kakashi skimmed through the documents, one finger pressed between his brows from stress, he sensed Tsunade’s presence before she even entered. It’s not like he didn’t already know the rhythm of her footsteps.
“What a lovely day to be Hokage, don’t you think, Kakashi?”
You followed her into the office slowly, hands folded in front of you, gaze slightly lowered.
“Ha-ha, really funny, Tsunade. Sure you don’t mind switching pla—”
But the words caught on his tongue as his eyes lifted—at first set on Tsunade—until he saw you, standing just behind her.
Tsunade gave him an almost wicked smile, bringing her hands together like she was about to applaud.
“Today, we have a new visitor. Or should I say… a new member of the village.”
Kakashi narrowed his eyes. Who are you?
He couldn’t quite see your face—not until you lifted it, leaving him utterly speechless.
No, he didn’t know you. Hell, there was no way he wouldn’t recognize you if he had. He didn’t think he’d ever seen a woman more beautiful. Your features were like something out of his grandmother’s stories about angelic beings—not quite human, radiating warmth with every graceful movement, mesmerizing without even trying.
But knowing his nature, Tsunade didn’t catch much of a reaction on his face (well, the half of it not covered by his mask), except for the slight widening of his eyes. She didn’t know that Kakashi’s cheeks had flushed with boyish embarrassment, mercifully hidden. Saving him.
And if his mind wasn’t already halfway to breaking, you started to speak—with a tone so soothing it felt like balm to his soul. He could’ve listened to it forever. Though, oddly, your intonation felt foreign.
You said simply, “Nice to meet you, Hokage.”
Kakashi responded almost instantly, voice flat but carrying a clear eagerness.
“The pleasure is mine.” A short pause. “Who are you?”
As your eyes were still locked on eachother , Tsunade couldn’t help but chuckle, barely managing to snap him out of the trance you’d put him in.
“Don’t get too excited yet, Kakashi. She’s a civilian refugee from the nearby forest. Got separated from her people after the war. She doesn’t speak our language.”
“What?!” Kakashi cleared his throat, his voice cracking slightly from how shocked he’d sounded. “Well… that’s a shame. I’ll make sure everything’s arranged so she feels at home here.”
Tsunade answered in a dismissive tone, heading for the door.
“Great. Because I’m leaving her under your responsibility anyway. I’ll only handle her training—her abilities are far too interesting to be taught by anyone other than me.”
But Kakashi didn’t hear anything past the first part. His responsibility? He couldn’t say he was unhappy to hear that. But his primal thoughts responded immediately: How the hell am I supposed to control myself around someone like you every day? Damn it, Tsunade.
You bowed respectfully before following Tsunade out of his office.
Only after you left did Kakashi sink back into his chair, head tilted up as he exhaled deeply, staring blankly at the ceiling.
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Kakashi had spent the past few days hunting for a book—any book—that could translate your language into theirs. Not that he cared about the reports piling up on his desk, now doubled in number thanks to his little quest. At least now he’d have a solid excuse when he inevitably asked Tsunade for help.
Or the fact that he’d spent more time reading about your origins than he had with his beloved comfort book, Icha-Icha. Which, frankly, was far more concerning.
He managed to carve out a break in his schedule and made his way toward your group. Kurenai was all smiles (and this time, it wasn’t just because Asuma was sitting beside her, toothpick tucked at the corner of his mouth—a habit he’d picked up to help quit smoking, something he’d promised Kurenai since she became pregnant).
No, her smile was clearly directed at you—you, dressed in something completely unexpected, completely contradictory to what Kakashi had imagined you might wear. A stunning, long dress that looked like it belonged to a fairy. Not that he was complaining—your training clothes, most likely chosen intentionally by Tsunade to distract him even further, already fit you perfectly.
The dark green, form-fitting outfit, complete with empty pockets likely meant for kunai (their weapons stock hadn’t been updated in a month), hugged your body like it was tailored for you.
He struggled to pull his gaze away from you—though you somehow sensed it immediately, your eyes turning toward him first as he approached with calm, measured steps.
Asuma gave Kakashi a slight nod of acknowledgment, accompanied by Kurenai’s warm greeting. Tsunade, hand on her hip, was the first to speak.
“Rough nights, huh?” she remarked, clearly referring to the exhaustion under Kakashi’s eyes—worsened ever since he began researching you far more than he probably should have.
Kakashi just shot her a warning glare, his expression friendly enough for public display, before she continued.
“Looks like our foreigner here has an inclination for medical jutsu. But also… brute force. Ironic, huh? Just like me and Sakura.”
The first one seemed fitting for you. But the second? He couldn’t picture you splitting the earth in two with a single punch. The more he learned about you, the deeper he dug himself into the pit of his barely-contained curiosity.
Still, his voice tried to remain neutral.
“That’s good news.” Then he added, “I found a dictionary translating her language into ours. We’re going to try teaching her to speak it… but also teach ourselves enough to show some respect for her homeland.”
He paused, collecting himself before finally meeting your gaze—those intense, difficult-to-hold eyes—and addressed you, a little uncertain, in your native language.
“Nice to meet you, Y/N. I hope we’ll get along well.”
His heart nearly jumped out of his chest—not just because you spoke back, but because you smiled for the first time. He didn’t think it was possible for you to be more beautiful… and yet.
You responded with a hint of excitement, your eyes sparkling sweetly.
“Nice to meet you too! I’ll do my best to become one of you. Thank you for welcoming me!”
Well, Kakashi thought, looks like I’m not the only one who made an effort to learn her language.
His eyes softened, reflecting your smile with one of his own—genuine, though subtle.
Neither of you noticed the way the others were watching, a knowing look in their eyes. It was like no one else existed in that moment—just the two of you, with a delicate thread of tension starting to form between your worlds.
But Tsunade had to ruin it, a playful disgust bubbling up inside her at all the sweetness.
“Well, my time here is up. Good luck with your teaching, Hokage.”
She tossed Kakashi a mocking look, while Kurenai and Asuma followed her out—sensing ttoo, that it was probably time to leave.
And in that moment, Kakashi felt just a little helpless, rubbing the back of his head awkwardly before turning to you again.
“Ahm… okay. Let’s find a more comfortable place before I introduce you to Konoha’s world. Come with me.”
You didn’t understand half of what he said—but the tone in his voice was enough for your feet to follow him without question.
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Kakashi couldn’t think of anywhere safer to take you than his office. Even though it feels a bit too intimate for him to share his personal space this much, he figures it’s necessary—if he really wants to help you.
“Ahm, tea?” he glances over his shoulder as he pours himself a cup of green tea, gesturing toward the teapot so you understand what he means. You nod in agreement, a small smile playing on your lips as you curiously echo,
“Tea?”
He quickly turns to pour you a cup too, a little flustered by how cute you are in your cluelessness.
He hands it to you while maintaining eye contact. You accept it with a smile. His lips press into a thin line as he awkwardly moves to sit in his chair, shrugging off his Hokage cloak—which he finds a little stupid sometimes wearing it.
He doesn’t realize you’ve had red ears since the moment you walked into the room.
He glances at you again, unsure where to begin. But your curious gaze manages to snap him out of the hypnosis your eyes creates..
“Right, so… we should start with language first.” He looks at you for a second before translating it into your language and writing it on a piece of paper with his pen. You can’t really see from where you’re sitting, and he notices.
“C-come closer.”
He gestures for you to sit next to him, but ends up standing and dragging your chair over himself.
Damn.
He realizes—too late—that this was a mistake. His suspicion is confirmed the second he catches a hint of your scent. Or maybe it’s just your natural smell. It makes him a little dizzy, but he composes his voice quickly.
“Here and here—” he says, circling the words he just translated on the page.
You respond with a short but genuine, “Okay.”
After a few hours, Kakashi managed to pretend your presence doesn’t affect him. His usual seriousness returned. You’ve made it past basic expressions and greetings, which is good. He noticed you have a strong memory—though he’d love to know what your real personality is like.
Though his stoicism came back and he’s no longer delusional about what he feels around you, something unusual for him, but, on your end—you’ve grown more observant.
Since meeting him, you’ve started unconsciously seeking him out with your eyes whenever he’s around, and his voice sticks in your mind more than anyone else’s. Of course, you never want to disrespect the Hokage, but still—it’s hard not to wonder what he looks like without the mask. Or even deeper: who he is beneath the mask and title. How the scar under his eye only intensifies his gaze, pulling you out of the present moment sometimes. Your thoughts always arrive at the same quiet, unwavering conclusion. “Beautiful.”
Which is why, by the end of the session, you’re a little distracted. You’re listening—but not really. You nod, but don’t fully comprehend.
Kakashi has started to pick up on your little reactions and expressions. His experience reading people—especially what they don’t say—helps too.
So when you go quiet, his brows furrow slightly. He flips through the dictionary, then starts speaking slowly but clearly:
“That’s enough for today. You look tired.”
Blink. Another blink.
Now you’re no longer spacing out—your cheeks flush, and Kakashi can’t tell if it’s because of how close you are to his face or because he caught you not paying attention, even though your eyes had been tracing every curve of his face.
“Sorry, I—I—”
You quickly get up, prompting him to stand too. You subtly wipe your sweaty palms on the tight, uncomfortable pants you’re still wearing from your intense training with Tsunade.
Impressive woman, you think.
Kakashi watches as you move to the other side of the desk, bowing slightly, and say,
“Thank you!”
What surprises you is that you think you heard something like a chuckle from him. Oh, he should laugh more.
Kakashi speaks just as you’re about to leave:
“No worries. See you tomorrow.”
You at least understood the first part before stepping out of the room, not forgetting to give him a grateful smile.
After the door clicks shut and your footsteps fade, Kakashi lets out a breath, shoulders relaxing as he stands in the middle of the office, still facing the door you left through.
But somehow, now, it’s different—because he smirked. As he sets his ridiculously big hat down on his desk, his hair tousled in all directions, a thought settles in.
So I’m not the only one affected by your presence
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Today, Kakashi decided to show you the most sacred places in Konoha. First, he waited for you after your training with Tsunade, leaning against a tree with his arms lazily crossed.
It’s his day off, so his clothes are finally normal now.
Though “that black t-shirt without sleeves” distracted you instantly when you saw him from the training field. Your eyes avoiding him a little more, just to make sure it’s not obvious that his prominent muscles, painted by that red tattoo that makes him even more attractive, are affecting your brain chemistry. You don’t want to give the impression of unseriousness or, even worse, to behave inappropriately towards him.
It’s not easy for Kakashi either — he got to see a bit of your abilities. And seeing how your chakra-enhanced strength was acting was a true sight to witness. His eyes widened especially when your small fist landed a brutal hit into the ground — taijutsu really suits you. Still, he couldn’t stop his gaze when you bent down slightly to stretch your back after that hit.
Tsunade let out a theatrical sigh after how much work you did — meaning just giving you commands and pushing you to the limit — but she always loves to dramatize a little.
Her steady gaze, which defines her confidence in herself, settled on Kakashi as you both approached him.
“Day off, huh?” Looking him up and down before teasing him like she always does.
“Poor Kakashi, so little time for your disgusting books. What a shame you’ll miss out on Konoha’s streets.”
Kakashi let out just an annoyed huff — their sibling-like relationship sometimes gets the best of him.
“Wow, your observation skills are truly groundbreaking.” A pause. “Or not.”
Tsunade rolled her eyes at that, before he added:
“In fact, I don’t mind.”
Finally, looking at you and giving you a small smile before greeting you.
“Hello. Good to see you.”
It’s hard for him to choose the appropriate greeting expression in order not to overstep. So the words left his lips almost forced.
“Hey, Hokage-sama!”
You bow politely, while Kakashi slightly widens his eyes and waves his hands in disapproval, a bit embarrassed.
“Hah, no need for—”
Tsunade lets out a snort at that, tossing her ponytails over her shoulder with her usual assertiveness.
She didn’t bother to announce her leaving after seeing how you both act like teenagers — even if it’s quite a show — the slow build between you that she anticipated from the first time the lone wolf Kakashi laid eyes on you.
You’re not different either — women can tell pretty quickly when another woman has a thing for a man, you don’t even have to speak the same language.
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While you were both immersed in each other’s presence, your eyes sometimes slipped down to his body, which drew too much attention. You’re almost ashamed to admit you don’t want anyone else to see him right now or admire him. Not that he noticed anything, especially now, focused only on taking you to as many places as possible and explaining things.
“So … it’s … a …”
Your words start forming much better than before — he couldn’t help but feel a little proud of you.
“That’s …? Konoha Toshodokoro?
“Yes, indeed.”
Even though he talks more than you sometimes, somehow it helps you understand better. Hard to believe, but you actually managed to laugh together when he tried to show you how … it works, his hands miming clumsily — it was too funny how awkward he was, and for a moment you felt even closer to him.
Your laughter grew louder after he scolded you playfully:
“That’s mean, don’t laugh. I’m trying to help.”
But his smile (too big, though — he’s lucky it’s hidden) said something else.
Meanwhile, Genma and Kotetsu were leaning against a post from a common gathering spot in Konoha.
Genma sends a side-glance to his friend, then returns with a sly smirk at how you two look together, laughing and walking on the streets like you’ve known each other for years.
“Well, well, well. Such a sight to behold.”
Kotesu accompanies him:
“A short trip sometimes needs a break. Right, Kakashi-san?”
Kakashi felt a bit annoyed when he got pulled out of the bubble he was in with you. Even though you didn’t mind, the smile was still intact on your face.
His usual demeanor brought back his rigidity.
“Hello, Genma and Kotetsu-san.”
After considering their suggestion to grab a drink before heading off — seeing how Genma nods toward the place — Kakashi speaks again:
“Maybe next time. Still, thank you for your offer.”
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A year and a half after the war, things in Konoha were slowly starting to return to normal.
Missions weren’t as frequent anymore, reports from other villages and management issues no longer gave Kakashi constant dark circles, and people seemed happier.
Or maybe it was just the two of you who felt that way more than others.
The truth is, for more than half a year since you arrived here, you managed to learn the language pretty well. Slowly, Kakashi realized that you’re a person impossible to avoid. You even managed to make contact with your family, but you firmly told them to come here after you.
He still doesn’t understand your reason for that, because you haven’t told him. He can only be glad that you’re staying here, but why?
Kakashi is a selfless man, not by choice. Life taught him to fight and help every time he could, but in the process, he sabotaged himself and never let anyone help him too much. Not that he necessarily thinks he doesn’t deserve it, but he’s no longer an optimistic person — not since he was very young — and he doesn’t expect miracles.
And this is where he’s wrong. But “luck” is on his side, because you’ve liked him since you arrived here. You can’t say it was just his appearance, you couldn’t even fully see him, since he was hidden — just like his soul.
It was because his energy warms yours, his kindness, his awareness of his surroundings, his choice of words, and the chemistry between you? It hasn’t gone unnoticed by others.
You’re not someone who hides behind things, your boldness starting to strike when Kakashi least expected.
If before you were afraid of being inappropriate, that concept doesn’t exist anymore. Especially once you realized it wasn’t just in your head.
While you were packing your gear into your training backpack, sitting on a tree stump, a few strands that slipped from your hair — though it was braided into two — clung to your face and made it hard to see.
Tsunade was just waiting for you to finish, her gaze had already drifted to the usual spot where Kakashi waited for you, immersed in his book, which he had kind of been ignoring these past few months.
“How long is this little theatre you two are putting on going to last?”
You looked at her, squinting from the sunlight behind her, not understanding the expression.
“Theatre?”
“The play you’re putting on, with Hokage – student.”
You dodge the question, as expected.
“I think we are even friends now.”
Tsunade called your name and as you stood up, you maintained eye contact while she spoke.
“You know Kakashi likes you, right? You are a smart woman.” Sensing your dismissive retort coming, she didn’t let you speak. “Kakashi is different. He faced some terrible things and will never say it out loud or directly in order to not burden another person.”
You blinked at her, your soul starting to throb violently as she confirmed what your perceptions of him already were.
As a final note, she added, “Do what you want with this, it’s completely your choice. As a suggestion, what we all see here is that you two are alike and have a connection rare to find.”
You gulped, glancing distantly at Kakashi while he had already stopped reading, trying to figure out what’s taking so long.
Tsunade’s seriousness surprised you at the time. But it didn’t last long. When you admitted you liked him, she teased you almost every time.
Sometimes you think she created a monster. You. Because now, you act directly around Kakashi.
For example, you linger too much in his presence, you ask too many shady questions just to get to ask his opinion, you fix his hair if a leaf has landed on him. You insist on helping him with Hokage tasks even though he almost always refuses.
Which slowly kills Kakashi.
What shocked him the most was when you made him vulnerable in front of everyone during a meeting, exposing his sacrifice behavior and… his care.
While Kakashi was presenting the risky mission he said he had to personally undertake — even though arms supply management wasn’t his responsibility, even though many suspicions confirmed that intruders started stealing them and it led to distrust between villages.
Kakashi started speaking in that firm tone no one wanted to challenge — except, of course, Tsunade. But now, you too.
“I will go to assure the safety of the shinobi in that area. We need to find the persons responsible for this.”
And you didn’t think twice before daring to speak.
“As I read about Hokage responsibilities in the rules of council’s book (your pronunciation isn’t the best yet), this doesn’t seem like one.”
Kakashi’s attention shifted from Guy Sensei, who was definitely offering to come with him, to being fixed on you, slightly surprised.
“Not everything is written down. As a Hokage, you need to show people you care about their safety — and not from behind a desk.”
“Is it? Or is this your personal desire to carry everything on your own shoulders, like you’re used to?”
Everyone went quiet for a second. Until Tsunade, mockingly, gestured with her hand and said:
“A mission like this is insignificant compared to what Kakashi has been through.”
So you added, firmly, “If it’s so insignificant, I don’t think Hokage-sama himself would have a problem if I accompanied him. For his safety, of course, which is the priority.”
Asuma made a “tsk” sound with his toothpick in his mouth. As if to say indirectly, “She got you there, mate.”
Kakashi still kept his gaze on you — your angry expression interested him so much he dismissed the others in order to speak with you.
You sat back down, still a little upset.
Kakashi took off his Hokage robes, remaining in your favorite black clothes of his, putting his hands in his pockets and starting by saying your name to get your attention.
“Dare to say what happened?”
Your tone was slightly ironic, but there was more to it.
“Was I wrong?”
A pause.
“No.”
“So you don’t disagree with me coming as a guardian? Since my safety as a villager is more important than the Hokage himself?”
Kakashi was a bit surprised, though oddly, it seemed that when you’re angry, you speak better.
“You think I’m irresponsible.”
“No. I think your life is just as important as ours, not just because you’re Hokage. You’re important. And to me, as well.”
Kakashi felt like there was no air in his lungs when he tried to breathe again.
So you added, while walking out the door with determination:
“So from now on, you’re not doing things alone anymore, Kakashi. Not when I’m here. Unless you want to exile me from the village.”
You slammed the door a little, and that day and night, Kakashi spent hours processing the care behind your words. As if a small door in his well-protected soul had opened, and you’d stepped right through it.
For the first time since he was born, his instinct was to make a “selfish” decision and accept you in his life. But he still doesn’t know how.
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Since then, you made Kakashi realize he wasn’t alone anymore. Not just the kind of alone where you’re not surrounded by people—but the kind that settles deep in your soul.
You’d started spending time together outside of training, outside of missions. You carved yourself a quiet little space in his office. Rumors, of course, began to spread about how much time you two spent together, but everyone could see it—this was the best thing that could’ve happened to Kakashi.
Now, the two of you were buried in your books. You were still reading historical texts about Konoha—its language, its traditions—while Kakashi sighed behind his desk, flipping through today’s mission reports.
You peeked up from your book with a small smile.
“Need help?”
But Kakashi waved a dismissive hand without even looking up, too stressed to bother responding. You walked closer, placing your hand on his desk and leaning in.
You tilted your head slightly, watching the tension in his furrowed brows. Kakashi paused just long enough to glance at you out of the corner of his eye before going back to his work, clearly trying not to focus on how close you were.
“You can’t help, don’t worry. Just some mundane, meticulous Hokage stuff,” he mumbled mostly to himself. “I don’t know how Tsunade ever dealt with all of this.”
You chuckled quietly and replied with a grin, “I’m pretty sure Shizune was the one forced to do most of it.”
He huffed. “Most likely.”
Kakashi looked at you again, and his eyes betrayed him for just a moment—scanning you, lingering just a second too long.
You felt your cheeks flush, subtly tucking some hair behind your ear as you shifted and hopped up to sit on the edge of his desk, facing him.
Kakashi leaned back slightly in his chair and gave you a teasing look.
“Highly inappropriate for a shinobi, dear.”
You smirked. “Lucky for you, I’m basically your qualified assistant at this point, considering how much time I spend in here.”
Even if you let the bold words slip out, your hands were a little sweaty as you nervously fiddled with the edge of your short skirt, which barely covered the tight training shorts beneath.
He noticed. Of course he did.
“As your qualified assistant, is your job to motivate the Hokage… or distract him?”
You leaned in just a little closer, smile widening as you feigned innocence.
“Oh, I assure you, my intentions are entirely pure. I’m only here to encourage the village leader. Don’t tell me I’m distracting you?”
Kakashi shook his head, half in disbelief, half amused. He cleared his throat before replying.
“What am I going to do with you?”
Your eyes locked with his, full of unspoken meaning. Something deeper passed between you—something warm, quiet, and magnetic.
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The next week bring more promises ahead.
It was a normal spring day, the kind where everything felt a little more hopeful when you looked around and saw cherry blossoms swirling over Konoha. You’d all decided to go out for drinks and catch up.
You sat between Tsunade and Shizune. Asuma and Kushina were chatting nearby, not separated from the group but in their own little corner. Guy-sensei—whom you adored for how much he inspired you to work harder—was arguing with Kakashi over something ridiculous, as usual, while Iruka laughed along. Kotetsu, Genma, and Anko were too busy racing to see who could down a shot the fastest.
“Kakashi, my man, why can’t you accept defeat for once?” Guy’s eyes were red from laughing, his wide grin only making Kakashi roll his eyes as Guy shook him by the shoulders.
“Guy, please. For the millionth time—you were the one who lost—”
You cut in, feigning a shocked gasp. “That’s a lie! I saw Guy-sensei land the final strike!”
Kakashi raised an eyebrow at your blatant betrayal, while Tsunade tossed back another shot with a smirk and Shizune giggled sweetly.
Guy’s eyes sparkled dramatically.
“See, Kakashi?! She recognizes true effort and extraordinary talent!”
Kakashi shot you a teasing look before turning back to Guy, pinching the bridge of his nose with a sigh.
“Okay, okay. You win. My ego is so crushed—I think I need to step outside and recover.”
He got up with exaggerated exasperation, shooting you a short, private glance over his shoulder before heading out.
You couldn’t help but grin wider as Tsunade nudged you lightly, pretending to cough.
“Right… W-Well… Excuse me for a second, I need to use the bathroom.”
Guy gave you a thumbs-up, totally buying your excuse. The others were too distracted to notice—except the girls. Even though Kushina was clinging to Asuma, she didn’t miss it. She exchanged a knowing glance with Tsunade and Shizune.
You didn’t bother taking the long way to make your lie believable. You walked straight outside and found Kakashi leaning against the bar wall, clearly waiting.
You brushed off a speck of nonexistent dust from your dress. The colors you wore mirrored the season—a pale pink and white kimono tied lazily with a floral sash that framed your figure and bared the skin above your chest, where the curve of your breasts pressed against the short, fitted dress beneath. The gold chain around your neck held a sun-shaped pendant—the one they gave you on your one-year anniversary as a shinobi of the village.
You’d never forget Kakashi’s gentle hands pushing your hair aside to clasp it for you. It might’ve looked like a casual moment to anyone watching, but both of you had felt your hearts about to burst out of your chests.
You stepped beside him, leaning against the wall with your shoulder.
“Sobering up a little?” you asked with a soft smile.
“Not much of a drinker,” Kakashi replied. “Sorry to disappoint.”
His eyes drifted across your face… and then, slowly, down your body. He didn’t bother hiding it. Maybe the alcohol had lowered his guard a little.
“You look beautiful tonight.”
You bit your lip, shy, glancing down before lifting your gaze with an honest smile.
“Thank you. You’re not so bad yourself.”
He shook his head and looked forward again. “You always dodge compliments.”
You chuckled. “And you always deflect them.”
“Guess we’re a match.”
He meant it teasingly at first—but both of you froze for half a second, eyes widening at the implication.
A pause.
He scratched the back of his head awkwardly. “Right. We should go back in. The wind’s getting rougher and you could catch a cold—”
“No.”
He turned to you quickly, swallowing hard, searching your face for an answer.
“I don’t think I can wait any longer.”
He looked confused. “Wait for what? Did something happen?”
You shook your head, closing your eyes as your heart pounded against your ribs. You exhaled shakily, trying to steady yourself.
“No, it’s just—Kakashi.”
You looked at him—really looked. He froze.
“Kakashi, I like you. I’ve liked you since I met you.”
Did you really just say that? Or did he imagine it? That couldn’t have—
But when he saw your face again—your flushed cheeks, your shaky breathing—he felt his heart almost stop.
“Are you sure you know what that means—?”
You cut him off. “Kakashi. Yes, I’m sure.” Your voice was firmer now, tinged with frustration. “I thought I wasn’t the only one feeling this. But maybe I read it wrong. If I did, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to make you uncomfortable—”
You started to turn away—but he caught your arm. In one swift motion, his other hand slipped behind your back, and before you could blink, he’d pulled his mask down and kissed you.
Your eyes widened for a moment before closing, melting into how soft his lips felt against yours.
Kakashi kissed you slowly at first, savoring every second, until your fingers tangled in his hair and you tugged gently. His mouth parted—and at the same time, you both deepened the kiss.
His tongue met yours, the taste of you overwhelming in the best way. All the tension, all the feelings he’d buried—it poured out in that kiss. Especially when you let out a soft gasp between kisses, making him lose control for just a second.
He didn’t want to rush. He didn’t want the moment to be tainted by tipsy bravado, so when he finally pulled away, he kept one hand on your cheek and rested his forehead gently against yours.
You were both breathless, staring into each other. Vulnerability shimmered in your eyes. There was so much there—too much to name. Your ears were ringing, your vision blurred from unshed tears.
“Kakashi…”
“Yes,” he replied with the same intensity, his thumb softly brushing your cheek. “I—I feel the same. In case I haven’t made that clear enough.”
You smiled so wide your cheeks hurt. “You made it very clear.”
He nodded, finally stepping back, placing his hand on the small of your back to guide you toward the door.
“Let’s go back in. I can’t use the wind as an excuse anymore.”
You laughed quietly as you let him guide you, eyes still glowing with love—and you never once looked away from him.
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There hadn’t been any more hesitations since then. Even though Kakashi had always been careful to make you feel as comfortable as possible.
He avoids openly affectionate gestures in public, but he stands just a little closer to you—his presence a quiet shield.
Kakashi as Hokage makes quiet mornings more peaceful. He hands you a perfectly brewed cup of tea without a word, grounding you with his presence alone.
He insists on walking you almost everywhere, especially after work, brushing it off with a simple, “It’s on my way,” even though it's clearly not.
He notices your favorite flowers and sometimes surprises you with one, leaving it where he knows you'll find it.
He sits with you under the stars after a long day, offering advice only if you need it—just that silent comfort that he’s here, and he always will be.
But something is missing. With not much experience, you struggle to find what exactly it is...
You both walk through the village together, the lantern lights casting a soft orange zigzag glow over the street and the breeze pleasant against the heat of an overly hot summer day.
You’d bought yourself a fan from a stall in the village center, waving it dramatically while already crying a couple of times—but Kakashi was only amused by your frustration. Your pouty expression was too cute to him.
He couldn’t help but glance occasionally at the slight curve of your cleavage, brought out by the heat, a bead of sweat slipping between them.
But you? You’d started feeling insecure, not aware of his thoughts—not that you had any experience. You didn’t know if Kakashi respected you too much, or maybe… maybe you just weren’t compatible?
Was your lack of experience that obvious? Did it not excite him? You didn’t know what to think… especially today, when your thoughts were more tangled than usual. Not that you were trying to get his attention—but you'd woken up earlier just to pick your favorite dress. The first one he ever saw you in, a year ago. Your hair was softly wavy from the braids you did the night before, and a subtle line of soft blue eyeliner hugged your eyelids. And yet, you felt like you’d just finished three hours of intense training with Tsunade, in yesterday’s clothes. Because Kakashi didn’t seem to react at all. But he noticed. Like he always do.
As you stared blankly ahead, slightly tilted down, he gently nudged your shoulder.
“Hello? Is somebody here?”
You looked up suddenly, as if snapped out of your thoughts, then smiled—though it didn’t quite reach your eyes.
“A-ah! Haha, She's away for a minute. Lemme check in the back for you.”
Kakashi smiled back, but it's not like you could fool him, the one of the best lie detectors alive. Still, he didn’t push. Not until you reached your favorite spot—by the little fountain, where you sometimes picked wild yellow flowers while he likes to enjoyed the sun barefoot. Little moments when he actually relax. But is besides you.
But when you sat on top of a small mound of stones—placed by Kakashi during your last visits so you’d be more comfortable—he didn’t hesitate to break your usual routine. A strand of hair was gently tucked behind your ear by his fingers as you squinted at him, eyes narrowed from the sun, until he moved to block it with his body.
“Tell me. What’s weighing on your heart, darling?”
You let out a breath, half a scoff, half a laugh—because he always knows. Always, even when you don’t have the words.
“Fear.”
“Of what?” His reply was immediate, his gaze unwavering.
It took a moment to find the right word or the courage to say it.
“That we’re not right for each other.”
Kakashi furrowed his brows slightly, trying to ignore the pang that hit his chest.
“Why would you say that?”
You looked at him for a second before turning your gaze away again.
“I don’t think you feel the same way I feel about you.”
Kakashi blinked a few times. That didn’t make any sense. Did I miss something?
“What do you feel for me that I don’t?”
“Desire.”
You answered quickly—because if you didn’t say it now, the tension in your heart might crush you.
Kakashi didn’t move for a few seconds.
He bent one knee, just to see your face better, which you were trying to hide.
“You’re trying to tell me I’m not attracted to you?”
Your lips pressed together, nervous, and Kakashi didn’t look away this time.
“It feels that way.”
And that’s when he realized. He’d made a mistake. He’d always feared he’d be seen as some frustrated, sex-obsessed jerk. Less of a man if he ever let himself show what he truly wanted.
He lowered his head to breathe, voice muffled slightly by his posture.
“Wrong.”
You didn’t understand, but didn’t have time to be confused.
“What did—”
Kakashi swept you off your feet then, making you laugh from sheer surprise, your hair falling halfway over your face. “Kakashi, what are you doing?” Your arms wrapped around his neck as he took two steps before taking off into the air.
You felt your heart pounding louder than your thoughts, pressing harder into his chest as you flew. To his place? Yours? You didn’t care. Not really. You just anticipated the moment, even if you didn’t understand—Why only now?
Kakashi had one goal now: to calm down, and unravel slowly if possible the desire he’d held in since the first day he saw you. A smirk formed under his mask at the thought that you were finally about to find out what kind of man he really is.
When you arrived at your place, he didn’t even let you down to open the door—he’d already memorized your entrance seal.
Only once inside did he let you down gently, but the distance between you didn’t grow.
“I’m sorry,” he said, as your eyes met his—just for a second, before they fluttered shut when you felt his lips on your neck. Between the burning kisses, his voice grew slower. “I’m sorry I ever made you feel that way.” His hands ran slowly down your back, tracing the seam of your dress before sliding down to your leg and lifting it, drawing you in closer. “But that’s nothing more than a wrong impression.” His last word landed right as his lips met yours.
Your mouth opened immediately to welcome him in, a low hum of pleasure escaping him that made you burn—especially somewhere unfamiliar.
His hand gripped the back of your neck, deepening the kiss, and the sound you let out was so sweet it made him squeeze your thighs even harder.
When he pulled away just to let you breathe, you admitted shyly,
“I’ve never…”
“I know,” Kakashi reassured you softly, and that was part of why he’d avoided getting close like this—he didn’t want to scare you. His breath ghosted along your spine as he leaned to whisper in your ear, “We’ll only do this if you want to.”
If you weren’t sure before, his low, rough voice was enough to make your legs tremble. You could only nod and Kakashi could already feel the effect he had on you.
Fuck.
He looked into your eyes for a second too long—maybe just to calm himself—before moving behind you to undress you gently.
His fingers traced slowly over your hot skin, and goosebumps bloomed in their wake, down to the zipper that he lowered slowly, the dress slipping off your hips.
He returned to face you, kneeling until he was level with your stomach, slipping the dress from your body. You were left only in your underwear, but Kakashi never looked away from your face, making sure you were still with him.
“Can I?”
Your voice came out raspier than expected.
“Y-yes.”
He nodded, his gaze finally settling on the part of you he’d shamefully dreamed of more nights than he could admit.
They say fantasies are better than reality. That’s a lie. He doesn’t think he’s ever been luckier than in this moment.
His hand slid between your legs, gently parting them. His lips kissed everywhere, starting inside and outside your legs. And when he felt how soaked your panties already were from just his touch—your legs nearly gave out at his lips touching the fabric over your pussy.
He rose, trailing kisses all over your body, one hand unclasping your bra. Your hair covered your nipples, barely.
His breath grew heavy as he looked at you, his hand cupping your cheek. “You’re so beautiful.” He lifted your face and kissed you again.
As you feel too shy to be standing fully naked in the middle of the room, you urge him with a whisper.
“You too need-,” Your hands removed his mask completly, then his black shirt, your fingers trailing down his toned muscles before reaching his pants. Kakashi decided that was enough—he took your hands and gently pushed you onto the bed’s edge, kneeling between your legs again.
You led him in. At this point, you didn’t even have coherent thoughts left. He was a sight to behold. So beautiful.
Your trembling legs made Kakashi smirk wider as he pulled your panties down slowly. But you couldn’t look away. And neither could he. He let out a soft gasp when one finger parted your glistening folds and circled your clit slowly.
You moaned with flushed cheeks—and just as your legs started to close, he pinned them down.
“Mhm.” His teasing voice quickened your breath. But once his mouth found your pussy, your head dropped hard onto the bed.
You couldn’t believe you’d missed out on this until now.
For Kakashi, your taste was all he could focus on. He licked and kissed you with such hunger he almost didn’t notice how hard you were trembling—until your louder moans pulled him back. Your eyes met his, and that alone made you come, your first time, on his tongue.
He hadn’t expected it to be so fast. Neither had you. The pleasure overwhelmed you, and Kakashi let you squeeze his face between your thighs as his tongue gently cleaned you off.
He rose over you slowly. Your dazed, fucked-out expression was mesmerizing. You both laughed softly.
“We’re not done, sweetheart.”
You swallowed just before he kissed you again, and the new taste on your tongue made your cheeks burn again—realizing it was yours.
“K-Kakashi.”
His cock twitched at your needy stutter.
“Yes?”
“Can y-you—”
Your hand moved over his cock through his pants. It didn’t feel small. At all. You were a little scared—it felt big.
“Of course.” He took off his pants—but it still wasn’t enough. But Kakashi didn’t want to rush. He had to prepare you. “Shh, let me.” Hearing you whine in his neck, he sped up just a bit, slipping one finger in gently. “Tell me if it’s okay, okay?”
You only nodded, keeping eye contact, mind focused on the foreign sensation as his finger pushed in. It wasn’t as painful as you thought. You gasped at the slight pain, but that was it. The feeling eased and Kakashi was watching you closely as your breathing quickened and your hips started to move.
“Oh my—”
He silenced you with a kiss, swallowing your moans as a second finger entered you. Pushing harder, your thoughts blurred, reduced to pleas.
“P-please, please, please—”
“You’re gonna come again for me? Yes, sweetheart?” Kakashi groaned as your tears stung your cheeks, your nods frantic.
Your body convulsed on the mattress, mouth opening to release a long cry.
Kakashi left kisses all over your face and neck, drawing out your orgasm until his fingers left you.
As you caught your breath, you watched him take off the last of his clothes. Your eyes widened, but Kakashi reassured you before positioning himself.
“I’ll go as slow as you want.”
And he kept his word. You bit your lips so hard they nearly bled as he pushed into you. You felt so full—and he wasn’t even halfway in.
“Sweetheart?”
He looked a little worried at your expression, until you encouraged him.
“Keep going, Kakashi. Please.”
The rumors were true. It hurt. Like hell. But after? No one warned you how it would feel after. Or maybe it only felt this way with him.
Once his movements found a rhythm, hitting that one spot that left you breathless, especially when Kakashi noticed and didn’t stop—
“Kakashi, it feels so good, so good—”
Kakashi agreed. He tried to focus on anything else—your pleasure, your face, the wall behind you—just to keep from coming the second he entered you. He’d never felt anything like this.
“Yes?”
“Y-yes yes!! Please, please kiss me—”
He kissed you immediately, the kiss messy from how he hit inside you, your tongues battling, desperate to consume the other.
That same sensation built again, especially when Kakashi lifted your leg to go deeper. Your moans turned to cries.
And when you came again, so hard, it took everything in him not to pull out. You clenched so tightly, Kakashi didn’t last much longer. But before he could pull out—
“N-no, no! Please—in me, Kakashi!”
And how could he say no to that?
A deep groan escaped him as he filled you completely, so much it spilled down your thighs.
Not that you noticed. You both had only looked at each other the whole time.
He stayed over you for a while, catching his breath and your hand instinctively running through his hair.
Then he cleaned you off gently, moving you onto his chest. His fingers ran through your hair, caressed your cheeks as you smiled nonstop.
“So I was wrong,” you murmured.
He chuckled.
“Definitely.”
Your smile stayed, then your expression grew serious. He tilted his head slightly, waiting.
“I love you, Kakashi. A lot.”
His heart beat harder. He knew. Or hoped. But it had always been hard to accept someone loving him. And just as hard, saying it back. But now, it came naturally.
“I love you too, as much.”
Your insides tingled, hugging him tightly.
And Kakashi didn’t think he’d ever slept better than he did that night—something he’d only admit to you long after. About half a year later, by the time he was already planning to propose. He didn’t want to waste another second, knowing that kind of luck would never come twice in his life.
Kakashi Hatake and the quiet ways he shows he cares
Kakashi Hatake, who pretends not to notice when you’re struggling with something, but subtly adjusts his schedule or actions to make things easier for you, as if by accident.
Kakashi Hatake, who somehow always knows when you’re about to trip or drop something, steadying you with a quick hand, muttering, “Careful now,” like it wasn’t instinctual.
Kakashi Hatake, who lends you one of his worn books, casually pointing out his favorite passages, even though it’s his way of letting you see a piece of himself.
Kakashi Hatake, who avoids openly affectionate gestures in public but stands just a little closer to you, his presence acting as a silent shield.
Kakashi Hatake, who fixes the little things without making a big deal out of it—tightening the strap on your bag or adjusting your umbrella on a rainy day—and then moves on as if nothing happened.
Kakashi Hatake, who notices your favorite flowers and occasionally surprises you with one, leaving it where he knows you’ll find it.
Kakashi Hatake who makes quiet mornings more peaceful, handing you a cup of perfectly brewed tea without saying a word, his presence grounding even in silence.
Kakashi Hatake, who listens intently when you talk, his gaze soft and unwavering, even when he pretends he’s only half-paying attention.
Kakashi Hatake, who insists on walking you almost anywhere, brushing it off with a simple, “It’s on my way,” even though it’s clearly not.
Kakashi Hatake, who sits with you under the stars after a long day, offering advice just if you need—just the quiet reassurance that he’s there, and he always will be.
No, this would be a long game and no fleeting meeting in a dark alleyway to alleviate the gnawing hunger in his stomach. You were not instant gratification. Cunning was required and he relished the thought of the chase that would be born from it.
The house is perfect. Love at first sight. A long abandoned stately home would be the perfect place to plant your roots and focus on your writing. There's only one problem... someone already lives there, and they can't wait to meet you.
wc: 3.4k
tw: vampire AU, smut/suggestive throughout, strangers to lovers, talk of blood, minor mention of suicide and parental loss, slight pervert Kakashi, dream sexy times, heavy(ish) petting, this will be the most tame part and I am not sorry for how jam packed full of smut this story will be, reader described as curvy
Masterlist (coming soon) | Part Two (coming soon)
Moving would never not be exhausting.
You panted heavily, dropping the box in your arms to the floor with a heavy thud that sent a flurry of ancient dust motes into the air. There were so many boxes still to be moved, and the thought alone pulled a groan of fatigue from your chest.
It would have been so much easier had you chosen a cute little apartment to move into, but no, you had fallen head over heels in love with a musty, dusty old mansion located in the arse end of nowhere. That alone spoke volumes about your personality—your desire to buck the norm and set your own path in life.
Imagination and creativity flowed through your veins like the very blood that continued your existence, and of course, when you came across the dilapidated mansion on one of your evening strolls, it would be love at first sight.
It was difficult to describe the immediate pull you felt towards the building as you gazed longingly at the high arched windows on the top floor, but it was right there in your chest, and you couldn’t deny it. Maybe it was the author in you that resonated with the now empty residence—imaging the place in its glory days and who might have called the place home.
There was no doubt that it had once been a majestic property, and it wasn’t at all hard to picture the gilded edges of the steep roof unbroken and sparkling in the last rays of the setting sun. The dark charcoal of the solid stone walls strong and unblemished and the ornately twisted wrought iron of the balcony railing a pretty addition to lean against and enjoy the summer breeze.
Heavy purple drapes still hung in the windows, and it gave the sense of someone or something wishing to hide from prying eyes despite being abandoned for so many decades.
Curious…
A ‘For Sale’ sign lay slumped against a mighty oak tree that resided just within the fearsome looking gates of the property, appearing as if it had been listed on the market for a considerably lengthy period without any interest.
You had to admit that the wickedly sharp spikes atop the gate might seem unappealing to some, but to you, it was simply another puzzle piece that intrigued you even more. Intrigued enough to pull out the notepad you kept tucked away in your purse for just such times. Normally, you used it to capture bursts of writing inspiration that struck at weird times, tonight you scribbled down the realtor details listed on the sun-bleached board.
When you finally turned to resume your walk home, the mesmerising spell of the house at last breaking enough to release you from your silent gazing, a shadow flitted across your vision from the tallest window. It was gone before you could refocus your gaze, a sharp intake of breath caught in your throat whilst an indescribable sensation swept through you.
It caused the hairs on your arms and the back of your neck stand to attention, on alert for anything further. The moment dragged on, eyes fixed upon the window in question and your heart thundering in your chest. Was it a trick of the light or was your brain trying to convince you of things that simply were not there?
After the longest time, you moved away but the further you got from the house, the more you felt as if the place tried to call to you—trying to sway you back with a kind of magic you couldn’t comprehend.
~
The realtor had been rightly dumbfounded with your insistence of purchasing the property without asking for a full tour of the estate. They simply couldn’t realise how hypnotised you were with the place and that there was likely nothing that would sway you away from the decision to own the house.
When they realised you were a cash buyer—an impatient one at that—they became far more accommodating to your wishes.
According to the realtor, the property had previously belonged to the Hatake family, and it had been considered their ancestral home.
The Hatakes were a wealthy family with their hands both firmly into agriculture and the farming of the surrounding lands, dirtied by fertile soil and the sweat of hardwork. Those once rich farmlands now made up much of the nearby metropolis, where nothing fresh or green grew without a planning permit and enough paperwork to drown a person.
They had prospered well over a century and a half ago until a series of tragedies befell the family and ultimately resulted in their demise.
The biggest ink stain on the Hatake history was the tragic life and disappearance of the last born Hatake. The details of which were apparently still largely a mystery in these parts. It was a local story, and one that you had not previously heard of, but the realtor was more than happy to tell the tale for you.
The story went that the son departed the mansion one day after losing his father to suicide and had not returned. His mother had passed away during childbirth and with the only son missing, the house fell into silence and disrepair. Eventually, the bank became the owners by default and the property had stood uninhabited for nearly a century.
How could you not find that intriguing?
From there it was an easy descent into a rabbit hole of theories—considering the potential outcomes of this mysterious missing Hatake and wondering over the details of the apparent suicide of his father.
Your heart tugged for the young man, what a horrific set of events for any person to endure. Part of you could well understand why he may wish to disappear and hoped it hadn’t been as nefarious as the realtor tried to portray.
What you didn’t know at that point, but would soon discover, was that the missing Hatake had long since returned to his family home, and he was more than looking forward to introducing himself to you.
~
Kakashi Hatake, the rightful heir and owner of this property, paced the cramped room in endless agitation. He was not used to such confined spaces, having previously roamed his home freely since his return. In fact, he loathed to feel trapped. It had a way of bringing up unwanted memories and soured his mood.
His instincts were drowning him in unfamiliar sensations, his physical body reacting to the lone female presence that was so close and yet still so far. His headache only grew brighter behind his eyes whilst he continued to fight against his normal compulsion to rest during the daylight hours—hiding from the sun.
Running a hand through his unruly silver hair, he managed a deep steadying breath to regain his composure. He recalled the rage that had consumed him not even a few hours ago with a tight grimace and barely leashed growl. He was never going to react well to the presence of two men in his home, even if they were only carrying furniture into the various rooms whilst his new guest directed them cheerily.
He had not been pleased by their being there at all, yet he knew it was a necessity of the transition. Despite his best efforts at rationalisation, he continued to direct his awareness to pay close attention to the moving men. His mind was running riot at the mere thought of what perverse things a young female, such as yourself, could fall victim to by their grubby hands if given the chance.
How perfectly hypocritical of him.
The razor-sharp, elongated points of his fangs sank heavily into his bottom lip whilst he contemplated on all the perverse things, he wanted to do to you, and he hopefully would do, soon.
This was one of his favourite fantasies come to life, the pages of his well-thumbed romance novels becoming a reality that he was living, and the thought was a very pleasant one. It shamed him to do so, but Kakashi pressed his palm down on the front of his pants, the fabric far tighter and restricting on his growing erection than he wanted to admit.
He was a monster.
Kakashi’s hunger was practically palpable, nostrils flaring wide as he scented the delicate and intoxicating fragrance of your blood. It wafted easily to him as you wandered your new home, carrying boxes and examining the contents at leisure. Kakashi could only describe it as sweet with a hint of spice, akin to hot honey and he absently licked at his lips. Despite having taken precautions against this very situation, the blood from the previous evening had not been anywhere near sufficient to quell the thirst that was manifesting rapidly.
He couldn’t quite place his finger on it, but he knew, deep down, that you were somehow different. The realisation did as much to terrify him as it did to excite.
Kakashi was a vampire, an old one at that, and it had been a long time since he felt any sliver of fear. He was the thing to be feared, not some alluring young woman he didn’t even know—yet.
Thinking back to the night where he had first sensed your presence, he let a small smile curl the very corners of his lips. It was intriguing to recall how his body had seemingly moved of its own accord that evening, feet pulling him over to the small gap in the curtained window like a puppet connected to strings made of blood red thread.
A lone figure stood just outside the gate, watching and longing for something… for this house, his house.
Dressed in an oversized hooded sweater and tight navy jeans he had tsked grumpily at the standard of modern fashion. When had tight bodices and skirts with layers upon layers of petticoats gone out of style? A shame, truly.
However, he could at least tell that you were curvy even beneath the baggy material that tried to hide that very fact, and your hips had that lovely roundness that he was particularly fond of.
He hadn’t been ready for you to leave when you first showed signs of departing, a hand reaching out to touch the glass separating you both without thought.
The suggestion had been thrown before he could stop himself. The result, your head whipped back around to stare intently at the window, the one he was watching you from. It was his fault, and he silently cursed at how easily he had been able to steal inside your mind and implant the idea that a shadow had passed through your vision when it had not.
Your name whispered to him in that moment, causing an unbidden grin to widen across his face. You were in love with this house—his home—and Kakashi chuckled quietly whilst planning his next set of moves.
He released your mind without further incident, allowing you to slip into the warm summer evening rather than listening to the urge to pursue you into the darkness as he was his instinct.
No, this would be a long game and no fleeting meeting in a dark alleyway to alleviate the gnawing hunger in his stomach. You were not instant gratification. Cunning was required and he relished the thought of the chase that would be born from it.
~
Finally, after a gruellingly long day of strenuous work, you threw yourself atop your plush bed. Your back sinking deep into the soft as a marshmallow comforter. It had been one of the very first things you unpacked after assembling your new bed, quickly followed by your toiletries and you silently praised yourself for that genius forethought.
Waves of fatigue hit you at full force, followed by a deep yawn that rattled your ribs. It was going to be a big adjustment going from a pokey little one bed apartment to a large and empty mansion, and most of your friends thought you to be mad to take on such a project but they couldn’t see the potential that you could.
However, one thing you had not fully anticipated was the noises that accompanied the house.
You would swear that the floorboards creaked only to torment you at your most vulnerable moments, and the sound of the old pipes being used for the first time in decades was enough to fray the last of your nerves.
This was far more unnerving than you imagined, a far cry from being scared in your old apartment where in the worst case you could run to the neighbours you trusted. Out here the nearest house was a good ten minutes away by foot, you were alone, and it spooked you.
After a frustratingly tense soak in the beautiful claw-footed porcelain tub in your ensuite bathroom, you exited squeaky clean and no longer smelling of musty curtains. You grabbed the nearest clean clothes you could reach, happy to curl up in anything as long as it was fresh and smelled familiar.
The oversized grey t-shirt covered your underwear and dropped down to your knees, the fabric soft from years of wearing and it smelled like home, a welcome thought on this particular night.
Tomorrow was going to be another full-on day. You needed to rise with the sun if you were to make the most of it for unpacking and the deep clean that many of the rooms needed before they were habitable.
With that in mind, you slid beneath the thick duvet and rubbed your cheek sleepily against the pillows. It wasn’t long before sleep claimed you like a coveted possession, and you drifted into a seemingly peaceful slumber.
It would not last…
~
The sound of your name whispered against the shell of your ear, floating on a wind that whipped softly around your consciousness. It prodded delicately at your sleeping form and watched with glee when you turned to press your face deeper into the pillow, slipping into a dream that would be like no other.
All was dark.
Everything was still and unmoving, a tremor of trepidation rippled through your mind. You became aware of your form quite suddenly, blinking as if out of a dream and into a reality, but you would not be fooled so easily.
Glancing down you could see the oversized shirt you’d pulled on before clambering into bed and your bare toes even lower still, wiggling against a hardwood floor.
You tried to raise your hand, to feel the fabric of your shirt between your fingertips but the action felt heavy… restricted… like wading through thick treacle. Warm breath caressed your neck, jolting you out of your confusion and leaving your heart thundering in your chest. It was gone as soon as it had appeared, and you longed to close your eyes, but fear kept them wide and watching.
Again, without warning, a black gloved hand appeared and touched the flare of your hip as if someone stood behind you, yet you couldn’t sense anyone there.
All you could do was watch as the strong fingers pinched the material of your top, much like you had wanted to, until it twisted in their grip. A low grunt of disapproval floated in the air around you, disembodied and clearly irritated, followed by a masculine voice which made your body quiver.
“You should be in satins, silks, lace.”
There was something immediately attraction about the voice, something you couldn’t quite put your finger on. Yes, you were trembling with fear of the unknown, quaking on the spot, but there was a deep secret part of your psyche that felt a rush of exhilaration.
A quiet hum sounded by your ear, a wave of warm breath fanning over your neck and the gloved hand reappeared higher up your body. The index finger ghosted the curve of your jaw, not touching yet close enough that it almost felt like it was. It was impossible to suppress the whimper leaving your mouth, and it was followed by a request made by the stranger.
“Will you let me… touch you more?” The disembodied voice asked, sounding like hot honey dripping your spine. Just breathless enough that your skin prickled pleasantly.
You swallowed, throat working hard whilst your sensible brain warred with the spontaneous part that demanded, “what’s the worst that could happen?”
A ‘yes’ almost tipped your tongue, if only to find out exactly what might happen, but you had a concession to add firstly. “If you make yourself known, then… yes.”
A chuckle tickled your ear.
You could feel the air behind you ripple with power that felt ancient and foreign, and without turning, you knew there was someone standing there now. It made you antsy, your fingers wriggling in want to reach back and feel what was there. Surely a foolish idea given your inability to run.
“I won’t hurt you, little one. Consider this a safe space, and if you tell me no, I will listen,” he reassured unprompted.
Perhaps he could hear your heart as it ricocheted around your ribcage or feel the itchy tightness in your limbs. Whatever it was, you appreciated the candour and took it for truth, no matter how crazy it was to do so.
The wet muscle of your tongue passed over your lips, wetting them thoroughly and giving your consent with a single nod of your head. It was all it took for the presence at your back to pull you into their chest, hands around your upper arms without exerting pressure, fingertips tracing soothing circles into the skin below the sleeves of your shirt.
He was tall, with a strong chest that you were content to rest against. You had expected his body to feel hot like his breath had on your neck, but he was surprising cool given the circumstances.
His head dipped over the curve of your shoulder and tufts of silver hair entered your periphery. Your eyebrows pinched at the wet marks he left over your neck, seemingly drawn time and again back to the wildly beating thrum of your pulse.
Despite the coolness of his body, his lips were far from cold, and they spread wildfire into your veins without restraint. Never had something felt so wrong but entirely right at the same time.
It took you a long moment to notice that his other arm had wound around your front, the equally gloved hand exploring you with a touch that was as careful as it was eager. Long, slender fingers gripped at your hip, kneading at the curve of your waist, and even dared to drift higher to softly paw at the weight of your breasts.
He continued until your nipples stiffened beneath the thin cotton, your head falling back when he pinched the bud between finger and thumb, the friction intensifying in the pit of your belly.
“I have no doubt that you taste divine.” The stranger whispered against your neck, barely audible over the pounding of your heart.
Whilst you had always enjoyed stories about faceless strangers luring women into fantasy situations, never had you thought it would be you. You reminded yourself that this was a dream and nothing more, a concoction created by a fatigue addled brain. Yet, it was hard to remember that when you felt as if he was drawing closer and closer to touching you below the waist.
With a newfound sense of confidence, you swayed your hips to press yourself further back into the frame behind you. Ignoring the flare of danger ringing in the back of your mind.
Ringing… right.
Now you thought about it there was a ringing building in your ears.
It was irritating.
An incessant buzz in your head that turned everything around you to static.
You felt him stiffen, a loud exhale of angry breath blowing strands of your hair across your shoulder. His roaming hands paused, and an intimidating growl made you shudder.
“Dammit!” He yelled angrily, and you instinctively knew it was uncharacteristic of your mystery man. “I’ve not had long enough with you…”
There was no time to ponder any of what had happened, or the feeling that you knew this man in some way. Your fingers shot up to wrap around his wrist, a desperate act to hold on but it was like trying catch smoke.
The blaring ring of an alarm clock ripped you from his grasp and back into consciousness. Back into the comfort and safety of your bed.
Blinking and confused as to why you wanted to stay… but where and with who?
WARNINGS: 18+ ONLY, NSFW pet play, kemonomimi reader, domination and sub space (puppy space), pet names (daddy, good girl, pup/puppy), reassurance, praise, oral (male and female receiving), use of hitachi, gentle to rough, cervix kissing, doggystyle, kakashi gives you CRITICAL BACKSHOTS, breeding talk, creampie
WC: 1.8K
AN: WE STILL GOIN STRONG ! ᝰ This is shorter compared to my last slutober fic, but don’t let that fool you: it’s just as, if not more, slutty! Title inspired by Sir-Mix-A-lot’s “Nasty Dog”! Also I’m loving these colors sm, so cute :3 enjoy!
Kakashi had to restrain everything in him not to ravage you right then and there when you first appeared in your full set of gear. Perky ears, fluffy tail, and a pretty little collar he had made just for you, around your throat.
“You look…” The copy jonin was stunned. You stood in front of him, timid with growing anticipation to please him. And he sat in front of you in a black sofa, legs crossed and arms loose.
You weren’t the only one who was nervous.
“Precious”, Kakashi finally answered. Your puppy ears were adorned with satin bows, perfectly perched atop your head, while your tail flailed behind you. You were in nothing but the matching ears, tail, and collar, leaving your hot body on full display to your loving boyfriend.
“Do I really?” You asked shyly. You looked down, feeling totally exposed. You had never shared your life as a kemonomimi with Kakashi before, thinking it would frighten him and drive him away from you. But the look in his eyes as he stared at you indicated otherwise.
“Baby,” he replied. He leaned forward, settling his arms on his legs. He looked up at you with a warm, pleasant smile that could restore life itself. Fuck, he made you feel so secure.
“Don’t be like that, you know I wouldn’t lie to you.” Kakashi outstretched a hand to place on your face, caressing you lovingly. You sighed in relief and comfort. He was everything you ever needed in life, and then some.
“Especially if you’re such a pretty puppy~ You wanna play, girl? Yeah?” His voice was light but seductive, his words making your brain automatically switch over to puppy space. “Yes… please,” you whimpered. Kakashi made you weak in the knees, and wet in the pussy. No one was out here in the hidden leaf village doing it like him.
“Ah-ah, puppies don’t talk, now do they, angel?” Kakashi teased. “You know how good girls are supposed to answer. If you want something, or if I ask you something, you bark. You only speak until I tell you to. Got it?” You nodded and barked accordingly. You descended to your knees on your own.
“Good girrrrl~!” He praised, sensually petting the top of your head. You nuzzled into his touch, returning the affection. Yet as you sat on your knees, you kept your legs closed, hoping your arousal wouldn’t betray you.
“Now, good girls get rewards, right? So, I think we should start our play date off with some toys… how does that sound, princess?” Kakashi cooed, his smile unwavering. You nodded your head and barked in response. Kakashi knew what your favorite toys were, he already had them lined up on the bed beside the two of you.
“Want you to do something for me first, baby.” You peeled up and kept your eyes trained on his. He kept his sharingan uncovered near you. Not to intimidate you, but because he felt comfortable in being vulnerable and sharing himself with you. And you were so grateful for that.
“Help me take my pants off for me, gorgeous. Can you do that?” Kakashi strained. He stood from his seat and fiddled with his waistband, a sign that his own arousal was chugging in. You could already visualize a bulge in his pants. It turned you on seeing the affects you have on your boyfriend.
You did as he asked and helped him remove his cargo pants, and his boxers, leaving his thick cock free from all restraints. Your eyes fell to his dick, practically drooling over the way it hung in front of you. Kakashi caught you staring and laughed.
“Not yet, pretty. Gotta warm you up first.” Kakashi walked over to the bed and sat down with his legs spread. You looked to him with curiosity. “Come,” he commanded, inching his index finger back and forth. You obeyed and slowly crawled over to him on your hands and knees.
“Atta girl. Now, be a good pup and lick my cock, will you?” The snow-haired main wrapped his fist around his dick and pumped himself, revealing his balls full and pulsating. The sight made your stomach churn. You made haste and stuck your tongue out, licking stripes along the base, making Kakashi groan pathetically.
You continued to lick him until he nodded in approval for you to envelope him in your mouth. You kissed and lapped at the head before throating him, practically fucking your own skull onto his cock. The noises in that room were sinister, a symphony of sinful sounds.
“Fuck!-that’s… that’s enough, baby, shit-“ your boyfriend hissed as he jerked you quickly off of his dick. Your lips were coated in precum and spit. You looked up to him for your next move.
“Such a- s-such a good girl f’me,” Kakashi praised, giving you more head pets. He clicked his tongue and pointed to the bed, motioning for you to go there. You obeyed and crawled onto the bed. There were a line of toys there that Kakashi had out for you.
“So good that… I think you deserve some kisses down there too, hm?” Kakashi smirked, lowering to his knees. He instructed you to turn over on your back. His face was inches away from your heat. You shivered, nodding your head and scrunching your toes. He places his hands at the back of your knees to extent them away. You suck in a sharp breath as you feel his skilled tongue lick at your sensitive clit.
“Fuckkk-you… you taste divine, sweetheart.” His clit kisses turned into animalistic slurps at your pussy, making you whimper. You wanted to talk to him so bad, wanted to beg for more with your words. But you figured if you broke character it would ruin the moment.
“My precious girl feels good? Tell me baby, mmmhm~” Kakashi moaned into your sloppy cunt. You were close to tears. It was never mid when Kakashi devoured you. It was always so sensual and genuine. He absolutely craved the way you taste.
You began to whine more, your moans expressing your current feelings. If you could wag your faux tail, you would in this very moment. Kakashi then stopped, licking his lips and separating his face from you. You started pouting, hoping your wide, puppy dog eyes were enough to prompt him to keep going.
“Nu-uh, angel. Gonna make you cum another way… wanna give you a two for one special. How does that sound, baby?” He cooed, voice light and silky. You happily nodded, flipping on your hands and knees into a doggy position. You answer with more nods and a bark.
“Let’s use this toy today, okay sweetheart?” He grabs the hitachi and switches it on, the hum forceful but not obnoxiously loud. With cock in hand, he swipes the head against your glistening folds, making you whine as you roll against him for friction. Fuck, you could cum by humping up against your boyfriend’s dick with no penetration alone. But you so desired to be stuffed full.
“Needy girl wants some dick, yeah? Needa make you squirm more baby. Let’s if you’re still my obedient, little pup.” He places the vibrator against your already sensitive clit, making you howl and shift on the bed. Kakashi gives you a ‘tsk-tsk’ and insists you stay still and take what he gives you. Good girls take what they’re given, no?
Your arousal coats the vibrator well after one minute. It ignites something in Kakashi, seeing you this wet and aroused. He knew your pussy was tight and could handle his dick well. That was no surprise to him. But all of a sudden, he wanted to know how much of his cum you could hold. He wanted to know what it would feel like to empty himself deep inside you.
“Stay still, baby. ‘m gonna stuff you full... then, I'm gonna breed your cute puppy pussy, mkay?" His tone was so nasty yet sweet. Holding the hitachi against your clit, he inserted himself into your clenching heat. You mewled out in pleasure. All you could do was whimper and whine as Kakashi hit your shit from the back, your ass rippling with each and every impact from his hips.
"Goin' dumb on my cock already, princess? 's okay, you can take more, hm?" His strokes were long and forceful, as his breathing was erratic and imbalanced. He was heavily grunting as he pounded you, the angle of his dick never missing your sweet spot.
"Kashi- please... hngn-" you pleaded. You could barely comprehend what was happening to you, with the way your clit vibrated and the way your cunt clenched around his dick. Shit was so good you had to say something. Something new was lit inside Kakashi, he had never fucked you this hard and good before.
"Huh, baby? 'member-hah, f-fuck... puppies aren't supposed t'talk?" He huffed. You crossed your legs in attempts to keep yourself from cumming so quickly. So much stimulation in so many places. It made your skin burn hot.
"Mhmmmmmm~" you groaned. You started bouncing yourself back on him, letting your ass meet with Kakashi's pelvis halfway. He cursed under his breath, letting the vibrator fall from your clit to grab you by the waist. He needed more. He needed to be deeper inside your sweet cunt.
"Fuck, who knew... good girls could have such dangerous pussy-shit!" He increased his pace to an abnormal tempo, the impact loud and sloppy. Your eyes began to cross as you stuck your tongue out, panting like a real bitch in heat. God, you didn't care if Kakashi was serious about putting a baby in you. You needed to cum so badly.
Your back began to arch as Kakashi started pounding you into the bed mattress. Your strained whines turned into strained moans as you felt his cock repeatedly batter against your cervix. It had a sting that was pleasurably painful. You didn't want him to stop until he had finished.
"My good puppy wants to be bred, yeah? You would like that, h-huh angel? Want daddy to put a baby in this sloppy pussy?" He babbled. You neglected your voicelessness and screamed for him, sharing how badly you needed him to cum inside you this instant.
"Cumming! F-fuck!!" you screamed. You buried your head into the sheets as you creamed around your boyfriend's cock. You could hear Kakashi chuckling behind you, his merciless pounding growing more animalistic. Your cute collar jingled around your neck with each harsh thrust. You were surprised your ears stayed atop your head.
"Hah- here ya go, baby." Kakashi lifted a leg off the floor onto the bed to get deeper inside you, his own cock twitching for relief. With strangled groans, his barbaric strokes ceased, his dick releasing ropes of cum into your tummy.
Your back was still in a deep arch as Kakashi held you into this position for a while. He eventually collapsed on top of you into a prone-bone, keeping his dick inside your sore pussy. You whispered to him quietly, thanking him and asking him, "Am I still your good girl?" To which, Kakashi replied:
Can you please write a fanfic where reader is kakashi's soulmate who isn't aware about it... She doesn't believe in soulmates so shika and kakashi and the gang and others help kaka by hiring the reader as personal chef in the hokage residence.. they slowly begin getting close and it's followed by fluff and smut
hell yeah this is such a fun request!! i’ll get right on that 🫶🏼
summary: you and kakashi are helping obito move. when his van is too full, you have to sit on kakashi's lap on the drive to obito's new place. too bad obito is a horrible driver, and the road to the apartment is much rougher than you remembered. kakashi x reader. college au.
word count: 2452
content warnings: thigh riding, slight exhibitionism, cumming in pants, sexual acts in a van, embarrassment and humiliation mentioned in reader's thoughts, gendered pronouns not mentioned but reader has a vagina (terms like "clit" and "pussy" and "core" are used)
꒷︶ ̇ ̟ ෆ ‿︵‿୨nsfw below the cut୧‿︵‿ ෆ ̟ ̇ ︶꒷
“Obito, there’s no room for me to sit.”
He craned his neck around from his position in the driver's seat to examine your dilemma. You were right: there really wasn’t any room for you in the van. Kakashi was already squeezed into the only empty seat, and every other seat was occupied by whatever the fuck Obito insisted on moving from his dorm to his apartment.
“Just sit on Bakashi’s lap,” he shrugged, already annoyed and tired from packing all day. He could barely see Kakashi’s hair over the TV that took up most of the middle row of seats, so Obito didn’t notice Kakashi flipping him off as he rolled his eyes. Despite your sour mood and sore muscles, you still managed to giggle at the sight of Kakashi being annoyed enough to give Obito any sort of reaction.
You also giggled to hide your nerves, because the thought of sitting on Kakashi’s lap made you shiver with excitement, which was not what you needed right now.
Mind over matter, you told yourself as you climbed into the beat-up van. Kakashi did his best to help guide you into the most comfortable, least intimate seating position for you both, which was you straddling one of his thighs and leaning forward against the seat in front of you. Was it comfortable? Fuck no; your back was already hurting from carrying boxes to the van all day. But any excuse to be this close to Kakashi was nothing to complain about, so you made yourself as comfortable as you could while Obito pulled out of the parking lot.
“Sorry for squishing you,” you offered to him, turning your head just barely enough so you could speak to him. You caught a glimpse of him, and he looked uncomfortable, which made you feel even worse. “Just let me know if I need to move and I’ll do my best.”
“Maa, you’re not squishing me,” he assured, adjusting his leg beneath you. The pressure against your core was noticeable and a tingle worked its way up your spine, causing you to blush.
God, it had been far too long since you’d gotten off. Casual hookups weren’t your thing, and the last friend with benefits you had ended things because he caught feelings, so you’d been self-reliant for at least a year now. Your toys always did the job, but you wished a certain white-haired best friend of yours would do the job for you.
Too bad he’d never be interested in someone like you.
You lost yourself in thought, ignoring the feeling of Kakashi’s thigh between your legs, and focused intently on the song playing from the vans’ speakers.
That is, until Obito hit the giant fucking pothole he always hit, despite it being in the same spot for months, causing Kakashi’s thigh to put some delicious friction directly against your clit.
The noise you let out was definitely a moan. There was no doubt about it to you. Thank god it sounded more like a yelp of surprise and pain to Kakashi, but that didn’t stop you from blushing profusely.
“You okay?” he asked, leaning forward and gently brushing your thigh with his fingertips. There was concern laced in his words, which would have melted you at literally any other point in time; now, it was just making your current predicament worse, because you were imagining his fingertips doing something completely different.
You gripped the seat in front of you hard, nodding your head while refusing to look at him.
“Y-yeah, I’m good,” you stuttered, your voice a pitch higher than normal. “The bump just startled me.” You knew he could tell you were lying, but this was not the time to discuss it. Not when you were straddling his thigh and so close to his cock.
“Well if it gets too uncomfortable, please let me know so we can switch positions,” Kakashi offered as he squeezed your hip before letting it go.
Your pussy was determined to betray you. His kind words, the double meaning of “switching positions” that had you thinking of riding him until you collapsed from exhaustion, and the tickle of his fingers squeezing the soft flesh of your hips had you clenching around nothing.
You nodded again and leaned your head against the seat in front of you, willing your body to stop reacting to Kakashi’s body being so close to yours. The very back row of Obito’s van was the least smooth area to sit, so the vibrations were amplified, which had you white-knuckling the headrest in front of you and gritting your teeth. And of course, Obito was not a good driver, so the amount of bumps and jolts the van made only made you wetter and more horny and the most mortified you’ve ever been in your life.
“How you holding up back there?”
Obito’s words brought you back to reality. You’d been dissociating to forget about your current predicament, so you didn’t know how long you’d been on the road.
“How much longer?” you groaned, craning your neck to see over the TV that blocked you from Obito’s view.
He glanced at you in the rear view mirror and wiggled his eyebrows at you, which only meant one thing: he did this on purpose. That fucker. He knew you had a crush on Kakashi that you’d never do anything about, and he was always trying some stupidly concocted plan to get you two together.
“Only about fifteen more minutes,” he sighed, winking at you before fixing his eyes back on the road.
You groaned and let your head fall forward against the seat in front of you again. This was the horniest you had ever felt in your life. Your clit craved stimulation. The ache between your thighs had moved from annoying to downright uncomfortable. You were going to kill Obito after this.
“You look uncomfortable. You can scoot back a little if that would help,” Kakashi offered, placing his hand on your hip again. His voice had a husky undertone to it, and for a brief, delusional moment, you wondered if he was as flustered as you, but quickly shooed the thought from your mind before you responded.
“Yeah, I think that might help,” you admitted. Your back really was hurting from sitting like a cooked shrimp to avoid leaning back against Kakashi. You were already in this situation and still had to help Obito unload everything, so there was no sense in making yourself suffer any more.
Kakashi placed his other hand on your other hip and guided you further back on his thigh, closer to his body, and that’s when you felt it. Your arousal had soaked through your panties and your thin leggings, and the cold air hitting the wet spot sent a chill up your spine.
Fuck.
“Is that better?” he asked. Your voice was going to give you away, so instead of responding verbally, you just nodded without facing him.
“Are you sure?” he pressed, tightening his grip ever so slightly on your hips. God damn it, you were going to have to answer out loud anyways.
“Ye-“ you started to say, but Kakashi shifted under you to make himself more comfortable, and you whined. His muscular thigh pressed against your clit when he shifted and you couldn’t help the noise that escaped.
His grip on your hips tightened, and you could’ve sworn you heard a groan rumble in his chest as he breathed.
“Sorry, yeah. I’m sure,” you said shakily, absolutely mortified. You really considered asking Obito to just pull over so you could walk back to your apartment and scream into your pillow. Up until now, you were just suffering in silence, but Kakashi, the boy you’d been in love with for the last four years of college, heard you whimper when his thigh pressed against your pussy. There was no coming back from that.
Kakashi let go of your hips and didn’t say anything, only leaned back against the seat and breathed deeply.
Great. He was upset with you for being horny. You’d ruined any sort of chance of ever being with him at this point.
As you were mentally chastising yourself, Obito hit yet another bump in the road. You were clenching your jaw so hard you thankfully didn’t react, but you weren’t prepared to hear Kakashi whisper “fuck” under his breath as you involuntarily slid backwards just slightly. You knew what caused the reaction too: your ass was now pressing against his semi-hard cock.
“I’m so sorry,” you whispered, grimacing to yourself. This was now the worst case scenario and you felt horrible for putting him in this position. “Help me scoot back up.”
But his hands found their way back to your hips again, keeping you from moving away from him.
“Please don’t.”
You thought he was messing with you. There was no way he just said that. Was this a part of Obito’s sick plan? Did he convince Kakashi to go along with this, to make you think Kakashi liked you? This was a new low for Obito. You’d always joked around with each other, but never like this, and never with Kakashi.
You turned around to tell him not to joke like that, but you’re met with an unexpected sight: Kakashi, cheeks flushed, breath labored, looking like he’s seconds away from cumming in his pants.
“W-what?” you asked, completely caught off guard by his demeanor. He was always collected, so seeing him begging you to keep your ass pressed against his crotch couldn’t compute in your brain.
“I’m so s-sorry. Just pl-“ he was cut off by another bump in the road, causing him to curse and squeeze your hips so tight you knew you’d have bruises tomorrow. “Shit. Just please keep pressing against me like that. God, I’m so fucking sorry.”
His pathetic pleading went straight to your core, and you couldn’t help but roll your hips to chase the feeling you’d been fighting this whole drive. You gripped his knee for stability and paused, your heart racing and brain foggy from your lust-fueled haze.
After several deep breaths and a sliver of mental clarity, you whipped your head back around to check in the rearview mirror, making sure Obito couldn’t see you when you lowered your head. The music was loud enough that he couldn’t hear you two, and the TV was shielding you and the lewd acts you were about to commit. After your thorough examination of the situation and making sure you had whatever sad excuse for privacy you could call this, you slowly ground your pussy into his thigh again, causing you both to gasp.
“Is this what you want?” you breathed before you ground your hips down over and over in the same spot, pressing your ass against his cock every time you did. “Fuck, Kashi. This feels so good.”
The shame you felt was immeasurable. Here you were, rubbing your clit on your best friend's thigh in the back of a car. Your face felt hot from embarrassment and arousal. Stopping this would probably save you at least some fraction of dignity, but you didn't care. Your body was in control now, and it was chasing a high you'd been craving for years.
“D-don’t say things like that,” he begged, digging his fingers into your plush hips. His voice sounded so ruined, a stark contrast to his usual controlled manner of speech. You desperately wished you were facing him so you could stare at his beautiful face and watch the whimpers fall from his mouth. “We shouldn’t even be doing this.”
You knew the letdown would happen sooner or later. It was just inevitable. You also knew he was right: you shouldn't be doing this. But with your body acting as the driving force behind the determined roll of your hips, rational thought was currently taking a back seat.
“I know, but I’m so close,” you whispered, your voice sounding so pathetic as you held back your moans. “If you never want to talk to me a- ah fuck - again after this, I understand.”
Kakashi pulled you back towards him, your back now flush against his chest, as you continued to ride his thigh from your new position. His heart was hammering in his chest, beating so hard you could almost hear how its rhythm increased when he dragged you closer.
“That’s n-not what I meant,” he groaned quietly, wrapping his arms around your waist. You could feel him slightly thrusting against your ass, his hard length pressing into your soft flesh. “I meant we shouldn’t do this because I don’t think I’ll be able to ever look at you again without imagining how your ass feels against my cock.”
“Fuck,” you whined, your high quickly approaching. His filthy words were making you feel even more humiliated by what you two were doing, but they also made you so much wetter. Your head fell back against his shoulder and you drank in the beautiful sight of him looking so desperate to cum, and that’s what sent you over the edge. You clamped your hand over your mouth to stay quiet as you came, your thighs trembling around his leg from your orgasm.
“God, you look so beautiful when you cum,” Kakashi whispered, his thrusts against you becoming more erratic. “I never thought - f-fuck - I’d get to see you like that.” His arms tightened around your waist, pulling your body closer to his. “I just wish I could’ve heard the s-sounds you make.”
“Maybe we’ll just have to do this again sometime so you can hear me,” you teased, rolling your hips one more time against his cock. Your sultry words were his breaking point. He covered his own mouth with his hand, whispering curses into his palm as he rode out his high beneath you.
“Do you really mean that?” Kakashi panted after a minute of trying to calm down enough to speak. His fingers absentmindedly traced in various patterns on your leggings, the sensation bringing both of you back down to earth.
“I think this conversation is best to have after we help Obito finish moving and we're not limited to the backseat of a shitty van," you said with an amused smirk as you felt the van slow to a stop and park. Kakashi nodded in agreement, placing a kiss on your temple before you two had to exit the van.
You sat up and peered over the TV, only to be met with Obito’s piercing gaze in the rearview mirror. He didn’t say anything, only raised his eyebrows at you before getting out of the van.
AN: I know this took a LOOOONG time to get out but it’s all worth the wait, trust. Now we’ve got the plot really coming in and i am SO! EXCITED! anyways, enjoy!!
Word Count: 6.7 K
18+ MDNI!!!!!
Content/Warnings: SPOILERS AHEAD !!!! MAJOR KAKASHI LORE DROPPED !!! AFAB!reader x Kakashi, hurt/comfort, fluff, dark fluff, drinking, stalking, attempted/implied attempted SA, violence, mentions of blood, dark!kakashi, yandere!kakashi, piv sex, unprotected sex (don’t be stupid) unprotected cream pie (DONT BE STUPID!!), mirror sex, breast play, marking, biting, major angst up ahead, VERY MINIMAL EDITING (i'm really excited to get this out lol) lmk what i missed!!
You would think that Kakashi telling you he loved you would make things easier, but it didn't. If anything, it made things worse. Before, you could say that he's just a horny shinobi, looking for a quick fuck at anytime available between missions, with you being the easiest piece of meat around. But now? Now you're forced to acknowledge that there's more bubbling beneath the surface. You’re more than just a soft body for him to wrap his arms around and use for his own pleasure- you’re someone who he loves. Very deeply in fact.
You lay on your side, nestled deeply nest to his chest, his arm draped over your shoulder. You looked up at him.
“Kakashi… I…”
“Don’t. Don’t say you don’t feel the same. But if you do… don’t tell me either way.” He spoke almost nervously. “I don’t want you to say it back if you feel pressured by it. But even if you do, I don’t want you to say it because I’m afraid... I’m afraid of what I’ll do.” He said, staring up at the ceiling.
“Oh.” You sighed deeply, staring up at the ceiling with him. “You said that you’ve imagined yourself saying things to me, things I have no idea about. If we’re being transparent… what is it you want to tell me?” You asked, resting a hand on his chest.
He was silent for a moment, pondering what to mention or what not to.
“I… I’ve seen some stuff.”
“Haven’t we all,” you smirked. He let out an amused exhale, running his thumb up and down your arm.
“Yes, but I’m still dealing with it all… I want to tell you but I don’t know how you’ll react.” His voice shook a little. You sat up to look at him, his arm falling from yours and dropping to the mattress softly. His eyes seemed watery and you quickly wiped away a tear before it could fall.
“I’m here… no matter what you tell me I won’t leave.” You cooed. His eyes shot up towards yours, shining with hope. “I won’t leave… I promise.” You say with a soft smile. He sits up, holding your hand to his face, then moving it down to his chest. You could feel how fast his heart was beating through his chest, worried whatever it was would be too much for you. Worried whatever it was was too much for him.
“When I was younger, I grew up with my father, who was also a shinobi. We have a very dangerous job, you and I. Saving people. My father had to save people himself, making their lives a priority as opposed to the mission he was sent out on. In doing so he returned home a hero, but also scum. The other shinobi couldn’t believe that he had abandoned his mission and chastised him, turning him into an empty husk of a man. I lost my father, he wasn’t there anymore.” He said softly. You ran your hand up to his neck, caressing him, hoping to soothe his pain.
“When I arrived home from school one afternoon I saw him laying on the ground. Dead. He had killed himself.” Kakashi looked away from you, tears beginning to fall.
“Kakashi…” You managed.
“No note or anything! No goodbye. Just gone. God, I hated him for that. How could he leave his own son!” he bawled, crying heavy tears.
You reached your hand around to the back of his head and held him close to your chest. You could feel his warm tears hit your breasts one after the other. He breathed heavily, occasionally drawing in a shaky breath just to let it go in a half-scream against your chest.
You pet his hair, raking your hands up and down his fluffy mass. You placed a kiss against the crown of his head and wrapped your other arm around his torso, holding him closer to you. When he finally stopped hyperventilating, he rest his head against your chest, holding your arm wrapped around him for comfort.
“I learned later that it doesn’t matter what the mission is, as long as you can save your friends you can never fail a mission. But when I realized this I did the unexpected. I had killed my very own friend. She just- I didn’t- oh god,” he broke down again.
His arms wrapped around your back, hands grabbing up to your shoulders and pulling himself deeper into you. He told you about Rin between breaths, about her unfortunate demise and how he had been the hand to deal her death. All you could do was listen and hold him. He rocked gently with you in his arms and his head against your chest. Thrashing when he spoke of Obito and the scar on his eye that came along with the boys sacrifice.
He told you about Minato, how he raised Kakashi when his father couldn’t. How great of a leader he was and how much he misses him. He couldn’t protect Rin, Obito, or Minato, he spoke of how much of a failure he felt like.
No matter how hard he shook, how loud his cries were, or how intense his hold on you was, you didn’t let go. You didn’t even say anything, you just let him get it out. And while watching the man you saw as big and strong crumble completely in your arms brought a few tears to your eyes, you didn’t leave him once.
A few minutes later, after his eyes ran dry and his head hurt from all the tears lost, he finally spoke.
“The funny thing is… that whenever I’m with you… that stuff doesn’t bother me.” It came out as almost a whisper.
“What do you mean?” You asked, hand stilling in his hair.
“I mean… that it’s never in my head. When I’m with you it’s like all that shit that happened before I met you didn’t happen at all. As if… it happened to someone else. Maybe it’s true.” He sat upright, arms holding you less desperately.
“I’ve changed so much since I’ve known you. I feel like a completely different person. Before I used to prefer being alone, now I can’t stand it. I cant stand it because every time I’m alone I’d rather be spending that time with you. On missions, in the shower… in my bed.” He added sheepishly. You smiled a little bit, blushing at his words.
“I feel like when you're not around my soul is screaming for you. And it’s so loud, sweet girl it doesn’t let me think of anything other than you. I love you… I love you, I love you, I love you. I love you so much I feel like I’ve loved you always, not just in this life but previous ones I can’t even remember. And in future lives where I’m sure we'll meet again.” Another tear fell out of his eye, this one you weren’t worried about.
“But then all the memories flood me like a collapsing dam. It’s all in a second. I’m scared you’ll get hurt and I can’t protect you because I’m not there. Or worse, I’m afraid I’ll hurt you. I’m afraid that no matter how hard I try to keep you safe, I’m scared that that demented twist of fate will take you from me anyways. I couldn’t live another second if you were stolen from my life.” Kakashi cried again, you wiped his tears before his mask could be wetted by them.
“I can take care of myself, Kakashi. I’m a shinobi after all. I know you haven’t seen me fight but I know how to defend myself and others. I wont die.” You tried to reason. It was to no avail.
“My love… I don’t believe you. I cant. Not after what I’ve seen… I cant lose you. To lose you would be losing myself.” He held you closer to him, his warm skin against yours as he lay you both back down on the bed.
“I love you. Don’t leave me. You promised.” He spoke softly in your ear.
“I did.”
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The talk with Kakashi was too heavy on your mind. The next day it was all you could think about He had lost so much, you never thought about how life was for him before you two had met. You knew you’d be up all night thinking about it so you went out for a few drinks to put you to sleep.
When you arrived at the bar you scouted out the scene, a few couples, a group of friends or two, and of course some people on their own. You sat down at the bar and ordered a glass of bourbon. Sipping it occasionally between thoughts.
You felt a tap on your shoulder as a few ryō were placed on the counter next to you.
“I’ll have whatever she’s having. In fact, why don’t you get her another one?” A man with dark hair spoke from behind you. He smirked then sat down next to you, telling you his name. You quickly forgot it because of how intensely disinterested you were.
You polished off your drink as he spoke, quickly finishing the one he ordered. You thanked him for the drink, then told him you had to leave.
“Why? I barely talked to you,”
“I’m sorry sir I just… I didn’t plan on staying long and if I’m being honest I can really only handle one of these at a time. They filled my glass pretty high and I need to get home.” You explained. He glared at you.
“I buy you a drink and you take it and leave? Real classy.”
“I’m sorry, okay? I don’t feel so good so I’d appreciate it if you just let me leave.”
“Fuck you.” He spat. You narrowed your eyes at him.
“Have a nice night.” You turned around.
“Bitch…” he muttered under his breath as you left the bar.
You were lost in thought, almost drunkenly walking the streets back home, thinking about Kakashi. Your heart ached, wishing you could be with him without the terrified feeling of losing your job. You were sure people wouldn’t take you seriously if you were public about your relationship. They’d figure you slept your way to the top, not even taking your occupation seriously and all together stop visiting you.
You opened your apartment door and tossed your belongings on the nearby couch, turning on the light. You felt a heavy weight thrown against you, similarly to when Naruto had bumped into you. When you turned around is when you saw him. The man from the bar, slightly smelling of alcohol. You felt the color drain from your face.
“What the fuck is wrong with you!?” you yelled. He slammed the door behind him, walking up to you. You couldn’t believe how you let your guard down so easily.
“Listen… I payed good money for you. 350 ryō for a drink so I can get into your pussy isn’t a lot to ask for, but you just couldn’t deliver. You could’ve had it the easy way but you just had to be a prude.” He slurred as he approached you. You were frozen in confusion, yet sure what was to come. You were able to back away when he lunged and tried to grab at your hips.
“Let me make myself at home.” The guy smirked.
The door burst open and he snapped around. Kakashi stood in the doorway, his eyes piercing daggers into the man.
“Shit… you’ve got a boyfriend.” He whined. “Sorry, she didn’t tell me. She just invited me over.” He spoke. Kakashi grabbed him by the collar and thew him to the ground as he hit the ground head first.
“FUCK!” He yelled, clutching the back of his head.
“Sweet girl,” He grabbed you by your shoulders. You looked from the bar guy to him. “You need to promise me you’ll remember this. You’ll remember me as I am right here, right now in this very moment. Remember how I am with you. How I would never hurt you.” He spoke urgently. You were even more confused.
“Y-yeah…” you shook your head. He pressed a masked kiss to your forehead then turned around and grabbed the man by the shirt, dragging him just past your door way.
Kakashi knelt on the man’s knees, then struck him with a punch to the center of his face, the man yelling in agony. Kakashi put another blow to his face, then when his right hand got tired he alternated with his left. Striking the man over and over again, blood staining Kakashis knuckles. You hear the man spit blood on the ground.
“I’m sorry, I- I didn’t know.” He begged.
Kakashi stood up, then kicked the pained man in his rib. He let out a cry, grunting and taking it all. Kakashi lifted him up and held him against the outside wall, punching him in his gut, the man coughing up blood. Kakashi smiled under his mask, watching the man who tried to take you writhe in agony.
“I should fucking kill you. I saw you follow her home, I know she didn’t bring you.” Kakashi almost laughed.
“Please man, I’m so sorry. I just- fuck. Please stop.” He man blubbered, his chin falling to his chest.
“You’re a stupid son of a bitch. You’re just a piece of shit who can’t get any pussy and the only way you can get it is by trying to hurt my girl. I think the village would be a lot better without you in it,” Kakashi punched him again, letting go of his collar and watching him slump to the ground. He thrusted his knee into the man’s face, the mans head being thrown back against the wall hard. He cried. Kakashi crouched down to the guys level.
“If you want to live you’ll get the fuck out of here. Not just this building but the village itself. Go far, because I’ll fucking look for you. And if I find you I’ll kill you out there where nobody can find your body.” Kakashi was a mad man, staring into the bloody man’s eyes with a violent craving for his pain. The man lay on the floor with a groan between his wails.
You stood there, the experience completely sobering. Kakashis fists we’re covered in blood, his face had a few droplets on it as he stood in your door way, his head turning to look at you. You looked back, throbbing with arousal.
As a medical shinobi, you couldn’t believe what he just did. But as a woman, you couldn’t believe he wasn’t inside of you already. The way he brutally attacked the man who had bothered you, who had followed you home and had tried to assault you, who had tried to take you from him… it made your heart beat unreasonably fast.
Kakashi lowered his head and slammed the door behind him, walking up to you with a dark aura surrounding him. You felt the hair on the back of your neck raise as he snaked his hand around your waist to pull you deep into his large frame. His grip was tight, eliciting a small whimper out of you as you felt his iron strong arms lock you against him, forcing you into submission, leaving you with no room for movement.
“Did I scare you, sweet girl?”
Your breath hitched, the seductive tone of his voice sending the shiver down your back, he could feel it. What he couldn't feel was the pang of desire, shooting at your needy cunt. You shook your head and he laughed low in your ear.
“Really?” He smirked, hand trailing down your back and resting just above the curve of your ass. “So if I went out there and finished the job, you wouldn’t scream?”
“…No….” You rasped, having a hard time catching your breath while you trembled in his arms, core tightening and loins burning with an insatiable desire for his touch. The wet slick soaking your panties wasn't helping. You felt as if you had lost all sense of composure, pawing at his chest as you lost your inhibitions in his embrace.
“Really? Cause if you say the word, I’ll make sure that the only tomorrow he sees is when he's six feet underground.” You felt his member hardening behind his pants. You threw yourself against him further, searching for what you desperately craved.
“You don’t need to do that… he didn’t even touch me…” You said softly, looking towards the door. With his free hand, Kakashi held your chin between his index and thumb, moving your head back up to him so he could look you in the eyes.
“Well then I guess we’re both very lucky men, huh? He’s lucky, because he didn’t touch you. And I’m lucky, because I get to fuck you.”
He kissed you deeply, his lips warm under his mask. You grabbed both of his cheeks as you desperately needed for contact. As you kissed him you felt a shameful lust burning its way through your body, ignited by the violence in Kakashis crime of passion. And it was all for you.
You raked your hands through his hair, eyes snapped shut tightly. He broke the kiss but your eyes remained closed, lips parted knowingly. You felt his soft, warm lips meet yours again, uncovered by the confines of his mask. You smiled into the kiss, feeling his lips against yours without the feeling of the bandana against your eyes. While you did like to wear it, feeling Kakashi’s kisses without the restriction was invigorating.
You opened your lips immediately, your tongue diving to into his mouth for a change of pace. He laughed slightly, backing you up against your wall and spreading your legs with his knee. Your breath hitched as he pressed his knee under your mound, his hands tight on your hips, pushing you down onto his leg.
“Go ahead and ride again, sweet girl… Show me what you can do. This time I won’t let you get tired.” He licked your bottom lip, tasting your berry flavored balm and sighing before he crashed his lips against yours again.
You swayed your hips back and forth, moaning into his mouth pathetically. The feeling of his pant clad knee getting hotter from the friction of your cunt was amazing. Your juices soaked through your panties, coating the very inside of your pants as you kept rocking against his leg.
You could taste the flavor of orange on Kakashis tongue, the combination of his spit and your lip balm creating a beautiful taste the both of you shared as your kisses got more and more heated. He tore away from your lips with a growl, tackling your neck with a feral hunger.
“I always love to make your neck look like a war zone… it’s so beautiful when I’m done with you.” He sunk his teeth into your neck, lightly biting into your soft skin.
“Thank you Kakashi!” You whined, feeling the start of a marvelous climax rising from the depths of your core. “M-More! Please- More! Hurt me more!” You cried, clutching his white, shaggy hair tighter.
He pushed you against the wall rougher, moaning your name as he bit at your sexy collar bones. His cock became increasingly harder as you dragged your clothed cunt against his leg. He lifted your shirt up and bundled up the hem of it, brushing it against your lips. You opened your mouth and he stuck the cloth in, you bit down on the material and he unclasped your strapless bra. It fell to the floor and he dove into your tits.
His soft, wet tongue circled your sensitive nipple, he horribly suppressed a moan as it hardened in his mouth.
“Perfects tits… all for me…” he huffed, kissing your cleavage as he played with your breasts. You whined, the soft shirt drowning out most of the noise. Your eyes were still cemented shut, knowing fully well not to open them, unless he were to beckon you to stare at his face. You wanted to know his face desperately, but you were focused on being good for him, letting him suck your tits like the good girl he needed you to be.
You felt the plush of your thighs shudder under his muscular leg, your orgasm on its precipice. Your brain replayed the moment he attacked the drunk man, blood spattering his knuckles as he broke more and more of him for the sake of you. You shook violently, cunt pulsing on his thigh as you came.
"Good girl..." He praised, digging his fingers deeper into your hips as you rode him. You barely heard it while you were so lost in thought. Thinking about how Kakashi would do anything for you, and how the only place you felt the safest now was in his arms.
"I love you," You moaned, juices running down your legs from inside your pants. Kakashi's breath hitched, fingers going limp against your hips as you continued to chaise your high until you slumped against the wall for support, breathing heavily post-orgasm.
"What did you say?" He asked, you kept breathing heavily until you remembered your vocalized amorous affirmations. You felt like you were caught, not sure if you should repeat what was so impulsively thrown out of you. But you couldn't help but smile to yourself, feeling the void inside of you dying, ready to accept the love only he could fill.
"I love you." You confessed, feeling a giant weight being taken off your chest. One of Kakashi's hands cupped your cheek, as he desperately devoured your lips. He broke the kiss to rub his thumb along your under eye. He said your name, catching your attention.
"My sweet girl... open your eyes... please." He whispered. You felt your heart race, unsure if you heard him right. "Please... look me in the eye when you say it."
With that, you slowly opened your eyes, looking at him in the face. He was so beautiful. You stared at his face, unable to look away from how stunning he was. It wasn't just because you were so aware of how much you loved him, it also wasn't just because you were so aware of how much he loved you that made him so mesmerizing. You felt your eyes tear up, knowing how big of a deal this was for the both of you.
"I love you." And then you saw the smile. You could see how his lips turned up as he grinned, a beauty mark under those lips and his teeth slightly on display while his eyes creased gently. You lightly gasped with shock, finally able to see him happy in front of you.
"I love you more." He said, enveloping you with his gaze. You felt your heart beat, watching him speak for the first time with so much intensity, and it was to tell you: he loves you more.
You hungrily kissed him, desperate for more. More of him. You tugged at his shirt until he could break your kiss and slip it off from over his neck. You watched him do so. He threw the shirt to the floor then looked back to you to see you were already looking. He smiled.
"Do you like what you see?" He smirked.
"You look beautiful… You are beautiful." He was taken aback, you watched as his face flushed pink, your own reacting in accordance. "All I want is to look at you." You shamelessly admitted. He laughed.
"Sweet girl, now you know how I feel about you." He moved in closer, kissing you quickly, you closed your eyes, even though you wish you could keep them open to look at him.
Your nipples hardened against his warm chest, arching your back into him. He groaned, slipping his tongue into your mouth, which you took with greed. Your fingers tangled in his hair, taking all he could give you. His hands moved to your pants, unbuttoning and unzipping them with haste as he was surprised by your sudden gluttony.
"I need you so bad..." You managed to get out between heated tongue battles. He growled in your mouth as you pulled your pants to your ankles and stepped out of them. He animalistically grabbed the backs of your thighs and threw you to his hips, where you wrapped your legs around him with haste.
He moved you through the hallway with ease, taking you to your bedroom, and while you were taken aback that he already knew where it was, you didn’t say anything. He dropped you on your bed, it squeaked as you landed ass first and a few pillows fell off in the process. You slipped your underwear off, watching him as he watched you. The hunger on his face easier to spot now that his face was bare to you.
He licked his bottom lip, moistening it with the slight drool he had in his mouth. He wanted nothing more than to make you his, stuff you full with his cock while you told him over and over again how much you loved him. And that was exactly what he was going to do.
He got on the foot of your bed, tearing the rest of your shirt off with one motion and abandoning it on the floor with the lonely pair of underwear you just discarded. He admired your glistening pussy, post orgasm and already eager for more, he wanted to devour you. He wanted you to be all his senses, your juices coating his tongue, your hands in his hair, his nose filled with your scent, his ear hearing your moans and his eyes tearing you apart as you came undone on his face. But he had other things in mind for you.
He grabbed both your arms and lifted them over your head, your hands crisscrossed at your wrists as he held them down with his left hand. His right was busy working on his zipper then he finally pulled them off along with his boxers and left them by your clothes.
His right hand lifted your ankle up, plopping in on his shoulder and snaking his hand to your knee, where he kept it still. You watched as his face blew even further with lust when you tilted your hips for easier access. He rubbed the head of his cock on your clit and you twitched at the sensation.
“You don’t know what you do to me… you make me insane.” His hand wrapped around his throbbing shaft, pumping himself up and down as his tip weeped creamy precum and dribbled onto your folds.
“And you make me weak,” You writhed under his detainment unable to break free, his eyes fixed heavy on you.
“If this is weak then you won’t recognize yourself when I’m done with you. I’m going to fuck you so hard you won’t even be able to think.” His deep voice vibrated in your ears as he pushed the smooth head of his cock down your wet hole with a pained look painted on his face.
You clenched around him as you watched his expression morph across his face, his teeth clenched tight before his jaw hung slack and a loud moan escaped his lips. His hand moved up to your ankle, holding it steady to his chest while his hips drove his thick dick in and out of your warm walls. Your head spun as you kept your eyes on him, feeling your body burn hot while he bottomed out inside of you with a growl.
“You’re taking me so good… I can see it in your stomach.” Kakashi motioned towards the cockbulge in your abdomen. You couldn’t look though. How could you look at anything other than his beautiful face and how his teeth sunk into his lower lip each time he bottomed out.
His thrusts became faster and harder, a sweat bead rolling down his face as his hips snapped against yours. You let out breathy moans, unable to contain your noises of bliss as he fucked you hard and raw in your own bed. He leaned down to suck a bouncing tit into his mouth, tongue rolling along your nipple and teeth softly biting into the surrounding skin. You arched your back, desperately wanting him to mark you even more.
“Mine, mine, mine…” he whispered into your tender flesh, fucking you mad as you whimpered loud.
He was naked. Finally naked… with you. He fucking you so deep you felt like you two were one, and your tight pussy held onto him as he slid in and out of you, loud, wet noises coming from where your bodies met and you practically screamed his name before you crash your lips against his and shook in his grasp.
“Mph- love-“ you got out between kisses. He stopped his kisses as he looked down at you. Your face was completely fucked out, hair sticking to your sweaty forehead and eyes rolled back slightly in ecstasy. He let go of your hands and let your ankle slide off his shoulder, it shook as it landed on the bed.
He grabbed your waist, pulling you up to meet him and kissed you hard before shoving you into a doggy style position, facing the corner of the room where a vertical mirror sat, you two completely reflected in it. He came up behind you, rubbing his wet cock against your clit, mixing your juices and his together on the tip of his dick before pushing it into you once again. You moaned loud, his hand tangled in your hair as the other rested on your hip. He held your head up and towards the mirror as his head dipped to yours.
“Such a little slut, look at yourself. A total mess and all you did was fuck yourself on my leg and lie down for some dick.” He licked your neck, a breathless moan escaped your lips as you pressed your ass into his hips, dick inching deeper inside you.
He kept a firm grip on your hair as he fucked you infront of the mirror, he watched you intently while you completely lost yourself to the feeling of his hard cock filling your tight warmness to the hilt. His thrusts became harsh and desperate, your tits bouncing with each slap against your ass. His groin was completely soaked by your slick, sticky slapping noises filling the room each time your bodies connected.
You felt your orgasm approaching, pushing your ass back with fervor with each snap of his hips. His cock twitched inside of you and when you finally looked back into his eyes, he was already looking at you in the mirror. His brows were furrowed and his eyes were burning deep into you, his mouth agape as moans escaped through one by one. You felt yourself fall over the precipice and shook violently in his touch. You could tear your eyes from him as you came hard, staring at his reflection infront of you as you screamed.
“FUCK- K-Kakashi! I love you! I- OH! I LOVE YOU!” You cried. And it was just then when his hips stuttered before slamming into you passionately as his mouth fell open completely and a string of cursed fell from his mouth while his cock shot thick, hot, white ropes deep into your needy pussy.
“Oh- oh- oh, sweet girl. I love you so much- fuck! I love you, I love you…” he trailed off between moans, groaning out your name as he filled you up so much, his cum dribbled out from the sides.
You took him so well and he fit so right inside of you, Kakashi was positive you two were meant to be, so obsessed with the fact he was made for you he couldn’t think of anything else as he watched his cum drip out of you and onto your sheets. He knew it. He was right.
You crashed down to the bed, a shaken mess. God, you looked pathetic and Kakashi was just eating it up as he scooped you in his arms. He grabbed a box of tissues on your nightstand and wiped you clean, kissing your sweating forehead with his soft lips and covering your naked bodies with your blankets.
You two lay there for a while, Kakashi whispering sweet nothing into your hair. You couldn’t understand him, you were too fucked out to think just like he told you you’d be.
It was a few minutes and you finally stopped shaking, head craning up to kiss deep kisses into his neck. He smiled, his head coming down to meet your lips and kiss you. When you two broke the kiss, he looked deep into your eyes, a melancholic look on his face. You were confused, but continued to admire his beauty before he looked away and pressed your head into his chest.
“Is everything okay?” you asked, unsure of his sudden mood shift.
“Yeah… well… no.” Kakashis voice was nervous. “…There’s a war coming soon.” Your head shot up.
“What? How do you know?”
“It’s just a feeling I’ve been having for a while. With all the talk of akatsuki attacking the hidden sand a while ago… and the hidden mist village attack the other day… I know we’re in for something big.” Kakashi sounded positive, but you didn’t want to believe it.
“How can you be so sure?”
“I just am. I was talking with Lady Tsunade after filing my report and she has the same suspicions as I. Things have been too peaceful for too long. Somethings up.” Kakashi spoke. He held you tighter, not knowing he was doing so.
“Well then… No matter what I’ll protect you out there with my life.” You said softly, trying to suppress your fears of the hypothetical war. Kakashis grip on you tightened.
“Don’t you see that’s the problem?!” He asked defensively, his voice raised.
“I-I’m sorry?” You asked, especially confused now.
“There’s no way you’re fighting in the war, it’s too dangerous! I forbid you from going out there, I’m not losing you.” He said with a booming voice, holding you impossibly tighter. You struggled to breathe before getting out of his death grip, and sitting up in your bed, clutching the blankets to your chest.
“I don’t think you understand Kakashi, you can’t keep me from doing my job.” You announced defensively. He shot up next to you, turning to look you in the eyes, his face angry.
“No, I don’t think you understand. You fighting out there is the most nonsensical thing I’ve ever heard. I wont always be there to protect you the whole time and even if I am, I doubt I could. I cant protect anyone!” He spat. You furrowed your brows. If anyone could protect you, it would be Kakashi, that you knew.
“Kakashi you’re being unreasonable. If people get hurt out there they’re going to need me.”
“Not any more than I do!” He bit back, tears forming in his eyes. Your demeanor quickly softened.
You stretched an arm out to his back and ran your hand up and down his skin soothingly.
“If you go out there and get hurt, I don’t know what I’d do. I cant lose you… you’re what completes me. Without you I have nothing. Without you I am nothing.” You watched as tears ran his cheeks and you felt your own tears fall, watching the man you love crumble in front of you.
You watched Kakashi smile for the first time, you watched him cum for the first time, you watching him get mad and now cry for the first time all in one sitting. You longed to see him happy again, but you knew you had to stand your ground.
“Kakashi… you just have to trust me when I say I can defend myself. I’ve said it all before but you never listen to me!” you defended yourself, still trying to soothe him with your hand on his back.
“No. I know that if you go out there you’ll die. everyone I’ve loved has died and I refuse to let you become one of them!” He became agitated again. He said your name.
“My sweet girl, there’s only one thing I ask of you.” His voice and face were dead serious, grabbing your other hand tightly in his. “Quit your job.”
You felt your heart sink. How could he expect you to do something like that?! Your job was the only reason you two met- hell- your job was the only reason you were here!
“Kakashi… no.” His face changed instantly, brows furrowing and eyes becoming dark once again.
“What do you mean ‘no’?”
“I mean no. Absolutely no. Helping and healing people is what I’m passionate about, I’m a medical shinobi and a good one at that! Kakashi I know this is hard for you, I’m sorry for who you’ve lost but I’m not going to become one of them! You need to believe me.” You pleaded. Kakashis hand loosened it’s grip, and he tore his face away from you and onto his blanket covered lap.
“Sweet girl… If you love me, like you say you do, you’ll do it for me.” He said low.
“What are you even saying?”
“I’m saying you can’t have both!” He snapped, looking back at you. “It’s either me or your job!”
You felt helpless. You sat there for a minute, mind racing a million miles an hour.
“CHOOSE DAMMIT CHOOSE! CHOOSE ME! CHOOSE ME FOR ONCE! WANT ME FOR ONCE!” He yelled, tears falling heavier. You cupped his face and quickly moved in to kiss him. He tried kissing back but couldn’t manage.
You kissed him softly, stroking his cheek and wiping away the rogue tears. You broke the kiss, pressing your forehead against his. He held your face too, hands on your neck with his thumbs on your own cheeks.
“I choose my job, Kakashi.”
His hands fell from your face as he tore his out from your own. He cupped his face and bawled into his palms, crying so hard his body shuddered. You wrapped an arm around him before he tore himself away from you and quickly got out of bed.
He grabbed his boxers and pants, putting them on in a hurry.
“Kakashi, what are you doing!?”
“I’m getting out of here.” He muttered, his voice quivering.
“What the hell is the matter with you, why!?”
“Because I refuse to be with someone who has a death wish! I refuse to love someone who’s going to leave me just like all the others did. I could handle not being public about our relationship, I wouldn’t have minded as long as we were both committed. But this? No. No way.” He zipped up his pants and walked out the door. You clutched the blanket to you as you followed him out.
“So what now? You’re just going to be mad at me for loving my job, is that it?” You asked, watching him pick up his shirt and put it back on.
“Mad isn’t the half of it.” He didn’t look at you and he slipped the shirt on, the mask bunched around his neck.
“Well then what is it Kakashi, what do you want?”
“I want out.” Your heart stopped beating.
“…What?”
“It’s over. We’re over.” Once again you didn’t have any words.
“Y-You can’t be serious. Kakashi I know you’re scared but so am I. Please, let’s just talk about thi-“
“There’s nothing to talk about. You made your decision and now I’m making mine. I cant lose another person I love, as long as I’m with you I’ll love you. So if you’re going to throw yourself into the hands of death I don’t want to watch you do it.” His eyes were red.
He pinched the top of his mask and pulled it over face, hiding himself from you once again. He walked to your door, opening it and standing in the doorway, throwing his head back to look at you.
“You were never going to choose me.” With that, he walked out and slammed the door behind him, leaving you alone in your one bedroom apartment.
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