roman

22 - writes - speaks to the void mostly

[romanwrote]

got a pit in my stomach just as i made tea -_-

[romanwrote]

i’m 22 now

[romanwrote]

it’s Virgo season and I’m alive again

[romanwrote]

Fucken heartbreak

i got dumped exactly a week ago by the person i thought i could possibly share my life with. the most poetically lovely individual who would make my day my just breathing. funniest most whimsical person i have ever encountered on this fucken planet. kindest soul, warmest light, the sun of my life who i wanted to share every waking moment with. they changed the way i view and handle loving someone. 

this fucken sucks. 

the last time i experienced heartbreak was when i was fucken 16. of fucken course i dont know how to handle myself. my last relationship two years ago i was in i was engaged and i got over that relationship within a few days. there was no crying or moping around. no fucken moments where all i feel is fucken weight anchoring me to the ground from my chest. no absolute loss of strength when im doing the most mundane tasks. i cant even fucken go on a walk without retracing steps we’ve taken together. 

this is the most fucken dragging experience ive ever had. i dont know how to cope, i dont know what to do with myself. i dont know how to move on or let go? i wish i could hate them but i cant. i try to remember the hard days but all that ever comes to mind is our long days together. sleeping and feeling their breaths slow down. slow dancing in their room. the, yelling any where anytime that they loved me. long ass discussions of our life together. sharing everything, having our closet, our sweater, our pen, our water, our everything. how do i move on when everything in recent memory has them included. 

i lost and i dont know how to recover. i dont even know if i want to let go. i can feel myself clinging onto hope of a potential eventual reunion but i dont see it happening. i can try to lie to myself as much as i want but they made it clear they want no future with me anymore.

[everlarking-always]

“I’m not used to being touched, except by Peeta or my family.”

[hopeless-studious]

Meet the Hopeless Studious!

Hello! I've been here for a while and I've met some awesome people, been inspired a bunch, and honestly had such a good time that...

I forgot that I haven't even introduced myself!

So here I am, to say hello and nice to meet you~

✧ What's this blog?

This is my studyblr, study blog, uniblr and occasionally lifeblr. Hopeless-Studious. I chose this name because 1) I am a hopeless romantic. 2) I'd say I'm quite studious. 3) I romanticize studying. So like, the name makes sense! right?

✧ Who are you?

My name is Naz. I'm 21 and I will soon be starting the fourth and final year of my undergraduate degree in architecture. I've been a huge fan of studying communities since forever. I actually spend most of my time on one in discord but studyblrs are my favorite things to look at.

✧ Why did you make this blog?

I really really want (and need) something to motivate me like this. Also this community it GREAT! It's pretty, and warm and welcoming and honestly once I finally made my blog and posted in it, I DID NOT REGRET IT.

✧ What are your hobbies?

I'm an enjoyer of many creative outlets but I almost never get enough time. When I can, I draw and sketch, write and read, and a bunch of other stuff like knitting and singing and things like that >:D But realistically most of my time ends up spent on Discord and Tumblr or are often spent playing games and watching shows.

✧ Footnote: I honestly didn't know what to put here for the longest time and had this in my drafts since forever. Also I'm too shy to actually tag others here T-T but I admire a lot of people here be it for their aesthetics or how hardworking they are. Please ask any questions about things I may have missed or things you'd like to know. Thank you for reading and nice to meet you!

[romanwrote]

procrastinated so hard i found my professors Pinterest account that dates back 10 years

[thesweetnessofspring]

The fact that Katniss isn't a healer not because she doesn't have the knowledge or technical skill, but because she feels too much pain when seeing others in pain as well.

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

watching the moon together is the third base

[ikuzedobe]

I'm not crying, you are...

manga panel with Minato Namikaze and Kushina Uzumaki - from new official oneshot manga by Masashi Kishimoto

[narutwitter]

[capric0rnie]

i don’t understand how people can genuinely think that katniss “this would have happened anyway” everdeen settled in her relationship with peeta “my dandelion in the spring” mellark

[romanwrote]

i got undumped ?

[romanwrote]

redumped. dumped 2 times. who’s doing it like me 🤞🏻😌

[hadesisqueer]

Fuck this shit happy birthday Annabeth Chase

[hadesisqueer]

Fuck this shit happy birthday Annabeth Chase

[lizzybugg]

I’m reading my baby sister The Mark of Athena right now. And she has absolutely no idea what is in store for Percy and Annabeth at the end of this book. She’s used to the “happy endings” I’ve been feeding her over the past year and a half with Uncle Rick’s books. I will be sure to report her reaction when we have finished.

[linipik]

Rachel🧡