sigh. i just wanna start off with saying i love my baby.
itâs currently midnight, but iâve been happily typing away since you fell asleep on me during the movie like the grandpapi you are now. this benefits me though because then i donât have to deal with your beautiful, yet incredibly rude, eyes rolling at me being all sappy. you canât do anything about it either since itâll already be posted for the world to see when you wake up!
the light of my life. the love of my life.
i could not have asked for a better partner and best friend to spend my time with (and i really love spending all my time with you and you know it). every morning i wake up so incredibly blessed to have you in my life. thereâs not a day that goes by that i donât realize how lucky i am to be loved by you. i would not trade this feeling for anything else in the world.
i can be myself with you. i can tell you things that i will never tell anyone else and you keep that with you only. youâre also so honest with me too whether itâs something iâd like to hear or not. you donât sugarcoat anything and you tell it like it is and i appreciate that (even when iâm upset with you because it didnât work in my favor). you stick to who you are and donât change for anybody and please donât ever change who you are. you are so incredible.
you really are the shit, okay? i bet when you read this youâre going to be smug as hell since you know youâre the shit and i might roll my eyes at you, but i admire your confidence so much. youâre so sure of who you are, what you like, and what you believe in. you donât let anyone come in and mess with that â you stay true to who you are. why fix whatâs not broken, right?
i love watching you grow. i love watching you achieve your goals. i love being your biggest fan and supporting you through anything you set your mind to. youâre not a quitter, youâre headstrong. iâm always going to be here for you. iâm always going to be your hype babygirl. whether itâs easy or tough, i will be there holding your hand whether you think you need it or not, iâm always going to be someone you can lean on.
holy shit, babe. this is pretty long? oh well. suffer đ
i love how we can joke around all the time and make each other laugh. you make me laugh until my belly cramps and thereâs tears in my eyes and a few days later, iâll start laughing again because i remembered what you said. youâre so witty and quick with your comments. i donât understand where it comes from! youâre incredibly intelligent with that big beautiful brains of yours and i love hearing what you got going inside your mind when you let me in. you fascinate me, love.
my best friend. my partner. my person. my soulmate.
you mean the absolute world to me. iâve never been so happy in my life than when iâm with you or even the acknowledgement that i have you. you never make me feel alone and youâre never far behind when i need you most. youâre loyal to me, your family, and your friends and youâre just such an incredibly warm person. i love knowing what you have going on in your heart just like i do with your mind and iâm very fond of both places. i plan to take great care of both. i plan to marry you someday too, raise a family, and grow old together so then i can brag to our grandchildren about how out of this world you are and get sappy with them over how you won my heart. it was hard at all though. i think youâve always had my heart since the beginning and my heart knew it all along, my brain just had to play catch up.
i hope one day in the near future i can give you everything you want, everything you need, and everything you deserve. i know this is very long, but i love you with all my heart. words canât begin to describe how in love with you i am. youâre my person and i couldnât have anyone better. itâs always and will always be you, roman altair.
your snoring is interupting my thinking process so i guess iâll (finally) stop here. đ€Ș
happy 25th birthday, my aging sleeping beauty. i hope to make this day a very special day for you like i wish to do with many other important days weâll share together. hereâs to my favorite date of the year! â€ïž