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“this is so stupid.” romi laughs despite themselves, knowing that if any couple in here could have made it far it would have been them. “i don’t care about this show, though, i only care about you. i’ll go with you wherever, we can even buy that van you talked about, i don’t care. i know that i want to be with you outside of all of this.”
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The only time I was happy was in the Alps, remember? I was so happy I thought I was dreaming. That’s why I wanted to die with you on the toboggan. I knew it after that.
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Dylan patiently waits. He won’t pressure her to talk, but he’ll gently nudge it out of her if need be. He can sense there’s something plaguing her thoughts and that naturally worries him. He presses a light kiss to the top of her head and holds her hand, giving it a gentle squeeze. All Dylan can do in the moment is provide the support through physical affection since he doesn’t want to interrupt when they’ve found the courage to talk. There’s a few people Dylan believes are playing the game in here, and Romi’s definitely not one of them. If anything, they’re one of the most genuine people in this place, someone who has been through so many ups and downs and is just trying to deal with the shitty cards they’ve been dealt in the best way they know how to protect themselves and their emotions—something he relates to a lot. When Romi brings up the mean girl of Love Island, he can’t resist the urge to roll his eyes. He’s beginning to believe Jenny’s meanness stems from serious insecurities. It angers him that Jenny’s come for more people he cares about. “You’re not playing the game. You’re trying to deal with everything you’ve been through in here.” He feels like they all sometimes forget they’re on the receiving end of so much drama and emotional stressors that it will take a toll on them. He acknowledges casa amor had been one of his emotionally lowest moments since coming in here.
“Feelings aren’t meant to go away in a blink of an eye.” When him and Rhys, then him and Naomi ended things, he had to put on a brave face, power through in an environment that’s meant to be fast paced. Yeah, he had Naomi after Rhys, Adela after Naomi—both things that had made him optimistic about what would come, but it didn’t mean his feelings evaporated just like that. “Your thing with Dante is new compared to what you and Marcus had, but you ended things with Marcus for a reason, you pursued something with Dante for a reason. Why do you reckon you’ll hurt them?” he asks. There’s zero judgment in his tone, he’s just trying to probe a little, understand more what’s going through her mind. “I take what Jenny says with a grain of salt. I reckon she enjoys hurting people with her words. I would’ve laughed in her face, too, honestly. Whoever got bored, good riddance, mate. You put so much time and effort for people and you deserve the exact same in return.” He nods, acknowledging her words. “You wanted him to fight for you, or at least, put effort, right? I’ve felt that way in here. Does it make you terrible to want people to put in effort?” It’s what he wanted from Rhys and Naomi. He puts so much into a relationship, invests his emotions and time into building something that when he felt like a second option and realized he was fighting a losing battle, he pulled himself out of the equation quickly to protect himself. “If he goes for it now, what would you do?”
“I just don’t even really know what I feel...” Which is the most honest response she can offer at the moment. “So, it feels like I’m hurting them just by being in this limbo and maybe I am just too impulsive and I shouldn’t have told them I had already made a decision when the truth is that I’m still confused as fuck.” Still, they’re not sure how to explain that to either of them because they know that when they talk about it each of them feels like that means that she cares more about the other. Maybe if they were in a different scenario and not on this show where everything has to move a the speed of light, they’d have the time to properly figure out what they’re feeling. “I don’t know...it just feels silly sometimes to ask for certain things from relationships here. Like, everything is so serious and casual at the same time, it’s weird to navigate.” They hope at least that whatever he’s developing with Adela is easier. That she isn’t going to put Dylan back in some place where he feels just as confused as Romi does right now. “If he goes for it now?” Romi lets out a soft laugh. “I know that he won’t so...I don’t think it’s worth even imagining what it’d be like.”
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“ YOU ARE NOT RUINING ANYTHING. ” why does she always think that ? the but in her sentence stings more than it should, especially because in the end, romi is agreeing to what he had said. dante knows it’s for the best, and it’s not like he expected her to return his affection, but there is a moment of mourning for the loss of the relationship they could’ve had—one where marcus wasn’t in the picture. but he is, and dante reminds himself that just because they’re open, doesn’t mean him and romi’s relationship has to change. not really. “ there is no need to rush anything. ” picking up her hand, he gives it a small kiss. the irony of him saying that after saying the l-word is unfortunately lost on him. “ we can still be me and you, no ? this will not change things for us, i hope. ”
Romi isn’t really sure what else to do except agree with what he’s asking of them. She isn’t really sure what else she can do to make Dante feel like she’s chosen him over everyone else if literally choosing him isn’t enough. If he’s jealous because he saw her talking to Marcus earlier then she wishes he would just say that or if someone else has gotten some sort of idea into his head and now he’s letting it define their relationship (which would just be the story of her life). They want to agree with him but they aren’t sure how this isn’t supposed to change everything between them. “Does this mean you’re going to get to know other people, too?” Romi asks instead. “I mean, if you’re doing this so I can keep talking to Marcus or whatever, do you really think I’m such a bitch that I’d just let you wait for me? If we’re going to be open then that has to mean both of us.”
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“ WHAT THE HELL ? why are you never on my side ? ” despite his words, josh’s tone is palyful. “ i don’t understand what i’ve done wrong to make her make me sweat. it’s not like we were together when i hooked up in casa. she basically dumped me. ” it’s funny how josh only claims naomi dumped him when he’s trying to be in the right. “ also you’re terrible at your naomi impression. you didn’t even try her accent. ” not that he can blame her, because the quebecois accent isn’t easy. “ yeah, that’s how i feel. alright, ” he takes a deep breath, though he’s smiling. a smile that downplays his nerves. “ i think i’m gonna do it tomorrow. i have an idea. i feel like everyone on this show always does some grand gesture in front of everyone for this shit, but i feel like naomi would hate that, right ? ”
“I am always on your side, I mean, we all knew that she was going to forgive you and get back with you anyway. It would have just been a little bit more fun to see you sweat it out a little.” Truthfully, Romi thinks the only person who felt uncertain about what decision Naomi was going to make was Josh. Maybe there are things that are just desperately obvious to everyone except those actually involved in the situation itself. “I can’t be great at my Naomi impression, it might make you fall in love with me and then what are we going to do?” Romi scrunches her nose. It’s cute the way that he seems both nervous and excited about the prospect of asking Naomi to be his girlfriend. “Yeah, I think something private would be better for her, she’d probably find it a lot more genuine.”
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angel’s delighted that they got the reference, snorts a laugh. “god, that part fucked me up so bad,” he cringes dramatically, shivering. “no, it can be fun. doesn’t even have to include feet, there’s tons of other gross shit we can make each other do.” tongue presses against his front teeth, playful. “we could play truth or dare? unless you got some kinda competition idea. man, i wish we had uno or something…”
“It’s, like, sealed into my memory.” One of those things that they were far too young to watch and is now going to traumatize them forever. “Okay...no feet, that’s really my main dealbreaker.” Now there’s going to be some edit about them being against people with a foot fetish or something (Marcus). “Considering we don’t actually have any card games, truth or dare it is.”
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IS THAT JEALOUSY HE DETECTS FROM ROMI, or is josh reaching ? his hazel eyes will only flicker over her for a moment, choosing not to say anything about it. “ please, she didn’t throw herself at me, ” josh’s eyes roll at the comment, though a smile if growing on his lips. “ but i don’t know. it’s naomi, you know ? she made me wait forever to ha— bake a cake with her. i don’t know if i should be waiting equally long for this too, but it seems stupid to wait. i’m not interested in anyone else, and she’s not either. ” their argument yesterday made that painfully clear.
“She totally did. I think you deserved to sweat a bit more but she was like...oh, Josh, I love you and it’s so hot when we argue.” As they put on their best Naomi impression, they lean slightly into his shoulder, nudging him in the process. “Ew.” Romi grimaces but mostly it’s to play up the part, they already know plenty about the relationship between the two of them therefore there’s nothing that really surprises them. “I mean, if she says no to that then at this point it’s, like, what are you guys even doing?”
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“ i think he puts up with me, but love ? ah… dunno about that one. ” would he have kissed romi if so ? debatable. clearly irrelevant that he tried to kiss naomi but whatever. josh still chose to bring that up at the absolute worst time. “ … are we trying to target anyone else ? anyone pissed you off recently ? ” except him, maybe. he’s not entirely sure if he did piss her off but he definitely didn’t manage to be whatever she wanted. it probably counts to some degree. he can’t help the way his smile grows as she laughs so easily, like they always could before everything went to shit. his gaze is taken by her lips, only returning up to their eyes once he realises he wants them on his. he feels guilty about it, having told dante it wasn’t what he wanted, for making it clear to eden he wanted something easy, when right now all he’s thinking about is how he’d rather forget all that and just pull them in by their waist, bring her to sit on top of him and get lost in each other. it’s her voice that brings his attention back, a reminder of what he’s trying to do; be friends, be comfortable at the very least with each other, how he shouldn’t be thinking about kissing them right now. he wonders if dante is right though, that she’s only really entertaining it because it’s what marcus wants. he hopes not, since he wouldn’t want that for her. “ yeah, like, a little patch right in the middle, or… a reverse mohawk or something. in a weird way, i think he’d rock it. ” though realistically josh is probably 50% hair, 50% abs. if you messed with either of those… how desirable is he really ? “ oh yeah, course. this would need to be documented, one hundo percent. ” he laughs. “ i’d do whatever i needed to for ‘ the shot ’. ” though in the villa that would probably mean hiding behind the kitchen counter or something. “ really ? wanna bet on it ? ” because he simply doesn’t believe them, not at all. “ if he did, we’d see it coming. we’re waaaay smarter. and there’s two of us, so we’d have each other’s backs. ”
“Well, he’s for sure fond of you.” This conversation makes them wonder if Josh treats the two of them the same and that’s why they’re both just going around in circles. Though they do think Josh and her are closer, like, closer than most people in the villa. “Uh, not that I can think of.” Romi thinks there’s probably several people that she’s pissed off but there really isn’t anyone that she has a problem with. Maybe she would prank Angel on Callie’s behalf but that’s pretty much it. The energy around the two of them isn’t lost on Romi even if it is something that they are trying to push to the back of their mind, afraid of their own level of impulse control if they think about it too much. They have spent too much time together, getting to know each other intimately well, for them to miss the way that he looks at them when they’re looking away from him, turning around just in time to catch it. Being able to feel this comfortable again now that they’re officially no longer together feels fucked up considering how confused their body feels by the fact that they aren’t pressed up against him right now. That she isn’t running her hand through his curls while he rests his on their thigh or wraps his arm around their waist. “I think he would attempt to rock it.” Josh’s hair is such an integral part of who he is, though, that Romi thinks it would be an incredible blow at his self esteem. At his words, they raise their brows, a mixture of surprise and a sudden competitiveness. “I’ll bet on it, yeah.” Especially considering the way their friendship with Josh is going right now, they can’t imagine that he’ll take it easy on them. Well, maybe he’ll just be happy that Marcus and her are doing something together. “What if he got Naomi to help him? Then it’d be two against two, it’d even the playing field.” Romi pauses. “Though I still think we’re way smarter than them so we’d make a better team.”
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HE’S GRATEFUL WHEN SHE REACHES FOR HIM, wasting no time wrapping an arm around her as well, a kiss moving to the top of her head as she leans on him. “ it should not scare you, ” he tells her, point blank, “ and you are not hurting me. as long as we are sitting like this, and i am with you, i am happy. i meant it when i said i do not need to have all of you. ” a hand on her arm, he rubs it lightly. “ you do not owe me anything, romi. i don’t want to be that kind of person to you. i’m sorry… i’m sorry if this is hurting you, though, ” he adds, with a sideways glance in her direction. it’s not like he doesn’t notice the tears, reaching up to wipe one away carefully.
This still manages to make them feel safe, sitting with Dante this way, they shut their eyes for a moment as they attempt to transport themselves back to some moment where it was actually just the two of them and they seemed to have no problems. “I’m sorry, I know this is supposed to be such a nice and special moment and I’m just ruining it.” Romi squeezes him a little tighter. “I do care about you, Dante, and I’ve grown so fond of you over the last couple of days but...” They don’t want to say the words though they know if they let the silence linger he’s going to make up what they want to say. “If you really want to be open, I mean, if you want me to be really certain about the decision...I think we should do it.” She’s not really sure what exactly she’s going to do because it’s not like her attempt at making a decision had gone so smoothly before. It sucks at this point in the show to be having the “we should still get to know other people” conversation with someone.
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OF ALL THE THINGS SHE COULD SAY TO HIM, her doubting his words makes a wounded look cross his features. “ i do, ” he tells her, again. “ love isn’t about how much you know about someone. it’s a feeling. i know how i feel about you, and i know you do not feel as strongly as i do, and that’s okay. i understand. ” and he does, really. dante knows that unless they get into a situation where marcus is out of the picture—and maybe even back in california, surrounded by the people she cares about most—it’s doubtful that romi will ever grow to feel the same way about him. leaning forward, he presses a small kiss to the back of one of her hands. “ it’s okay, ” he tells her, gently. “ i’m sorry if that’s not what you wanted to hear. ” him offering to open their relationship up again, and him loving her.
“It scares me to know that you feel the way.” Which is the truth and maybe a better explanation than asking him to stop loving her. They watch him kiss their hand and at the same time they can feel the tears start to form in their eyes. She shifts slightly, wrapping an arm around his waist to bring him closer than he already is because it feels like all they’re doing right now is pushing him away. Romi rests their head on his shoulder. They’re not really sure how to go about any of this. How to deal with whatever it is they feel toward Marcus versus having this moment with Dante. The only other person they’ve ever been loved by in this way was Dejan and despite the fact that the two of them couldn’t be more different, she’s scared it would all wind up the same regardless. That there would be some future where they’re outside of the show and he finds out Romi isn’t at all what he wanted. “I don’t want to hurt you but I’m afraid that’s all I’ve been doing and all I’ll continue to do.”
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THIS IS ALL OBVIOUSLY A VERY SERIOUS CONVERSATION BETWEEN THEM, the most serious they’ve had in days, but to dante it doesn’t feel as bleak as he can tell romi views it as. he knows enough about the show to know that the goal is to find someone you’ll be exclusive with, to reach that boyfriend and girlfriend phase, until you get voted off or the show ends. while he can see how many people would want that type of love and relationship from a place like this, dante isn’t looking for it right now. maybe he’s just used to taking whatever crumbs of love people in his life are willing to give him, but all it’s done is made him appreciative about how a little could go a long way. it’s why he means what he says about being able to share her, and why her asking about if he loves her just makes him smile softly, nodding. “ i do. i love you, romi. ” he’s definitely not thinking about how soon it is to say that, because dante is a firm believer that if you love someone, you tell them. there’s nothing embarrassing or shameful about the feeling, nor is it something that can come too soon. love is just love. “ you don’t have to decide what you want to do right now. just… think about it, okay ? i am not going anywhere. ”
“You can’t do this.” The words come out more like a plea than in the assertive way with which they were intended. It’s a wonder they’re not already crying right now. Romi reaches to grab the hand that he has placed against her cheek only so that she can hold it between both of her own. “You don’t love me, Dante. You barely even know me.” This feels like an age old story. “I know that we’ve shared a lot in such a short time and you’ve proven to me time and time again how much you care about me but don’t...don’t say that you love me.” They look down at their lap, unable to look him in the eyes for much longer. When they said that they genuinely wanted to see where things were heading with him this isn’t what they had meant. Once again, the feeling that she’s not good enough for him (or anyone at this point, really) washes over her. Someone else would be overjoyed right now. Someone else would be just as in love with him. Someone better than her would tell him not to worry because they feel absolutely certain about wanting to be with him.
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TO BE HONEST, he hadn’t really considered what he’d do while romi continued to figure her stuff with marcus out. at the forefront of this conversation, romi’s been the only thing on his mind. eyebrows knit together now, genuinely considering it. “ i don’t know, ” he says, after a few seconds pause. “ i did not think about that. i just know… you may say you have chosen me, but it does not feel like your heart is fully in it. ” dante puts his champagne flute down so his free hand can cup the side of her face lightly, letting her look at him better. “ i know you, romina octavio. you put others before yourself. i don’t know if you really wanted to cut things off with marcus so soon, or if you mean what you say, but… it seems like things are not finished there. i want to do what you would do for me. i do not need to have all of you to love you. ”
All of this feels awful and none of it is his fault. Just earlier today they were telling Dylan that they were worried they hadn’t made the right decision but they also know that if they had picked Marcus they would have still been thinking about Dante and none of it makes any sense. She doesn’t want to be the type of person that strings him along. He’s so beautiful inside and out and it’s been obvious from the moment they met how much he cares about her. They wish maybe that they were a better person and they could care just as deeply without anything else attached. Dante is sunshine personified and she just feels like some dark cloud that refuses to move out of his way. His hand cupping her face feels like something she doesn’t deserve to feel right now, unable to help herself from leaning slightly into his touch. “What did you just say?” Romi’s voice comes above a whisper. “Did you...” There’s suddenly a lump in her throat that’s hard to swallow. “Did you say that you love me?”
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HIS HAND IS STILL ON HER LEG, thumb still brushing small circles on her skin, the physical touch between them being what steadies dante the most. the reaction romi gives is expected, but it doesn’t make him not wobble a little at her expression. maybe her question is fair, the way she phrases it, but dante’s quick to shake his head. “ nobody, ” he tells her, point blank. “ i do not want to get to know anyone else, romi. ” his mouth opens to say more, but it stalls for a beat. “ but, marcus… ” somehow he doesn’t know how to end that sentence, so he lets it trail off instead.
“So you would do what in this scenario? Just wait on the sidelines for me to make a decision?” Another decision. “You’d watch me go off with Marcus and not try to get to know anyone else the whole time?” That seems like the most unreasonable scenario and something about this conversation reminds her of Jude telling them that as a bombshell he always had to have a backup. They wonder if that’s true for Dante, too. They realize what he’s trying to give them and it hurts more than if he was just angry or upset at the fact that she very clearly hasn’t fully moved on from Marcus.