room of tranquility

be at peace 28

[mymadeleine]

Apuseni, Romania

January 2026

Yashica Me1 + Ilford XP2 Super 400

[redlipstickresurrected]

Ungfio aka Fio aka Ungfi0 aka Φ• (Chilean, based Chile) - Bike, 2026, Painting

[02void]

Remington Arms Factory - 826 Paranormal

[somedevil]

Man Ray, Rayograph, 1927

[nature-travel-photography]

Seven sisters cliffs, England - Author: moonlitflirt_

[roomoftranquility]

My bipolar people, how do I... Solve the guilt of being bipolar?

[snappingsquids]

I think the thing that helps, when I am at baseline, is recognizing that this is the rest of my life. Forwards and back I have been, am, and will continue to be bipolar. A lot of us struggle with this and it’s easy to feel and frame it as something external that acts upon me, but in the effort to learn to love myself I have to accept these things.

The guilt and regret of my actions when I’m hypomanic or depressed is different from shame. The tangible actions and effects on myself and others can be rectified, I can be accountable to them. But the shame itself of being bipolar isn’t addressing those actions and feelings, it’s commenting on my self and my worth.

If this is the rest of my life–much like being a parent or being transgender–then I can only learn to work with my circumstances and hope to love myself one day. I deserve that and so do you. It’s taken years of therapy and I probably won’t leave anytime soon, but we can make it.

[roomoftranquility]

Thank you. It is actually great help.

[doinggreat]

STOP THE COUNT AND FUCK ENGLAND

[roomoftranquility]

this goalie is KING

[hei-omulee]

aggressive makeouts. hands everywhere.

[beautifulbizarremagazine]

Layers of emotional depth and symbolic volcanic horizon. ‘Belladonna’, oil on linen, by @talilennox captures an internal storm.

[pmamtraveller]

Fate, by Hugo Lederer c.1905.

[dankomaksimovic]

ph. Danko Maksimovic - Palermo, Sicily (2026)

Film: Kodak Pro Image 100

[02void]

12-26-2023, 7 AM

[roomoftranquility]

The sea's evaporating

Though it comes as no surprise

These clouds we're seeing

They're explosions in the sky

It seems it's written

But we can't read between the line

Hush

It's OK

Dry your eye

Dry your eye

Soulmate dry your eye

Dry your eye

Soulmate dry your eye

Cause soulmates never die

This one world vision

Turns us in to compromise

What good's religion

When it's each other we despise

Damn the government

Damn their killing

Damn their lies

Hush

It's OK

Dry your eyes

Dry your eyes

Soulmate dry your eyes

Dry your eyes

Soulmate dry your eyes

Cause soulmates never die

Soulmates never die

Never die

Soulmates never die

Never die

Soulmates never die

Soulmates never die

Soulmates never die

Soulmates never die

[ai-dream]

[roomoftranquility]

I remember ages ago I had a problem with taking time off and relaxing. After years of reflection, therapy and meditation (and a 2 years long manic/dysphoric trip that absolutely destroyed my social circle, delayed my career progress and left me completely burned out even more than I was before) I learned how to sit down and relax, more specifically I learned how to give time for myself.

But my problem now is, how do I go back to doing stuff constantly as I was before but in a healthy manner? Cuz my dear I am a sloth now.

(Seriously)

[roomoftranquility]

I'm confidently better now. Turns out getting through a period where I'm playing Aram like there is no tomorrow was part of getting out of burnout. Turns out playing Minecraft was part of regenerating after burnout. Then, I finally started reading again. Turns out that getting a gig which I'm constantly looking forward to my next shift is part of getting out of the hole.

[eroticamagica]

[meta-holott]

2024 Italy, Naples