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My favorite place to wake up is next to you.

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Me: *hasn't had sex yet*

Doctor: *runs a pregnancy test*

Me: Oh God, what if I am pregnant?

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When Jack was praying and said "Take me if you want"

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I never stopped writing about you. I don't think I ever will.

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Are you as I am?

Are you as nervous as I am

Do you want as many drinks as I do

Do you feel this in your stomach

Do you feel it in your throat

Do you feel it in your heart

Are you trying not to choke

Is the memory of us burning in your brain

Are you having second thoughts

Are we both insane

Am I reading too much into this

Will it go without a hitch

Will this little ball of fire reunite us or prove we're meant to be apart

Are you hoping for a peaceful ending or for a fresh start

When I see your face, tell me, what should I do

Run into your arms or stay away from you

Give you space, let you come to me

It's been so many years and I'm filled with uncertainty

On my way and I'm freaking out

This is a day that I've dreamt about

It's said and done, I'm trying not to cry

We both avoided each other's eyes

My body's heavy and I'm feeling weak

This was my last chance to finally speak

I feel like this was our last goodbye

I keep playing it over in my mind

I didn't expect to feel this way

I know that I miss you, it's clear as day

I don't think I could ever tell you no

It's clear that I can't let you go

I don't know what the hell to do

I just wanna run back to you

Now I'm alone and I can't stop the tears

They're flowing like I'm made of broken gears

I'm trying not to fall into a downward spiral

I'm remembering my mistakes and putting myself on trial

I'll write you one last letter, then send it your way

I'll fill it with all the things I've been too afraid to say

You'll keep your walls up, and I'll keep mine

I guess we both just ran out of time

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I am so proud of Bobby and can only imagine how difficult it must've been for him to spend a week in a church. ❤

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Six years ago, you told me I made you a better man. I then spent years crying over you and missing you. I've made a lot of progress since the last time we ran into each other. But I'm worried that if I were to see you again it would all come undone. I'm ok now, and I won't jeopardize myself again.

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Made two word searches using Harry Potter characters

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End of March, freshmen year

I get off the bus, my eyes are filled with tears

I tell you what my friend did and you drive me back to school, I feel ashamed

I stay home the next day and get x-rayed

I don't tell you about the previous bruises and threats

You don't know he'll become one of my greatest regrets

I'm not sure how I'll face him, or what I'll tell my friends

I wonder if I'll ever feel safe at school again

You know I'm scared, even though I say I'm not

So you have me carry pepper spray, the only protection I got

I see him every day in class and we still have lunch together

I blame myself and wonder what I could've done better

You wrap a brace around my chest, the pressure helps with the pain

The blow plays on repeat inside of my brain

You hear me whimper at night in my sleep

I can't remember ever feeling so weak

One year later, St. Patrick's Day

I didn't know that that night my life would change

You watched my face as I got the call

I tried to stand but all I could do was fall

The person said they were an officer and that my best friend was dead

I couldn't process the thoughts running through my head

Once I realized who it really was, I felt even more sick

I didn't know he'd play such a cruel trick

When I confronted him at school he just laughed in my face

From then on, just seeing him filled me with rage

We had many altercations throughout the years

Each time my body would shake with anger, but I was no longer ruled by fear

I wanted him to try something again, just so I could finally fight back

I wanted to prove I was not the same person he attacked

He's a chapter in my story, it's too late to make changes

But I have better chapters with happier pages

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Whenever Maeve was on the screen, I was crying. 😭💔❤

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Crying over a string of pineapple lights 😭🍍

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Season 2 v. Season 15

Season 2:

Reid and JJ: *split up*

Reid: *gets kidnapped, tortured, and becomes addicted to Dilaudid*

Season 15 (premiere):

Reid and JJ: *split up*

JJ: *gets shot multiple times in her torso and almost bleeds out in a parking garage*

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Man is not what he thinks he is, he is what he hides.

- Andre Malraux

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Final season of Criminal Minds premieres tonight. CM (from what I remember) was the first fictional show that made me cry. Episode 8x12 (Zugzwang). After it was over, I was just sitting there crying. My mom and brother were looking at me like I lost my mind. I've adamantly refused to watch that episode again.

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