#saying goodbye

[missinyouiskillingme]

No amount of time with you was ever enough.

[internetsavi0r]

Goodbye my Angels!

Hello and farewell my angels!

I suppose the hate has got to me.. I feel as if an old scar has been ripped open and many more have appeared. I cannot continue being here with a healthy mindset. knowing so many seek death upon me.. it hurts.

I truly was recovered for more than a year!.. but I just feel so worthless now. What good am I to anyone if in their eyes I am just a burden?

hah.. it's ironic huh? The savior that couldn't save themself..

I suppose I just can't take it anymore. I can't take this hate. I can't take this pressure! I can't take and take more from anyone anymore.

I am what I fear. but no longer shall I stress! I have to find my own eternal peace now. somewhere where no one will hate me, somewhere no one will hurt me, somewhere I can be left behind.

I'm truly sorry for how I healed everyone while not being able to heal myself anymore. I'm sorry I lied and said everything was fine.

I couldn't save myself, but it's okay! I think this time I have to go, somewhere far away from this life, my life. Please do not cry angels!

this is entirely my fault, for which I shall weep from wherever I go. I will weep enterally, rain dropping to the ground.

I will leave this place behind, but the world will continue on. So promise to take care of yourself, okay?

[bestboycaps]

[mummygolucky]

"It's so hard to say goodbye.

But yesterday's gone

We gotta keep moving on

I'm so thankful for the moments

So glad I got to know you..."

This last season isn't as good as I'd hoped.

And the circus surrounding Sam (and Caitriona) doesn't help matters much.

But,

There are only two more episodes left. And that's it. No more Outlander.

I was going to post this over the weekend, but I decided to wait for the noise to blow over.

And despite the shit show of the series and their ongoing innuendos and games,

It's probably the last time we'll see Sam and Caitriona on screen together as Jamie and Claire. (As far as we know)

And that's kind of hard to swallow. (For me at least)

They've said their goodbyes to the characters almost two years ago when they wrapped filming.

But we are saying goodbye now. Not only to these wonderful characters but to the Sam and Caitriona we used to know and love.

I don't know if I'll stay here or not after the show is over, that remains to be seen.

But I couldn't just ignore the end without some sort of message of my own.

So this is my tribute to them, to Sam and Caitriona, and their portrayal of Jamie and Claire, and to this Outlander journey we went on together, through highs and lows.

I know it sounds mushy and sentimental, and perhaps I am. But I can't help how I feel.

[juniperlovesjupiters]

... I can't stop bawling my eyes out.

[softmarchdreams]

sometimes i think

the grief would be easier

if you had died.

instead,

you are alive somewhere,

and i have to live with the fact

that you chose a life

without me in it.

[blondebrainpowered]

The Wizard of Oz, 1939

[luminarai]

Can you teach me how to say goodbye?

For Hampus.