maladaptive garden of Ed.en @rosed-thorns-andbruisedbones - Tumblr Blog

Im so scared

Always so terrified

This is why i romanticize

Because if I don’t appreciate the beauty of the horror movie then it’s just horror

Just terror

rotting-bitch

I would sacrifice pieces of my flesh but I’d still be considered selfish for wanting to keep my bones

forestaflame

i want to get my shit together so badly

i also want to just give up

forestaflame

i want to get my shit together so badly

i also want to just give up

forestaflame

i want to get my shit together so badly

i also want to just give up

givemeantypsychotics

me fighting the urge to be such a bitch to someone bc i'm overstimulated and anxious

originalferal

How are your lips not shivering with everything you're not allowing them to speak? How are your eyes not filled with tears when they're not allowed to express? How is your heart still beating with all the burden that has been weighing on it?

robyns-rambling

I am sick and tired of being sick and tired.

bpdbimbo

sorry for showing symptoms of the disorder i told you multiple times I have. Do you want me to kill myself?

deathcoredoggy

One minute you’re recovering so well, feeling like life is worth living and you are worth loving. The next you are alone again, feeling 13 years old and harming yourself, reminded of why no one could ever like you in the first place. I fear I will always return back to that person…

imitationgod

ahhhh so the guilt is NOT supposed to be neverending and haunting and constant and persisting beyond a doubt over even the most menial of things that i would not be upset at someone else for. i understand now.