Astriferous Melodies

Sheep. She/Hers. 🌟 Forever a lover of the human imagination. Secret faerie princess, writer of lost words, wonder aficionado.

[rosefaerieprincess]

the last post on this blog was about how deeply depressed i was, how suicidal i was, how everything was terrible. life has changed so dramatically and completely in so many different ways, i can’t even quantify it.

[rosefaerieprincess]

dusting off this old blog from 2019 after

a pandemic, murder hornets, massive riots, an attempted coup, destiel being canon, ukraine getting invaded, all of texas just being texas, twitter, omicron

getting my eyes fixed, working remotely, changing states, family having a nervous breakdown, auntie dina dying, biden, becoming a proper accountant

beginning studying for the CPA/CIA/CAMS, having trouble with it, losing friends, gaining friends, quitting WoW, playing FFXIV, learning to enjoy books again

getting on new funky kinds of medication, trying weed

[rosefaerieprincess]

god i’m so insanely depressed, i slipped back into the old self destruction thoughts and had to catch myself before it went any further

time to slip into another depression nap

[rosefaerieprincess]

on one hand I really hate capitalism and I hate the structures of wealth that make it near impossible to climb up the ladder and become capitalists

but at the same time, because of Poverty(tm), I want nothing more than to become the capitalist, which is an inherently jealous contradiction

[spellchased-deactivated20210321]

by @cocorrina.co

[uncawanwo]

Martyr in the Catacombs by Jules-Cyrille Cave (1886) - The funeral of Padme Amidala, Star Wars: Revenge of the Sith (2005)

[corezi]

what TLJ probably meant: poor Kylo Ren look he had a reason to come into the Dark Side his own uncle tried to kill him :’((( it’s also all Luke’s fault, blame him, he gave up on Ben so easy!!

what I, an intellectual, learned form TLJ: if Luke “there is still good in you dad Vader” Skywalker takes one look at Ben Solo’s mind and thinks this one is irredeemable then well, shit, I absolutely believe him

[shemii-draws]

I was watching The Mandalorian last night and I can’t even. Baby Yoda is the single best thing 2019 had to offer.

[icpe]

The mandalorian, doodles 3

[lmaonade]

isn't soup really bad?

oh i’ve never felt so violent take it back

[the-real-numbers-deactivated202]

East coast people pass Midwest people in a store and the Midwest people will strike up a conversation and the east coast people will get all creeped out cuz of how the weird strangers are trying to ask them questions when they're just minding their own business

[the-real-numbers-deactivated202]

I'm east coast people

[mrp3nguln2]

Im midwest people

Hows that local weather been treating you, huh? Hoo boy, ive sure been experiencing local circumstances

[the-real-numbers-deactivated202]

*crouches to a defensive stance in the middle of fucking costco*

[the-real-numbers-deactivated202]

[kristmaskiller]

This is southeast coaster erasure. We will be trapped in conversation until one of us dies.

[obstinatecurator]

Midwesterner: Mornin neighbor

East coaster, immediately regressing into a Nathaniel Hawthorne character: Father warned me there were devils outside the Township

[gayasfuck-universe]

West coaster with earbuds in in the middle of Costco: y'all hear sumthin?

[the-real-numbers-deactivated202]

East coast people pass Midwest people in a store and the Midwest people will strike up a conversation and the east coast people will get all creeped out cuz of how the weird strangers are trying to ask them questions when they're just minding their own business

[the-real-numbers-deactivated202]

I'm east coast people

[mrp3nguln2]

Im midwest people

Hows that local weather been treating you, huh? Hoo boy, ive sure been experiencing local circumstances

[the-real-numbers-deactivated202]

*crouches to a defensive stance in the middle of fucking costco*

[the-real-numbers-deactivated202]

[kristmaskiller]

This is southeast coaster erasure. We will be trapped in conversation until one of us dies.

[obstinatecurator]

Midwesterner: Mornin neighbor

East coaster, immediately regressing into a Nathaniel Hawthorne character: Father warned me there were devils outside the Township

[gayasfuck-universe]

West coaster with earbuds in in the middle of Costco: y'all hear sumthin?

[hamncheeseattack-deactivated202]

what a moodboard

[gabelandeskog]

flyers on the worst thing they’ve been called on the ice

[jakeoettinger]

angery

PHIvsMTL 11.07.2019

[appletreeshade]

Are you kidding me

[jakeoettinger]

he really put his whole body into yelling ‘fuck’