Scattered Thoughts and Important Things

[kalpico]

i hate that i’m so absent as a person. i don’t start conversations. i can barely maintain them. i’m so weary and spaced out all the time to the point where i can’t even keep up small talk and i’m just so disappointed in myself

[buumblegum]

what’s poppin i have a deep, empty loneliness i can feel in my bones and i don’t know how to function

[tiredbtw]

*spends all of my time alone* perfect! but why am i crazy

[homietwt]

[logarto]

call me boring and vanilla but i lov… romantic relationships built on friendships

[babyphat05-deactivated20250613]

Have y’all created your 2020 vision boards yet? Have you purchased a 2020 agenda/planner yet? Did you buy a 2020 manifestation journal yet? Did you thoroughly write down your goals for 2020 and what you hope to accomplish yet? A new year is coming up, please make sure you’re more than prepared so that this year will be different from the last year.

[virgoasf]

[curlsandstems]

I need this.

[poni1kenobi-deactivated20250915]

Reblogged last year, hoping it comes this year

[fairycosmos]

sharpay was right: this is not what i want. this is not what i planned. and i just gotta say. i Do Not understand

[silk-fleur]

2020 is more flowers, more rosé, more perfume, more pink, more dance, more lingerie, more skincare, more healthy food, more books, more gardens and more self love.

[midas-mars-deactivated20130531]

[deadbeatmaker]

Not to be like “we live in a society” but I think a lot of people’s mental health would be significantly less fucked if they didn’t have to function in a system that forces them to think about their value as a human being as based on how productive they are/how much money people can make off them

[ilovetoodeeply]

i distracted myself and thought i was healing

[royal-mortician]

opposite of depression nap. depression awakeness. refreshing the same three websites over and over. there’s nothing new on any of them. eight seconds have passed and it feels like a century

[sasoraye-deactivated20200129]

i want people to unknow me

[thoughts-in-shower]

Depression/anxiety convince you that both everyone and no-one cares

[justavpdthings]

I once said to my therapist after a particularly hard week, “I wish I could just fix all of my problems and move on to live a normal life” And he looked at me and said, “There is no finish line”.

Those words felt like a stab in my heart, but they were words that I desperately needed to hear. There is no finish line to my problems. It’s not possible to get through a certain point in life and have my problems simply disappear. And it’s unhealthy to think that way. Up to that point in my life, that’s what I though recovery was. I thought it was like working your way forward until it seems like your problems never existed in the first place.

The finish line does not exist. Instead, everyone has a capacity for recovery. You may never completely rid yourself of whatever causes you pain, but you will move miles from where you started. Don’t set your expectations too high and create that theoretical finish line in your life, or you will only end up chasing it. Instead, focus on your own capacity for recovery, and be proud of yourself for every step you take.

[septemberequinox]

blessed samhain! the veil is thin and so is my damn patience