rewatching the rowl stream where he and hax attempted a blindfolded run and i wanna say this was the first stream where we had extended facecam of hax since lfi (correct me if im wrong) but unlike lfi it's clear he was a lot more himself in this stream (since there wasn't any pressure of competing or face revealing) so he's smiling a lot more
and ive noticed a lot of comments on the youtube vids/clips of this stream talking about how pretty hax is or how people thought it was a baddie next to rowl at first and it got me thinking like
imagine infume and hax being good friends and infume knows he likes talking to hax and watchpartying with him and playing events like bwob with hax, but infume has never really seen hax's face. then one day they meet irl and infume thinks hax is a girl and gets nervous lmfaooo but then realizes it's hax and they start chatting and the chemistry is all there and its even better than talking over discord
but infume cant help shake the fluttery feeling in his stomach because this is hax the guy he loves talking to and now he's here in front of infume and he's so so pretty, infume doesn't know what to do with himself. and then hax laughs and it's so over for infume because his smile is gorgeous and how the hell is infume supposed to go back to faceless vcs after this?
idk something abt infume losing his mind over how pretty hax is just makes sense to me ykwim. like who wouldn't be smitten:
(also thinking about how when infume had to call his mother on mother's day, he put on the bluest pikmin video of this stream on screen to keep chat occupied. he was watching it while calling his mom... bro turned facecam off but i just know his ass was blushing the whole time)
Am I even really gay if the guy I have a crush on is hax? -ınfume, probably
Did you know that your writing is FIRE? Like omg suuuuuuch a good concept. I think there is a manga that's about like "the guy she was interested in was actually a girl" and this is kinda the inverse of that. ınfume's thought process is basically: that girl is really pretty -> that girl is a guy -> that guy is my good friend hax hackıngnoıses -> god hax is really pretty. As someone who is also smitten for hax believe me man I get you
(I remember that lmao do you think he ended the call with his mom but kept watching for a while afterwards? Maybe he sat there silently, just staring at hax, not even realising he was doing so until thoughts of how pretty he was popped into his head, snapping out of it and trying to ignore it, to not think about it, to hold off on the urge to open the video back up and just stare at hax some more..)
Actually more thoughts, ınfume becoming obsessed with wanting to see more of hax but there is only so much content with facecam of him out there (hashtag relatable) he doesn't have it in him to just ask to facetime with him or whatever, and also that would make him sound like a weirdo, when all he wants to do is stare at his friend's pretty face some more normal style, so then he tries to "subtly" convince hax to get a facecam "it's really good for content man, trust me"
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