This is an independent roleplay blog ( adjacent to the lore found at @goldcnpeaks ) for the original character KIM JOO-WON (김 주원).
A study in: system-failures, violence as the only embrace, loyalty cannot be trusted, dead but never buried, crowned by the infection, walking like an open wound & every hand feeding you poison.
im spending this evening doing some stuff for the kindergarten (mainly searching for coloring sheets bc the children are obsessed with kpdh and u know what? same.) soo.... please expect the inbox call + carrd around the weekend AKA starting tomorrow. thank you everyone for being patient with me <3
hello everyone, long time no see/heard/etc. I know that I said that I’d be back last month but a lot has happened that just prevented me from being here or writing in general to be honest. if you‘re interested what happened, I put it under a read more. That being said, my best friend has been dragging me by the ankles to go back into writing but I’m not sure if I‘ll have the capacity and time to do it here on tum.blr. I might make a full switch to disc.ord rp but… I‘m not sure yet.
There are a few reasons why I’m simply not able to be here on tum.blr as much anymore which will also be explained under the cut. Please know I‘m okay now but just stressed and busy and honestly a bit emotionally exhausted. If you wish to write with me or just chat or keep in contact; Please add me on disc.ord @ veevampz
Okay, keeping this short because I don’t want to make this a long thing but I‘ve seperated from my long term partner due to several personal reasons back in August; and it’s been hard. I’ve had to move back to my mom and do not have a personal space (aka a room) at the moment and probably will not for the coming years. That is because I’m in school again to become a kindergarten teacher and do not have enough money for an apartment on my own as rents are high af in Berlin.
Additionally, I had to give up my cat as he will be staying with my ex-partner since my mom has two dogs and no space. I’ve also become a full time student, working three days a week and in school two days a week with my schedule being extremely tight (usually waking up at 4am and at home at 5:30pm because I have to commute.)
On top of all that, I don’t have all of my stuff. I don’t have my computer nor furniture or other important things. I only have my essentials. My ex is making it extremely hard to get my stuff from the old apartment and I also don’t own the keys to it anymore and it’s just an exhausting process where I lowkey feel held hostage in this process.
Anyways, with all that being said — I am happy to be where I am. My job is great. My mom is being great. I love my life like this more than before but I‘m also exhausted with the things said above. All in all, I hope that I can come back once I have my computer and things here; Before that I‘ll be bound to mobile and discord.
I love you all and miss you guys so much. Stay safe, healthy and happy ❤️
but what if this is an inbox call 👀 expect the usual joo-won shenanigans, but if you want a specific genre (fluff, spice, gore, horror, hurt, etc.) be sure to specify! and if you’re a multi, please specify a muse on your end as well ❤️
hello everyone, I’ll be gone from tomorrow till Saturday because I’m gonna be spending it at my mom’s place. I probably won’t get on pc today because I’m simply too tired + battling headaches due to the sudden heat spikes here. I’ll be lurking for the most time and drafting replies when/if I have the time. I wish you all a wonderful week ❤️
would he treat me right or do I need to run for the hills, asking for a friend ( me, yasu, I’m the friend )
ᴜɴᴘʀᴏᴍᴘᴛᴇᴅ. ░ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏꜱ ᴀᴄᴄᴇᴘᴛɪɴɢ — @dayscorch
THIS IDIOT ?!?
Me, lowkey thinking of this simple question too long and not coming out with a definitive answer be like . . .
Honestly, it's really hard to tell with Joo-won but I'd generally say to stay away because of his vast amounts of red flags. He's insecure with a god-complex & spends most of his time beating people up for a living . . . OR WORSE. Not really the settle-down, bring home to your parents kind of guy 😭 But through plotting with other people, I do believe he has softer spots for certain people. He's also quite protective over people whom he deems 'his'. But y'know, then we're getting into that whole possessive kind of thing . . . It's hard to tell. I say 'stay away from the rot man' but deep down . . . Would™.
" has anyone been soft with you? " the questions slips out with her breath, gaze molten and heavy upon joo-won's mouth as her thumb gently presses against his swollen bottom lip. it's her own handiwork, a result of her greed made physical. legs wrapped around his waist, chest pressed against his, and her other hand gripping his hair -- all she's been is greedy with him.
their journey to the bedroom halts in front of the door, and her back skims the wood. her thumb glides across joo-won's lip. chiyo tilts her head back, lashes dark against her cheeks as her eyes remain fixated. then she’s looking at him, a teasing smile stretching across her pretty, flushed face. “ could you handle it? ”
There's a faint quirk within furrowed brows as deep pools of onyx flutter to meet those of hers; A tremor within large, taped hands as they ever so slightly adjust & tighten their grip upon the plush thighs wrapped around his waist ( just shy of the hem of her clothing; not quite letting her feel ). His breathe comes once against her cheek; uneven like something snagged in his chest & it feels like the need to roll his eyes slips him. Instead, Joo-won's lips part under the soft pressure of her thumb so he can taste skin and silence both; Tongue dragging along the pad before his mouth fills into a crooked grin. "You care that much 'bout me?" His voice drawls low & deeper than his eyes reach into that of hers. "Wanna be soft with me? This been your plan all along, huh?" The amusement catches in his throat in a chuckle vibrating within his chest.
The grip of his hands tightens on her hips, dragging, needing to feel Chiyo closer against him. So, he does; sliding her higher against the door, until her spine bumps the wooden surface. The motion all grit & control, reflected in the way his gaze darkens into something unspoken. Yet, he's careful in the way he sets her there, his body close enough to cage her in without crushing. Plush lips brush her own ( not quite a kiss, just leaving the heat of it ) before he lets out a breath that’s half a laugh, half a sigh. "Don't know if I even know how to . . . " A pause, head rolling into the crook of her own; Heated exhale brushing the shell of her ear. "But I guess you'd like that — Teasin' me with somethin'? Try to break into me? Want to make me all soft in your hands so I'll be whisperin' sweet shit to you? Bet ya'd like it if I tell you how pretty you look with wet, bruised lips . . . All needy jus' for me, isn't that it?"
also, yes this post is a proper invitation to be as flirty or filthy or annoy the shit out of joo-won as much as you want. like I’m here for a good time, not a long time and welcome all of you and your lovely muses with open arms ❤️
