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Hello!!! This blog is mostly done ( The fact that it’s dash-only might change in the future ? For now I just wanna try the character out and get more into her, in cause you want my rules, they’re always over at @rottcnflower !! )

This is a semi-selective Indie Natsuki from DDL.C!!! Please like or reblog this if you’re interested!!!

Rules

#I need to be here more

mxphir

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“ I damn wish I could. “ Luc you’re rude. This is why your God doesn’t love you.

“Well, I really don’t see what’s stopping you.”

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“ My sense of self-preservation.. “

#⏪ ic | don’t play God you’re no deity - who pray tell will try to stop me? keep kicking me and see what good comes out of it #pls he doesn't want to die #⏪ Main v. | pray to God that he’ll listen; ‘cause he only plays with what’s fun. keep screaming for him

Goin to bed since I’m tired and not feelin so good

#🎀 ooc | If you walk away I'll walk away too. I won't ask you what I've got to say to make you stay #will be on discord and on mobile over at @ruinicrt

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HERO ? OR MENACE?

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“ God doesnt love us. “

mxphir

“Of course not. That’s why falling is liberation.”

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“ I damn wish I could. “ Luc you’re rude. This is why your God doesn’t love you.

#⏪ ic | don’t play God you’re no deity - who pray tell will try to stop me? keep kicking me and see what good comes out of it #⏪ Main v. | pray to God that he’ll listen; ‘cause he only plays with what’s fun. keep screaming for him

Sometimes I remember Danilo is pretty fucking black

#🎀 ooc | If you walk away I'll walk away too. I won't ask you what I've got to say to make you stay #It's in my icon but I forget bc of my rp icons sdoifjoisdfjsdf

“ God doesnt love us. “

#SDFSDFSDF #fuck off Luc #⏪ ic | don’t play God you’re no deity - who pray tell will try to stop me? keep kicking me and see what good comes out of it #Open

justyourpr0blem-deactivated2019

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“ Do I ? “ Usually he was fine, he did good enough in his wheelchair. He didn’t feel pity or anything for her anways, so he’d always make her work for him. It’s a little surprising that he does seem like he needs help, though. Since he was certainly acting like his legs worked just fine.

Not that he’d reject kindness & attention offered to him. “ Aww, did you ? That sounds bad~ “ He hummed, bopping his head to the side, giggling softly. He was probably unnerving as hell.

“Ah, yeah…” She would mutter softly. Tsubaki was too nervous to realize what she was getting herself into. Surely she couldn’t push the wheelchair unless he was light enough for her to use one hand. Her eye had finally healed and wanted her arm to heal soon so she could do things again. Hopefully, no accidents happen if he wanted her to push him. “If you think you may need it… I guess it’s bad.”

She felt sad and defeated. This always happens, where she lets herself get manipulated or beaten to do things other people wanted her to do. “I mean, it’s not big deal. I’ve dealt worst, I guess…” Something was brewing inside of her. Again.

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Danilo was definitely light enough, either way. He was pretty much as light as a feather. But if he really needed the help, why wouldn’t he go ask someone else ? It wasn’t his intention, but he was never one to deny kindness~ “ Oh, you don’t need to help. “ What ? Now that was rare to hear from him. Usually it was the exact opposite. That everyone needed to help him. But seeing someone so beaten up just hit a little too close to home.

But he didn’t feel any sympathy, he rather just felt pity. “ Have you.. ? I’m sorry.. “ He didn’t mean that. But he said it anyways.

#I'M SO SORRY HE'S SUCH A BITCH #🎀 ic | I am the monster but you let me right in. My mind is polluted. My thoughts convoluted. I don't feel pain but I feel what I gave you #Ask to tag #🎀 adult v. | I'd rather you be alive in a hospital bed but is it really living when you hang by a thread

Luc is a transguy, a guardian angel watching over a human & ends up betraying his God because of love. it’s fine, his God is a dick. He’s the original Danilo.

All in all he’s a little out of it most of the time, but he’s usually kind.

#⏪ about | a fearful angel; fighting their own God as if he had a chance of winning #Luc is obvs not his real name but leave him lmao

Luc added! Local angel joins the battle!

#⏪ ic | don’t play God you’re no deity - who pray tell will try to stop me? keep kicking me and see what good comes out of it #⏪ about | a fearful angel; fighting their own God as if he had a chance of winning #⏪ musings | I thought and thought about my meaning - we angels are no better than humans.#⏪ Main v. | pray to God that he’ll listen; ‘cause he only plays with what’s fun. keep screaming for him #⏪ God | what did I do wrong? you control us as if we’re your puppets. I’m not sure what you expected.#⏪ Self | cut them down and make them holy - forgiven on these grounds only! rise up against God!#⏪ aes. | truth is; God doesn’t care about any of us. so he cut off my wings and expected me to apologise.#⏪ insecurities | where does an unholy angel fly? I got kicked out and now everything hurts #⏪ fears | I fear the curse you put on me; the love you put on me. why make a puppet feel?#⏪ Marx | I’m your guardian angel - when you started crying all alone; I couldn’t stop myself from reaching out to you.

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Hadn’t he just been the one offering help ? She didn’t seem comfortable, so he supposed he should at least ask. He fixed his dress, nodding softly to the first answer, but then shakes his head. “ No, not really. “ He subconsciously brushes over the ring on his finger. Which made him smile. “ You just looked worried. “ He bopped his head up at her, rocking his legs up and down from in his wheelchair.

If it hadn’t been for how she acted and appeared, perhaps this conversation wouldn’t have happened in the first place. But she couldn’t exactly remove the cast unless she wanted her arms to be healed wrong. “A-Are you sure? I could always help push you, I guess.” She couldn’t control the stuttering nor the miniature sweat drops trailing down from her forehead occasionally. “No… I’m just sick and recently gotten into an accident at school, I’m okay, though. You don’t need to worry about me. But you seem like you need help…”

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“ Do I ? “ Usually he was fine, he did good enough in his wheelchair. He didn’t feel pity or anything for her anways, so he’d always make her work for him. It’s a little surprising that he does seem like he needs help, though. Since he was certainly acting like his legs worked just fine.

Not that he’d reject kindness & attention offered to him. “ Aww, did you ? That sounds bad~ “ He hummed, bopping his head to the side, giggling softly. He was probably unnerving as hell.

#🎀 ic | I am the monster but you let me right in. My mind is polluted. My thoughts convoluted. I don't feel pain but I feel what I gave you #🎀 adult v. | I'd rather you be alive in a hospital bed but is it really living when you hang by a thread

justyourpr0blem-deactivated2019

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“ Do you need help ? “

“N-No, I don’t…” The schoolgirl replies, orange eyes averting their gaze from the shorter one. She wanted to rub her shoulder to release any stored anxiety from that question, but she couldn’t due to it being broken. “…Do you need any help?” She could feel herself sweating nervously.

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Hadn’t he just been the one offering help ? She didn’t seem comfortable, so he supposed he should at least ask. He fixed his dress, nodding softly to the first answer, but then shakes his head. “ No, not really. “ He subconsciously brushes over the ring on his finger. Which made him smile. “ You just looked worried. “ He bopped his head up at her, rocking his legs up and down from in his wheelchair.

#🎀 ic | I am the monster but you let me right in. My mind is polluted. My thoughts convoluted. I don't feel pain but I feel what I gave you #🎀 adult v. | I'd rather you be alive in a hospital bed but is it really living when you hang by a thread

Y’know what I’m gonna do? Is work on adding Danilos first life

#🎀 ooc | If you walk away I'll walk away too. I won't ask you what I've got to say to make you stay #uwu

Sometimes I remember how much I love my two gays................. Danilo loves his husband sm

#🎀 ooc | If you walk away I'll walk away too. I won't ask you what I've got to say to make you stay

@justyourpr0blem liked for an one-liner!

“ Do you need help ? “

#🎀 ic | I am the monster but you let me right in. My mind is polluted. My thoughts convoluted. I don't feel pain but I feel what I gave you #🎀 adult v. | I'd rather you be alive in a hospital bed but is it really living when you hang by a thread

hm

#🎀 ooc | If you walk away I'll walk away too. I won't ask you what I've got to say to make you stay #Idk what to do here tbh #I feel like people don't care about my ocs sdfsdfsdf

fumus

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“ Being capable of doing something doesn’t mean you should do it. Gods aren’t born into their role worthy. It’s not a matter of who’s more worthy of being who they are. “ He knew well enough how it looked like when a God stripped their flower of its thorns living in Liliyas world. “ Just because you can do something doesn’t mean it isn’t shameful to do it. “

“By your logic, just because you speak doesn’t mean you have comprehensive knowledge on the subject you talk of. People are electric from all walks of life and comparing deities positions and what they did to obtain them is shallow and short-sighted. I owe you explanation the least.” The deity pulled his cigarette away,smoke billowing out between sentences. “I do what is necessary. At the base, people are function over emotion.”

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“ Now, who said I’m shaming you for anything you’ve done ? “ At the most, he’d agree. He had fun manipulating others. “ You act like I’m naive about the world around me. “

“ The means don’t justify the ends, haha~ “

#🎀 ic | I am the monster but you let me right in. My mind is polluted. My thoughts convoluted. I don't feel pain but I feel what I gave you #🎀 dsp v. | what is happening to me? Tell me what does all this mean. So far away from reality is such a lonely place to be

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