Idk if anyone will even see this but i am still alive! And kinda sorta recovered¿ its a bit complicated but no i don’t restrict anymore nor do I have a desire too and i am currently at my highest weight in my whole life and i’m not even worried about it :) And i’m finally on testosterone which means i am interested in building more muscle so i will probably be gaining more weight! I started this blog and developed this disorder almost 7 years ago when i was 14 as a way to cope with dysphoria, now im almost 21 and im happy where i am so to anyone who comes across this blog it can get better ❤️🩹











