Thought a little about things while being semi offline. And I've decided I'll quit Tumblr indefinitely. I haven't missed this website one bit, I felt anxious whenever I thought about getting back and couldn't really do it.
Truth to be told, I despise the community climate here. More often than not, I feel like I'm in a highschool lunch room or something. Everything is kind of clique'y. Every other day there's some personal drama on dash and it's just not for me. Maybe it's a cultural thing and most of the people on dash are just the "typical" bubbly american and my european ass has a hard time being bubbly for the sake of trying to make friends.
On top of that, I want to focus more on my physical as well as my mental health. My glucose readings are already much better than they were in November, and I've lost almost 50lbs since then too, and I don't think sitting on tumblr and pressing F5 for new pretty fanart is going to help me in that endeavor in the long run.
I'll probably sit around on twitter a little more as I don't feel like it's as social interaction driven as this hellsite. Can just drop my art there when I do draw and then dip without feeling nearly anxious about it. Honestly, I think I could do without twitter too, but alas, I gotta make a little bit of money somehow, so I might as well just sit there.
Was fun while it lasted. I won't delete the account or my old one, maybe I feel like coming back one day.
Until then, see ya.

















