This was too good not to use as inspo for a Walter fic.
Forget barely controlled breathing, Walter could hardly stop his body from shaking. Despite the lieutenant's best attempts, he'd lost track of how long he'd been strung up. Between the lack of windows and the few times he'd passed out, it was impossible for him to be sure.
"Where'd that stoicism go, geezer?" The nasal drawl of his captor grated on his ears and Walter tilted his head to one side enough to get a blurry view of the thug's pacing form. The lawman fought through a spasm, keeping his jaw set as he levelled cool blue eyes at the younger man. "Though I gotta say I'm liking the panic I'm seein' in ya now."
Walter spat on the ground in front of him, a red splash of blood clearly visible and its iron taste spreading in his mouth.
"How many times I gotta tell you? Tell us the route and we'll letchu go. Gimme this shit-" the thug closed the gap between them quickly, making Walter flinch despite himself. He grunted as the man fisted his hand roughly in his silvery hair. "-and I'll make you even more miserable."
The captor wound back his spare fist, and Walter barely had time to grit his teeth before he felt the hand in his hair pull him forward into the oncoming blow.
"Nnghn!" Walter felt the impact knock the breath out of him and his vision swam as he was roughly shoved back. "Ahhh..." He groaned as his body swung nearly uncontrolled, momentum from the hit making it hard for his already weakened legs to keep him upright. If not for the chains painfully digging into his arms, he'd have crumpled.
"I'll ask again." The thug's tone changed, sending a chill down the old man's spine. A rough hand grabbed his chin and forced Walter to look into the steely eyes of his captor. "Where is the motorcade going?"
Walter stayed silent, but a disgusting part of him felt tempted to give in. The Major was in charge of security, Dispatch knew what to do if the route was compromised, Rookie wasn't on the detail.
He couldn't do it. Even if there were few risks, he couldn't betray his people. Politicians be damned, he wouldn't betray his people.
"TELL ME!" The sudden roar and the tightening grip made Walter gasp in pain and surprise, enough time for the captor to force the muzzle of his gun into Walter's mouth. The metal was cold, stretching his parched lips enough to open a painful cut, and if Walter could taste anything other than blood it would've tasted horrible. As it was, he was so adrenalized nothing broke through.
The lieutenant couldn't fight the fearful sob that surprised even him. But as soon as he made the choked sound, he felt tears start to well up in his eyes. He couldn't help it - and it felt like his control was slipping. Whatever meager bits kept him composed were reaching their breaking points and he'd run out of resolve to shore them up. It was keep the route secret and let himself cry, or keep his composure and risk breaking.
Fuck whatever this thug would think, fuck the inevitable bloodlust his weakness would incite. He couldn't let them know.
"Are- are you cryin', old man?!" The question was a mix of emotions: surprise, disgust, elation, pride. Even through the involuntary tears building up in his eyes, Walter could see the excitement in the man's features. "Ha! Fuck, man, look at you!"
Walter choked and gagged as the thug shoved the barrel of the gun into the back of Walter's throat before holstering it again. As the lawman swung back and forth, unable to stop himself as he hung limply in the chains, the thug stepped back. After several moments, Walter realized he'd been left alone. His body shook as he looked around, unable to help the occasional coughing sob. It hurt his throat, but not as much as it tore his pride to shreds thinking about how he must look.
'When will this be over?' The thought pushed itself into his mind - the first fully formed thought he'd had in... Well, he wasn't sure. 'Why won't he just kill me?'
The second thought made him freeze. He'd never thought that before. He'd never been so close to giving up before, either. Walter couldn't even bring himself to find a way to rationalize to himself how he'd get out of this.
His quiet sobs and grunted attempts to get himself back under control echoed in the small, dark room. The pathetic scraping of his shoes on the metal floor, the jangle of the chains and he tried - and failed - to relieve some of the cramping pains in his shoulders.
Before he could fall much further down into his certainty that he wouldn't get out of this alive, loud voices in the hall made him tense. Walter felt his heart leap into his throat and begin beating like a caged hummingbird. Desperately, he pulled whatever composure he could salvage together.
He could feel dried blood in his hair from earlier beatings, and he knew his bare chest was covered in bruises and lashes. Whatever composure was left was just enough to afford him a defiant glare at the three thugs who entered the room. His original captor, a woman with a baton and eyes like a circling predator, and a built man with cybernetic knuckles that sparked with electricity.
"Aw, man, he ain't cryin'!" The woman whined, whacking her companion with her baton lightly. The man rubbed his arm and cursed at her, but looked to their companion with the knuckles and cracked a grin.
"G'won, Bruiser. Fuck 'im up a little, just make 'im cry for Stace." He said, eliciting a grunt of compliance from the brute and a hyena like laugh from the woman.
Walter braced as best he could, his muscles shaking as he tried to tense his core and steel himself for the blow. Bruiser reminded him of the Major - he wasn't sure what other augments he was hiding under his skin. That death wish Walter briefly had became terrifyingly closer to coming true with each step Bruiser took. The lawman tried to control his breathing, but it came in hitched sobs instead. He couldn't keep himself - or his lip - from trembling.
But Bruiser didn't wind up. Once the hulking man drew up next to Walter, he was almost gentle in how he slid behind his captive. Despite his huge bulk, Bruiser handled Walter carefully, gingerly tipping the old man's head back and resting one huge palm across the front of Walter's neck. It felt like he was being held up for inspection. The lawman couldn't help but almost feel relieved. The way Bruiser positioned him, it took some pressure off his shoulders. Was he... Safe?
"Nyaugh!" A startled yelp, higher and tenser in pitch than Walter's typically deep grunts, echoed in the room as Bruiser touched his electrified augments to Walter's bare side. The old man couldn't help the full-body seize that threw him forward. But where he expected to meet Bruiser's hand on his throat, he met instead with another round of shocks from the man's knuckles - Bruiser had turned his hand at the last moment to force a connection again. "Aaaaah!"
A third shock, this time paired with a powerful punch, threw Walter into another full-body seize. This time, he couldn't yelp. He had no air in his lungs to make any sound at all, he couldn't even breathe. For a terrifying moment that seemed to stretch on forever, he couldn't force his lungs to draw breath. He felt burning in his arms where the current sparked through the metal chains, but other than that he could almost not feeling anything at all.
"Gaaugh!" A gutteral, uncontrolled mess of a sound spilled from his lips as Walter's senses came back. His body jerked and shook uncontrollably, and his breath came in hitching sobs, but he was breathing. After a few deep gulping breaths, though, his breath came short, shallow and sobbing. More tears. More shaking.
"Ha ha ha, there he goes!" The first guy's voice had been annoying. Stace's sounded like nails on chalkboard. "He tell you anythin' yet, Orion?"
"Nah, he's still trying to be a hero. But he's cryin' now - won't hold out for long." Orion said, approaching Walter again. He leaned in, whistling at the burn marks on Walter's pale skin. "Damn, Bruiser! Good shit."
"I want a go next!" Stace exclaimed, closing the gap quickly, dragging her baton against the corrugated metal siding of one of the walls, noisy clanging grating on Walter's ears as she came close. Before she could swing, however, Bruiser held out a massive hand and grunted.
"Bruiser's right, Stace, let's give him one more chance." Orion said, stepping back to give Stace some more room and get a full view of their captive. "Where's the motorcade going, old man? Last chance. Don't get uppity or I'll let Stace fuck you up. Or let Bruiser use his knucks again."
Stace made a whining sound, but lowered her baton. Behind him, out of view, Walter heard the distinctive whirring and clicking of augmented knuckles being stretched. There was no getting out of this that Walter could see.
"Was that all you got?" He spat, a shaky, watery grin spreading across his lips even as tears fell from his eyes.