KW: post-whump, multiple caretakers, night terrors
“What’s wrong? What happened? Why is Whumpee screaming?”
Caretaker A was sitting on the floor in front of Whumpee’s bedroom door. They brought the bottle of vodka in their hand to their mouth, taking another swig of the clear liquid. They didn’t answer. They didn’t even acknowledge Caretaker B’s presence.
“Caretaker A, what are you doing?” they asked. “Why are you just sitting there?”
Caretaker A slowly trailed their gaze to Caretaker B. For the first time, Caretaker B noticed the exhaustion in Caretaker A’s eyes, the resignation, the defeat.
“They have them every night,” Caretaker A explained. “Night terrors.”
Guilt swirled in Caretaker B’s stomach, a burning sensation they couldn’t shake. They left Whumpee; they left Whumpee all alone; they let Whumper take them, and horrible things must’ve happened to Whumpee because of it. But it was okay, because Caretaker A found Whumpee, traveled with them, brought them home. Except, now Whumpee was in that room, and they were clearly not okay, and by the look of Caretaker A’s face, this wasn’t the first time.
“Caretaker A, let me go in,” Caretaker B took a step forward. “Let me help them, let me fix this.” There was desperation in Caretaker B’s voice.
“No,” Caretaker A whispered. “You don’t get to help tonight…tonight you just get to listen.”
“We need to do something,” Caretaker B pushed the words through gritted teeth. They felt their hands clenching and unclenching; their whole body was alive with the need to stop the sounds coming from Whumpee’s room.
“I will do something,” Caretaker A looked away from Caretaker B again, “I just…” They sighed. “I need to wait a little longer. I need you to understand.”
“I get it,” Caretaker B seethed, “I f*cked up, I’m a horrible person; I get it.”
“That doesn’t really make it better, does it? I mean, Whumpee still sounds the same, don’t they?”
Caretaker B sighed in defeat; they lowered themselves down onto the floor next to Caretaker A. They hit the door with the back of their head in frustration. Caretaker A held out the vodka bottle, and Caretaker B took it greedily, gulping down a few mouthfuls before handing it back to Caretaker A.
“Okay, I agree, tonight I’ll just listen.”
It wouldn’t stop Whumpee’s nightmares; it wouldn’t get rid of the trauma they suffered at the hands of Whumper, but it made Caretaker A feel better; they wanted Caretaker B to feel what they felt, to feel so helpless and so sad, because their Whumpee, their sweet Whumpee, was broken and Caretaker A didn’t know how to put them back together.