your honor, caught in 4K

leo // 24 // cat person // idc about pronouns // I change my header based on my current hyperfixation :D // rouzy30 on (almost) any platform *avatar is not made by me*

[while-i-procrastinate]

I just finished the first episode of We Are All Trying Here and I feel a little f-ed up. I think the portrayal of depression and helplessness is so incredibly spot on that it's messing with my head. The kind of stubbornness that is adjacent to self harm. The feeling that you can't succeed so you'll be the 'best' at being a failure instead. The active self sabotage because at least you can be good at being bad. Hating yourself so much that you make yourself deliberately unlikable so that others will hate you too.

I've recently come out of a months long deep depressive episode and these thoughts were at the top of my mind for the better part of last year.

I feel both weirdly seen and triggered by this show.

[bellamyblcke]

it’s worth saying that koo kyo hwan is kinda giving the performance of a life time like this is what full commitment to beautiful loserhood looks like he’s eating with his mouth open he’s twirling like a ballerina he’s staring off into space like his soul is dying he’s sooooo embarrassing and hard to take and also that’s my motherfucking guy

[galactic-dragoness]

[loszeged]

[neko-mancy]

[bugmoment]

[an-eldritch-nightmare-deactivat]

[mogwaipoet]

This game, about listing as many animals as you can, is shockingly well-considered and polished for such an apparent shitpost of a game idea

hot new brain workout

[vintagewildlife]

At the end it gives you an emoji summary of your species! I got 383 before blanking: 🐎🐮🐐🐕‍🦺🙀🐡🐬🐳🐳𓅦🦆🪿🐓🐁🐦🐦𓃜🦂🐸🐛🐑𓆉🫍🐦‍⬛🐦‍⬛🐦🐦🐦🐦🐦🐆🦤🕊️🕊🪲𓆣🪲🦏🦏🦏🦏🦏🦌🦌🦌🦌🦬🦬🫎🦌🦌🦌🦌🦌🐦🐦🦒🦝𓃵𓃸🐒🐒𓃸𓃜𓃜🪱🐻‍❄️🐻🐻🐻🐻🐻🐺🐺🦊🦊🦊🦊🦘🦘🦘🦘🦘🐵🦍🦍🐀🐀🦘🦌🐙🐙🦇🦇🦇🦇🦔𓅨🐦‍⬛𓅪🐦🐦🐦🐦🐦🐦🐦🦚🐗🐃𓃜🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍𓆏𓆏𓆏𓆏🦈🦈🦈🐟🦈🦈🦈🦈🐟🐅🐯🐯🐯🐪🐫🦙🐧🐧🐧🐧🐧🐧🐧🐧🦣🦖🦎🪲🐞🦋🦋🦋🐜🐜🐜🦐🦞𓅃🐦🦅🦅🦅🦉🦉🦉🦉🕷🕸️🕷🕷🕷🕷🕷🕷🕷🕷🕷🐻🦥🦥🐦🐦🐦🪱🐽𓆏🦀🐼🐦𓅣𓃬🦁𓃜🪸🦈🕷🕷🕷🦎🦎🦎🦎🦎🦎🦎🐍🐍🦃🦃🐦🐦🐦🐦🐦𓃜𓃜

There's also a bunch of easter eggs in the game! Here are the ones I found:

And when I listed a bunch of spiders, a little spider emoji dropped into view :D

Also, this was my game over screen

Overall a really fun exercise! I hope they make one that includes domestic breeds. I'd win so hard at horse and cattle breeds.

[kaijutegu]

https://rose.systems/animalist

54 animals listed

🦎🦎🦎🐊𓆊🦎🦎🦎🦎🦎🐊🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🦎🦎🐊🦎🦎🦎🦎🦎🦎🦎🦎🦎🦎🦎🦎🦎🦎🦎🦎🦎🐸🦎🦎🦎🦎🦎🦎🦎🦎🦎

This would have been so much longer but I knew way more geckos than the game did. Gonna have to try it again when I'm at the computer and I can properly type.

[rouzy30]

https://rose.systems/animalist

116 animals listed

𓃬🐅🐆℥🐈🐩🐺🦊🐻‍❄️🐻🐻🐻🐼🦒𓃴🦇🐊🦇🐦🦏🦛🦓🫎🐿🐛🦋🐹𓆏𓆉🐟🐴🦉🦅𓅪🐟🦈🫍🐳🦑🐙🐟🐟🐟🦃🐑🐤🐐🐮🦆🪿🐁🐀𓆈🦎🦎𓅣🐘🐦‍⬛🐦‍⬛🪰🪲🪱🦀🐦🐧🕊️🐦🦝𓃷🦍🦧🐛🐜🐛🐞🐛🦥🦖🦕🦭🦦🐇🦐🐟🦘𓇼🦌🐦🐟🐟🐟🐟🐟🐟🐟🦩🐦🦜

This was so fun. Can't believe I had to stop and think about types of fish, thanks to Stardew Valley, haha.

[9fruit]

we need to bring back the simple art of just “come to my house and we hang out without an activity or pretense or meal” my friend hung out on my couch for seven hours today we just gabbed… no specific plans no activities involved. likeee let’s just hang out on my couch forever and ever amen

[teathattast]

[wizardsisananimal]

the procrastinator’s mind will invent distractions you’ve never conceived of in order to avoid tasks even a dog could do.

[victor-v]

"wow don't let the forest in, a new interesting book with an ace main character!" i said with joys. i was then shot 57 times

[scoobydooki3e]

genuinely have never related to a character more but also what the fuck was going on

[victor-v]

"wow don't let the forest in, a new interesting book with an ace main character!" i said with joys. i was then shot 57 times

[scoobydooki3e]

genuinely have never related to a character more but also what the fuck was going on

[lets-throw-bacchanal]

My 2 fav book genres are: what the fuck richard and what the fuck andrew

[victor-v]

"wow don't let the forest in, a new interesting book with an ace main character!" i said with joys. i was then shot 57 times

[julescarstairs]

Idk what CG Drew’s puts in their books but I’m fucking addicted

[cherribalm-deactivated20140609]

site that you can type in the definition of a word and get the word

site for when you can only remember part of a word/its definition 

site that gives you words that rhyme with a word

site that gives you synonyms and antonyms

[bumblebeebabie]

THAT FIRST SITE IS EVERY WRITER’S DREAM DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY TIMES I’VE TRIED WRITING SOMETHING AND THOUGHT GOD DAMN IS THERE A SPECIFIC WORD FOR WHAT I’M USING TWO SENTENCES TO DESCRIBE AND JUST GETTING A BUNCH OF SHIT GOOGLE RESULTS

[archivestorystuff006]

OMG

[dduane]

This one’s an always-reblog, because who knows who needs it and hasn’t seen it yet?

[lannisterdaddyissues]

moodboard i made for people who watched all three seasons of dark on netflix or have mental illness

[ehlihr]

coming up with aus for your own ocs is so funny like yeah these are my guys i made up but in a different circumstance. yeah no i also made that circumstance up

[solitairians]

whenever I confess to people that i feel like I am just roleplaying as a normal person they're always like noooo you don't strike me as someone who's roleplaying as a normal person at all!!! :) and every time internally im like well yes that's because I am excellent at it

[aropride]

please god let chatgpt die out like nfts did. With a fast and graceless fall into irrelevancy

[bladespark]

Like to charge, reblog to cast.

[atwotonedbird]

This spell has a very low hit ratio, so we need a lot of us to do it.