back to the topic of s5ep14 to take is that cas covers dean's hunger
dean’s hunger is not just a «hunger that cannot be satisfied». it's not that a topic with a hole in his soul doesn't mean anything. quite the opposite. but the fact is that for a moment he’s “full”
dean has always sought solace in food and women. and then, as soon as he finds himself in the sights of a horseman, all these desires close in an instant
at the moment when he simply refuses to go to a bar in search of a one-night stand, it really doesn't raise any questions. but what we see next is really interesting
first of all, I'm not going to ignore what cas and dean's first meeting looks like in this episode
dean looks bewildered. like, really
and if i’m wrong genuinely what the hell
however, as i said, he looks like he feel something. it's like cas's presence is closing that unmaintainable hole in his soul, and he doesn't understand what's going on, but he definitely notices that he doesn't feel so bad and it’s make him confused
and I would say that a hint of a hole in his soul appears when he is not eager to run to a bar full of single women. but when he refuses to eat, when they kind of NEED to eat, it's like he's full
i actually really like the theory that cas left some of his grace in dean's soul when he saved him from hell. that could explain a lot
but that’s not all. we also have a subtext
and that’s why i’m still thinking about it
the cupid meeting scene. IT’S HILARIOUS
cupid pinches dean first, and then cas. sam gets the third one, but at this point in the frame, dean and cas are already paired up
and the further we go, the funnier it gets, because then we get the next line
man i’m CRYING. and he says it while hugging CAS. oh lord
and, of course, i might be just delusional. but in this context i cant’t just pretend that i saw nothing. i mean, i probably wouldn’t have revisited this theory if it hadn’t been for the cupid scene
cause what the heck was that lol
i forever will thinking about this episode
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