do or die

I no longer know if I wish to drown myself in love, vodka or the sea." Roxanne Stanton 24 years old witch - dark magic

[magic-silver-blog]

Oh, well that explains a lot. I thought it might have something to do with me killing one of staff a few days ago.. thank god it’s just food right?

[roxanne-stanton]

Well this conversation took a turn...

[magic-silver-blog]

People are staring, more than usual… something on my face?

[roxanne-stanton]

Yeah, you've kinda got food there, and there and just- Everywhere.

[vvolfeater]

His teeth were grinding, the pain in his head expanding. Who was this witch, and why did her mere presence have this effect on him? Whatever it was, he didn’t like it, the emotion roiling through him overwhelming him. “You—— should be,” he hissed, the room growing that much darker.

[roxanne-stanton]

She allowed her confusion to cloud her mind, mainly because she was trying to force away the aching pain that was creeping in the longer she stayed to realise she didn't know the man stood before her. Roxanne was far too stubborn for her own good, inhaling deeply as she closed her eyes as if she was trying to hide away from the encroaching darkness. "Please... Tell me what's happened. I can fix this..." Her words were a mere whisper now, her fear even freezing her gaze as it refused to look up at him.

[roxanne-stanton]

Text: Alexia, I'm sorry, okay? You know I love you, and I'm a dick but I'm just so angry at the moment and I don't really wanna take it out on you, so just give me a few days, I'll sort my shit out, okay?

Text: Thank you, for apologising. I know, and you know I wish I could something to help, but sometimes you just need a break from everything and everyone for a while, you know? I’ll give you more time, you need it. And I’m sorry too, there’s no way in hell would I be able to cut you off. I’m an idiot, and I love you. Don’t do anything stupid.

[vvolfeater]

Fear, disguised as anger, boiled around him, the air in the room bristling with it. Shadows grew darker, deeper, longer, his face cast in darkness while his eyes glittered ice blue. “I said get out.”

[roxanne-stanton]

The blood running through her veins suddenly turned ice cold, her muscles ignoring her mind screaming at them to run. Foolishly, she stayed. She would stay as long as he needed her. "You're scaring me..." Her voice was quiet, almost breaking at her honesty.

[river-tams-deactivated20150923]

You do know me don’t you? The girl that can’t take anything seriously no matter how hard you scream at her? Okay, well now that is worrisome. Ha! That baby has got you so whipped, it isn’t funny, Xanne. Awe, well that is adorable. And hey, I’m a straight A douchebag. So I’m way more awesome. I do now! So I’m going to be using them a lot. Speaking of weddings, when is yours? I’m just curious. Well, I have to wait for the tank to get here, but I’ll show you, and you shall be amazed and how far my babies have come. Lexus thought we were going to die, trying to get them away from their mom, but we didn’t. Same here. It was rather, you know, lonely on the road, what with a bird to only talk too. Oh, and Lacey, but she’s nothing special.

[roxanne-stanton]

Unfortunately, I do, yeah. Seriously though, if you manage to turn this city around all on your own, then kudos to you cause shit has hit the fan. He has... He really has, and I'm not even ashamed either. You'll get it when you see him. His cute little blue eyes will suck you in, and then you're screwed for eternity. But you're my grade A douchebag so you're okay. Mine? Riv, I'm not having one. Have you named them yet? Even if you say yes, I'm going to ignore you and name them myself anyway. Lacey huh? Where did you even go? 

[wyatt-dixon]

Right now, yeah. Want me to sit here and go on and on and bombard you with shit, or do you want me to try and be nice? I’ll just end up saying something and you’ll leave, its what’s been happening lately so, fuckit, you know? Sup. That’s my new opener.

[roxanne-stanton]

I get it, Wyatt. You're hurting, and what's the point in being nice to people when all you're get is the shit kicked out of you. But at some point you're going to need to talk about all of this before it suffocates you. Just don't underestimate my ability to cut you off.

[vvolfeater]

"Get— get out." It felt like there was a spike being driven into the center of his head, images he could remember flashing. 

[roxanne-stanton]

"I'm not leaving until you tell me what's going on." Glancing upwards, the pain in his eyes seemed to fire at her like blazing arrows, puncturing her own eyes, causing them to sting, yet she furiously blinked them away. As she stepped backwards towards the door, she knew she was taking a huge risk, taking a deep breath as she closed the door. Roxanne knew it could completely backfire on her, but she was stubborn, and she wasn't going to leave that easily.

[river-tams-deactivated20150923]

Well, I am here to bring out the sunshine! Yes you. Should I be scared that you’re the one that’s been quiet. I mean, its you. You’re usually so out and about and all that stuff. Oh God, motherhood got to you didn’t it? Me? I’m fine. Nothing to complain about really. Okay so clearly I’ve missed a lot. Like a way lot. Yes, I can conjure up one from where I am now. Lexus has been helping me. You knew I was a keeper because I’d give you lollipops? I think we’ve established I’m a keeper long before that, right? Hey! The police were after me, I caused quite a stirr you know. So I couldn’t have a big wedding! Of course the shark tried to kill me, so it didn’t work out as well as I hoped, but still. I got shark babies. No we don’t. I’d like to stay here.

[roxanne-stanton]

Good luck with that, there's a whole load of rain hanging over this place right now. You actually probably should, I've not been quiet since I was... Ten, maybe. Well I'm a m- Damnit, yeah motherhood has got to me. He's just so cute and adorable and let me tell you, I'd rather be at home with him than out here with some of these grade A douchebags. Yeah, obviously. Don't you know lollipops are my weakness? Yeah... Yeah, course we did Riv. I'm still offended. That's it, you're off my wedding list. Oh my god, babies? Show me the babies. I think I'd like you to stay here too, it's nice to see a familiar face again.

[wyatt-dixon]

Huh? Oh, hey. Hang on [Runs off and get’s his clothes] Sup?

[roxanne-stanton]

Sup? Is that all you have?

[wyatt-dixon]

[roxanne-stanton]

... Hey.

[river-tams-deactivated20150923]

Yeah, and about Cam. So I took the quickest train here, to you know, be there for my friends. How are you? Hows Clumsy Dixon? Good, because we all need human moments. Okay! Next time I’ll give you a heads up, and even a lollipop. Sound good? I got married to a shark. I’d love to see him! Pfft, don’t make my ego bigger, or I’d have to leave town again.

[roxanne-stanton]

Yeah... This place is kinda like gloom and doom central right now. Me? I'm good, yeah, pretty good. I've got nothing to complain about, just been keeping to myself really, and spending most of my time with Will and Kaiden. I've been pretty quiet for once actually. What about you? You're okay, right? I actually don't know, haven't spoken to him for a while. Damn, a lollipop too? I knew you were a keeper. You got married and you didn't even invite me to the ceremony? Douchebag. Okay I'll stop, we don't want you leaving now you've just got here.

[vvolfeater]

He stepped back at her approach, pain flashing through his head, blinding him for a moment. “How do you know my name?” His voice comes out dark, rough, soaked in pain. 

[roxanne-stanton]

As he stepped back, she found herself stepping back too, wondering who the person was before her. He wasn't Fen... No, something wasn't right. "Because- I'm Roxanne." Her words came out with a questioning tone, her mind racing a hundred miles an hour as she tried to fathom what was unravelling before her. "Fen... What's going on? What happened? It's okay... You trust me." She tried to remind him, almost the distance gaze in his eyes told her that there was little hope in her reassurance working.

[river-tams-deactivated20150923]

Well in my defense, I got some pretty dark news, and so took the first plane here. Of course, I actually teleported, but lets be human for just a moment, okay? Oh no, go ahead, get yourself together, I have all day, Xanne. Missed you too, stubborn. So where is the little tucker?

[roxanne-stanton]

About Zoe? Okay human moment, yeah I can do that. Well you just threw yourself back into New Orleans! A little warning next time, yeah? He's at home with Will. Fancy coming over to see him? He's met everyone important now except from you.

[vvolfeater]

"Who— are you?" His head was splitting at the sight of her.

[roxanne-stanton]

Stopping dead in her tracks, his question worried her instantly, causing her to frown slightly as she peered across at him. "It's just me... Rox. Fen, you okay?" She made sure to keep her voice quiet and concerned, even daring to take a step closer.

[river-tams-deactivated20150923]

Dude, I missed you. Nice welcome by the way. Makes me feel at home, Xanne. So you’re no longer fat.

[roxanne-stanton]

Well I don't get a call or even a text telling me you're coming back and then next thing I know, you're stood right in front of me. A girl's gotta get herself together, you know. Missed you, freak. I'm not? Holy crap- When did that happen?!

[vvolfeater]

Yes?

[roxanne-stanton]

Relax, just me. Thought I'd come and check to see if you're actually still here since you've been quiet as hell.