[remanence-of-love]

[remanence-of-love]

[open]

[cooperate]

[brainwashvictim]

[monster2001]

[personal-inqueery]

The way it feels when it's in your head

If I'm ever meant to see you again

You should feel it too

[roxicod0ne]

I don’t know what day it is anymore. I don’t know who I am anymore and it doesn’t even matter. Nothing really matters.

[earthtodes]

[beekugou]

shingeki no kyojin s4 ep7 + details

[codeinelord]

[designedslut]

[aegao]

[especially]

[roxicod0ne]

We’re all grown up now.

Such a weird thought to go back on here and look back at everything. High school feels like an entire lifetime away. It’s such a strange feeling. Looking at all these photos from 2010-2016, I was a different person. We all were. Things will never be how they were ever again. Life doesn’t stop for anyone. Blessed to be loved, to be healthy and sober, to be in love, to have friends. To be alive. I will forever be grateful for this website, as it was my only escape from reality at times. It was the only way I was able to express my feelings, and to have people who struggled with the same things share their experiences and advice with me. 

I don’t think I’ll ever delete this blog, just because the feeling of nostalgia is something that doesn’t happen too often without small reminders. Some good, some bad but nevertheless still a part of me.

Grateful to be sober, grateful for the friends that are still here, and more than excited to see what else life has in store for me. 

[adrian714-deactivated20200501]

[danger]