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@abcdbpd
āSometimes I think you should stop talking to me. Sometimes I think you should stop wasting your time and find someone else. I donāt know if Iām trying to push you away for your sake or my own.ā
ā iāve grown into my loneliness, thank you very much
I donāt care..
I š¢ have š¢ no š¢ motivation š¢ to š¢ do š¢ anything š¢
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āIt was not the end of the world, but something inside me died.ā
ā @vvgone (via vvgone)
Supercut / Lorde
My life is run by this little orange strip and I canāt seem to get away.
I disappear sometimes. Itās my thing.
Do you ever get some crazy and violent intrusive thought about throwing your phone or attacking someone, so you put your phone in your pocket or cross your arms tightly or something, just to make sure you donāt do it??
I do this in the car, I start to imagine just swerving it off the road or straight into a building to kill myself but then I realize, hm, I really just want to only hurt myself and if I do that, then itāll cause traffic and people might be late to work or lose their job or something just because I decided to be an idiot, or if Iām walking on the side of a bridge, hmm I could literally just jump off right now for no apparent reason just because I can. Itās literally the worst.Ā
ive come to the conclusion iāll never be able to be in a relationship without destroying it.
Consistency.
No one in my life has ever consistently stayed the same, as humans we are ever changing and learning to live and adapt to the different circumstances that life throws our way. Meanwhile, Iām over here and it feels like nothing has changed for me and I just feel fucking crazier and crazier as time goes on. Iāve had people ask meĀ ācanāt you just try to separate yourself from your mental illness?ā and the answer to that is, Iām too afraid to, because what if having BPD is literally all that I am? I know itās not a fucking personality trait, but when you are pretty much a collection of all the people you have ever loved, I mean, itās kind of hard to differentiate the two.