The ceremonial Prince King of the Earth Kingdom and the last of the Hou-Ting Dynasty. Ladies. ;)
[Independent selective RP blog for Wu from The Legend of Korra.]
ok now iâm actually back and not just making a post and disappearing again. iâm sorry, i know itâs really rude to leave people hanging when theyâre waiting on threads and conversations. :(Â iâm trying really hard to get better about it despite my mental health issues but itâs still tough sometimes. iâll try not to let that happen again in the future.Â
hey. I've been having a depressive episode so I haven't been on lately but I'll try to see what replies I have to get to and stuff soon. thanks for being patient, sorry for disappearing. :(
âWe can still go.â A sloppy grin parted his face, his heart hammered in his chest. Wuâs reaction had been cute. Endearing. It had rendered Mako useless, left him smiling like an idiot, his fingers fumbling on Wuâs jacket; straightening the ruined material, cuffing the sleeves. A pathetic excuse just to keep touching him. âWe can go to get dessert, we can do whatever you want- tomorrow you can even come to my grandmotherâs for dinner if you want, I kind of promised youâd already be there-â
He was a far shot from the best of anything, but heated under the praise anyway. He peered at Wu carefully.
âI think I felt- felt this- since the night of the wedding.â He drew Wuâs fingers close to his chest. âSince you said youâd democratize the Earth Kingdom. I thought it was selfless. I was impressed. And I kind of wanted to ask you to dance, but I thought it would be weird, and there was so much press there, and you didnât deserve a scandal-â
But there was nobody around now. Mako drew Wu closer against him, and nudged up his jaw, and kissed him again, carefully.
It was refreshing to be with Wu like this, not beneath the guise of Prince and Attendant or King and Civilian but as two orphans, caught in the rain, using one another for warmth. Mako ran his hands quickly along the outside of Wuâs. He blew hot air between them.
Because no matter how vehemently Wu tried to mask it, Mako recognized the lonely look in his eyes.
It wasnât there now, though. There were tears, and joy, and perhaps the lingering danger that he would find himself spun around again. Mako laughed.
âWe should go somewhere and get dry. Say goodbye to the badgermoles.â
âTheyâd never let us in like this,â Wu laughed. He looked down at himself. âEven if I am the King, we look like drowned elephant-rats. But I bet your grandma will have us anyway. Iâd love to!â Wu was reluctant to pull away from Makoâs warmth, but he wanted to thank the badgermoles. He peeked into the opening of the cave and called out to them. âGoodbye, badgermoles! Thanks for your help!â
When Wu came back up to Mako, he took his hand. Makoâs hand was big, and kind of rough, and Wuâs was small and soft and he felt like it fit perfectly inside. âI donât care about the scandal,â he said. âI would take a hundred million scandals for you. I wouldâve said yes.â
He let his head rest against Makoâs shoulder, just for a moment. It was hard to walk that way, but Wu was so overjoyed that he couldnât help himself. Mako was with him. Mako wanted to be with him, and what was more, he liked him. âI would dance with you in front of every reporter in Republic City.â
Once they got back into the city limits, there were plenty of places to go to dry off in. Heâd sit in a dirty alleyway and still be happy at that moment. He didnât let go of Makoâs hand when they came into the city. In fact, he held it tighter. Makoâs hand was too warm to let go of.
Someone with an umbrella passed by and didnât give them a second glance. Nobody would recognize Wu as a king right now. He meant what he said, he didnât care if there was a scandal, but it was nice not to have to worry about what everyone thought of him for few minutes. There was an awning in front of some kind of shop, and Wu stopped underneath it to catch his breath. He wasnât used to walking so far, especially when he was already so excited. The rain drummed down around them, but for now they were safe from it. Wu took his hand away, only to reach up and touch Makoâs cheek. He kissed his jaw, the only part of him he could reach, and he didnât care if the world saw.
He was definitely blushing now, despite the way the rain had soaked him through and had him shaking. Or perhaps it was the nerves, Mako thought, watching Wu, and grinning. That would make sense.
He should have cut Wu off at some point, certainly he had ample opportunity to, but something in him held back. Because he wanted to hear this, maybe he wanted to hear Wuâs stupid long rant, because heâd always liked it when Wu talked in the past. Maybe Mako liked it because he didnât talk himself, not really; he was quiet and reserved and serious and Wu had always been decidedly not those things; Makoâs unapologetic opposite. Charismatic, and bold, and friendly. The type of man who would sing in the shower and press his face into the flanks of fluffy animals despite the insurmountable weight of a whole nation on his skinny shoulders.
Mako envied it. More than that, he admired it.
All too soon, Wuâs monologue had stopped, and there was just the sound of the pounding rain and the scraping of the badgermoles heading back into their cave and Wuâs breathing. Fast. Loud. Nervous.
âYou know, Iâd have just accepted a yes.â Makoâs brow quirked upwards. A strange joy filled his chest. âBut Iâm glad I got the rest of it, too.â
His fingers were in Wuâs hair. He bent his neck forward- and stayed there for a second longer, breathing, shaking, damn, so many months with the King and still, he was so nervous- before pressing his lips against Wuâs.
âUm- sorry, I-â he pulled away for a moment before leaning in again, kissing him again. The Kingâs lips were soft, and wet, everything about the both of them was fucking wet, but for once Mako didnât mind it. Nervous fingers slid along Wuâs jaw. âIs this okay?â
âOkay?â Wu echoed. âIs it okay? Itâs... itâs.... incredible! Fantastic, perfect, every good word I can think of! Oh, wow! Wow!â
All of Wuâs worries melted away with the rain. Mako liked him. Mako had kissed him! All he wanted to say was âwow!â Nothing else made sense to say. Everything was amazing. Who cared if the Earth Kingdom still waited for him, needing more of Wu than Wu was able to give, when Mako had kissed him?
Wu wanted to kiss Mako again, but he was too tall. Even on his tiptoes, Wu couldnât reach his face. He gently tugged on Makoâs collar to make him lean down, and then kissed him again. Makoâs lips were slightly chapped, and he still tasted just a little bit like fried dough, and Spirits, Wu had found a new favorite food. Wu pulled away and laughed, water going into his eyes and dripping down his face, and he was so happy, he couldnât care less about how silly a King must look the way he looked now.
Wu spun Mako around, or rather, Mako let him spin him around, because Wu was too excited and happy to stay still. He wanted to dip him, but Wu wasnât strong enough, so he settled for tugging him down and kissing him again. When they kissed, Wu felt like an airbender, because he felt like he was walking on air. Wu had never felt so good when he kissed someone before. Mako was incredible, as always. Wuâs blood rushed through his body and up to color his cheeks and wow, that was still the word for it, wow, Mako liked him, Mako had kissed him, Mako liked him too!
âMako! Youâre the best, Mako!â His voice was loud, and he was probably disturbing the badgermoles, but they could take it. He hugged Mako again, pushing his face into Makoâs chest. Wu could feel his muscles through his shirt, and it did funny things to his stomach, funny things it was okay for him to feel now, because maybe Mako felt the same. âIâm so glad we didnât go to that stupid restaurant!â
Incredible. That was the word for it. Incredible, and not in the way that had his eyes rolling into the back of his head with irritation.
It was fucking cute. The badgermoles dwarfed the King, whose warbled singing even had Mako cringing, despite the grin on his face. He cast his jacket away on a rock and let the rains batter him. They would already be soaked. It would do no good here, anyway.
Besides, heâd never touched a badgermole before.
The largest one- the female, according to Makoâs research, and sue him but heâd read extensively on them because they were interesting, maybe, because he wanted to find out just why theyâd liked Wu so much- was cool to his touch; its snout was wet and healthy and textured just the same as Pabuâs, except much larger. Mako reached out his bad hand, and hesitated, glancing at Wu- and scratched the beast behind the ears.
And the King was glowing, and his hug was warm and wet and Makoâs arms wrapped back around his skinny shoulders.
âWu, youâre not-â Wu made to pull away. Makoâs arms tightened. âI mean, I know it must be terrifying, but youâre the King, Iâm sure you can get out here again. And you can go to other places too, and meet other interesting people, and win over other enormous creatures with your horrible singing-â
He laughed, and tightened his grip, and Spirits, he hadnât had a day like this in so long, either.
âUm.â His stomach lurched. He pulled away, a torrent of rain dripping from his hair and into his eyes. Wu was a soaking mess, hair plastered flat against his head, skin pimpled with goosebumps, and eyes so damn bright Mako could swear he were looking into the headlights of an oncoming Satomobile.
âYou like me?â He asked, voice roughened by nerves.
Wu forgot to breathe for a second. Oh. Caught up in Makoâs embrace, he had almost forgotten heâd said it out loud.
âOf...â The words caught in Wuâs throat. âOf course I like you. Who wouldnât?â He wanted to soften it, say it was because they were friends, but it felt like a lie, and Wu had never been a very good liar. Mako would see right through him, like he already did.
He looked down, afraid to meet Makoâs eyes. Wu knew Mako couldnât see anything in someone like Wu, but it still hurt, the rejection burning under his skin before he even got it. Rejection had never really mattered to Wu before. No matter how awkward Wuâs flirting was, there were always a hundred other girls who wanted to date royalty, after all. He guessed that was another way Mako was different. âI mean...â Wu tugged at his wet sleeves, looking down at his hands. âI-I like you a lot. So much.â He closed his eyes, bracing for Makoâs distaste, cutting him off before he could even say it. âI know, itâs too much...â
One of the badgermoles snorted, making Wu look up. The other ones had started to wander off back into the cave, without Wuâs singing to keep them occupied, but the first one had stayed. Wu was pretty sure it was the one that had let him ride it. Its sightless gaze made Wu feel braver. He straightened up and managed to look Mako in the face. Makoâs cheeks were flushed from the rain, his hair out of place, his eyes like a fire in the gray storm. He was so pretty, and so kind, and smart and brave, and like nobody Wu had ever met before. Wu had never stood a chance.
âI didnât even know we were really friends until today,â said Wu quickly. âI donât expect anything out of you, I swear, I wonât even flirt with you--I like girls too, but not as much as I like you, and I think I have forever, ever since that day in Little Ba Sing Se when you told me Iâd be a bad king--because you actually cared enough to think I could change, and nobodyâs ever--I mean--â The words were pouring out of Wuâs mouth as fast as he could conceive them, and he felt like he was digging himself in deeper, too much like a badgermole, but he couldnât seem to stop. He was too afraid to let Mako get a word in edgewise. âNobody really cares about me, except for people who have to, because Iâm King, and you--you make me feel... like I can be a better person. Someone whoâs worth caring about.â
Wu balled his hands into fists, so tight even his manicured nails were digging into his palm. He made himself breathe.
â... I just think youâre the greatest guy in the whole world, thatâs all.â Wu smiled weakly. âPlease donât be mad.â
The rain made the city soft and quiet, muffling the sounds of the Satomobiles to Makoâs right as they walked and frightening the citizens indoors. It was warm; the clouds carried summerâs residual warmth even though the trees told him it was autumn, and Mako found he didnât mind the droplets sliding down his nose, his jaw, the back of his neck.
His jacket was a poor cover. They should have stopped into a convenience store for an umbrella. But it was comfortable, even if his flesh prickled a little more than it should have to have the King so close to him. Mako caught Wu as he slipped on instinct alone- years of practice, really, he wanted to comment- and removed his fingers from Wuâs waist quickly.
Wu was soaked too, his hair was laden with water, coiling into a mess of curls rather than the usual wave and flopping unceremoniously into one of his eyes and before he could stop himself, Makoâs fingers were in it, touching it, arranging it.
âI think it looks better like this, actually.â He shrugged, and smiled, and continued onward.
They wouldnât have a long walk to the city outskirts. Already, the buildings were becoming sparser while the mountain foliage thickened. The streets cleared of Satomobiles while the rain continued its incessant battering on the city below. Mako caught an inquisitive glance from the King as they stepped past the sign designating the cityâs limits.
âJust trust me.â
The sidewalk became a maintained trailhead. Not long after, they stepped off of it entirely, and descended a grassy hillside. Makoâs chest tightened with anticipation. Heâd only been here once before, out of curiosity alone, desperate to affirm a rumor at the Force that had been running rampant. Badgermoles, this close to the city. Heâd thought of Wu. Heâd had to see it.
The entrance to a towering cave greeted them at the far end of the hillside. Mako stopped just at the entrance, peering in.
It was dark within; unnaturally smooth walls stretched back as far as his eye could see. The smell of wet animal tinted the air.
They were here.
âThere were rumors some months back about a family of badgermoles not far from the city limits,â he explained to Wu. âTwo adults, and a litter of kittens. I checked on it in the library. Usually, theyâre reclusive creatures. They hate stimulation and noise and vibrations in the earth so they settle far away from people. These ones must have been acclimated. I figured they were, you know.â A nudge to Wuâs shoulder. âYours.â
âMako!â Wu gasped, his hands going to his face. âTheyâre--! What! Aaah!â Wu couldnât form a coherent sentence. He was too excited, and too overwhelmed. Why did Mako have to be so nice to him? Wu couldnât take it.
Wu watched the cave entrance for a minute, trying to collect himself. If they had a litter, the badgermoles probably wouldnât like it if he came further in, but he knew just how to make them come out. Wu hummed a little tune, and sure enough, after a few moments, one of the badgermoles poked its head out curiously.
Wuâs heart jumped in his chest, and he wasnât sure if it was because of the badgermole or Mako. Wu hadnât seen a real badgermole since Kuviraâs attack on the city, let alone the same badgermole. He inched closer, still humming, and the badgermole moved the rest of the way on its own. It put its snout under Wuâs hand, then nosed his stomach, almost knocking Wu down. âWoah, there,â he said, laughing, and the badgermole cocked its head at Wuâs lack of singing. He looked to Mako for just a second. He was watching with a look on his face that Wu didnât know how to read.
When Wu stepped away from the badgermole, it followed him with its ears. Wu took Makoâs wrist and gently moved his hand to the badgermoleâs snout. âHe likes you,â he sang, completely off-key, moving to scratch the badgermoleâs chin. âAlmost as much as I do.â
Wait. Why did Wu have to say everything that he thought? Well, it was too late now. He moved on to sing about something else as quickly as he could: âThese badgermoles know me,â and as he sang it, the other badgermole appeared, peeking out from the back of the cave. A relatively tiny little baby followed it, only just growing in its fur. It bobbed its head along to Wuâs song. Wu hummed as they drew closer. The baby stared at him with blind eyes. Wuâs face hurt from smiling.
The original badgermole was pushing its huge head into Makoâs hand now, relaxed and docile from the singing. The giant creatures dwarfed the two of them, and as long as he kept humming, it didnât seem to mind when Wu pushed his face into its fur. He felt like crying, he was so happy. He didnât want Mako to see that heâd teared up again. At least his wet hair was still dripping water down his face, so that the tears could pass for the rain.
Wu pulled away from the badgermole and wiped at his eyes. âIâm scared,â he admitted, pushing his hair out of his face. âIâm going to have to go back to doing everything a king is supposed to do, and I'm afraid Iâll never have a day as good as this again. But who cares?â Wu hugged Mako on impulse. âThank you, thank you, thank you!â
I never went to acting school. Everything Iâve learned, Iâve learned from great directors and my co-stars. Acting is about honesty. When I began, I was trying to squeeze as much emotion out of roles as I could and get big laughs. Now itâs about doing less, cutting away the fat.
Wuâs mother smiled at him, kneeling down to his level. âYour father and I are going away for a bit, my darling prince.â
âI know,â said Wu. âYouâre going for your winter trip.â Every winter, his parents went to visit the southern colonies, to make sure everything was fine down there for his great-aunt, the Earth Queen. âI feel better today. I can go with you. I havenât even coughed for weeks, you can ask Guang, Iâm not lying. We went outside yesterday and I ran through the garden and I didnât even get dizzy. And Guang said--â
âYouâre rambling again, Wu,â said his mother gently.
âDad? Canât I go this time?â
Wuâs father shook his head, patting his son on the head and ruffling his hair. âYou know you canât, Wu. Itâs too far away for you to travel.â
She felt his forehead. âYouâre warm. Youâre getting too excited. Go sit with Guang, and weâll be back when spring comes.â She hugged him briefly, and he buried his face in her shoulder, breathing in her perfume. She pulled away and kissed Wuâs forehead, standing up and dusting herself off. His father smiled at him.Â
âI love you,â said Wu.
âWe love you too, son,â said his father. âNow go play. Weâll see you next year. Guang, can you take him?â
Wuâs nanny, Guang, appeared out of nowhere and took Wuâs tiny hand. âCome along, Your Eminence. Itâs time for your history lesson.â
~~
â...And she said that I was so handsome, and I think she really liked me, Mom, not just because Iâm a prince--â
âYouâre rambling, Wu,â said his motherâs voice over the phone. The familiar phrase made shame pool in Wuâs stomach, like he was a little kid again. Heâd just turned nineteen, not six. âIâm glad youâre having fun at University, dear.â
âIs Dad there?â
âHeâs in the other room. Heâs busy with work, but Iâm sure heâll be able to talk to you next time.â
âOh... alright.â Wu had wanted to ask him about the girls he met at University. How to tell when they really liked you, or when they just wanted you to buy them stuff. âIâm doing great in Earth Kingdom History, by the way. I got a good grade on my last essay. Someone said itâs cheating to write about Earth King Kuei, since heâs my great-great-grandfather, but I still got an A-. And in Political Science--â
âWu,â said Mom, a slight warning in her tone. Wu must have been rambling again. He shut up.
Wu heard his fatherâs voice in the background, muffled. Itâs time to leave for the gala. Wu frowned. They always left so quickly.
âI need to go, honey.â
âYeah,â said Wu. âOkay. I love you.â
âBe safe, Prince.â
âBye.â
Wu hung up. Wu was rich enough to have a phone in his hotel room, so at least he could mope in peace. He sighed and sat on his bed. He wasnât sure why he always felt so weird after he talked to his parents. It used to be something he looked forward to, but lately, it felt like a chore. The phone rang, and Wu rushed to pick it up, hoping maybe theyâd cancelled their gala to talk to him.Â
âHey, Your Majesty,â came a female voice, but not his motherâs. It was the girl heâd been flirting with most recently. âIâm at the phone booth on Sixth Street. Donât you want to take me to the party at Chinâs dorm?â
âYou bet I do, sweetheart,â said Wu, who had no idea there was going to be a party. âIâll be right there.â
âYouâll pay for the food, right? Thereâs going to be a lot of people.â
âAnything for a dame as pretty as you.â
A giggle came over the phone. Wu blushed. âAnd the alcohol, too.â
âOf course!â Wu agreed, his parents already forgotten. âIâll have the driver pick you up as soon as I get dressed.â
~~
âItâs about your parents,â said Yong, the Earth Kingdom representative.
âCanât it wait?â said Wu. âIâve got stuff to do. Homework to ignore.â
âIâm afraid itâs a bit more important than that.â
Wu made a face. âIsnât everything I say supposed to be important? Iâm a prince, remember?â
âThatâs precisely it, Your Majesty,â said Yong. Wu could hear the carefulness in his voice. âYouâre a Prince. Your father and mother were a Prince and Princess, and the rebellions--â
âWere? Did they get demoted or something?â
âTheyâre... Theyâve passed away, Your Highness.â
The bottom dropped out of Wuâs stomach. He couldnât have heard that right. His throat was dry, and he barely heard the word as it came out of his mouth. â...What?â
âThere was another uprising. They couldnât escape the palace in time, and--and Iâm afraid...â
âTheyâre dead?â Wuâs voice was small and weak.
âThe news just came by telegram. Iâm afraid it It wasnât just your parents. All the royalty in the palace...â
Wu couldnât hear the rest of Yongâs sentence. His ears were buzzing. He felt like he might pass out, like when he was a little kid and he used to get so dizzy he couldnât move. He stumbled back, and when he couldnât find a seat, he sat on the floor, his head in his hands, tears welling up in his eyes, as Yong described to him how his family was gone forever.
đ- For something they secretly wish didnât existÂ
âUh, the monarchy, of course!
Wait, itâs supposed to be a secret? ...Do I even have one of those?
I wish bee stings didnât exist! Iâm allergic to those, you know, and I barely got to go outside at all after the first time I got stung. I had to play inside unless someone was keeping a really good watch on me.
Thatâs not a secret either...?
Um...
Itâs still the monarchy, but sometimes I wish it never existed at all, and the Earth Kingdom never had all the bad kings and queens itâs had over the centuries. Wow, I could never say that to my family. Maybe itâs a good thing theyâre not around to listen, heh.
Is that secret enough?
...Sometimes I wish I didnât exist. Iâm afraid Iâm one of the bad kings, and everything Iâm doing is a huge mistake.
*cough* ...Yeah, bee stings. Letâs go with that.â
âLike birds,â Mako repeated, brows drawing together, creasing his forehead. He didnât have enough experience with parents to know what good ones looked like versus bad ones; certainly not enough to understand what was normal. But the thought of Wuâs parents galavanting off to somewhere warm and leaving the boy in the shithole of a city that was Ba Sing Se had his stomach clenching. If he was too sick to travel, they should have remained with him.
He glanced at Wu in time to catch one of the most excited looks grace the Kingâs features. Like the first time theyâd stumbled across Little Ba Sing Se in Republic City, and Wu had trailed through critiquing the placement of the objects- honestly, Mako, had the architects never even been to Ba Sing Se? Or even surpassing that, when his usual night of meetings had been canceled, and Mako had recommended they visit the theater to see Varrickâs latest, even though heâd loathed himself for the suggestion alone, because it had him seething about Varrick throughout the evening.
But he just laughed, and waved away Wuâs plea. âYes, we can go, but youâre going to get wet, and then youâre going to complain. Donât think for an instant Iâm going to feel sympathetic if you do.â
He gathered the trash collected at their table and slid it into one of the bins, and hesitated just before the door, unbuttoning his coat, sliding his arms out from the sleeves, and ushering Wu beneath it.
âCâmon. If weâre quick about it, we might not get too wet.â
âI wonât complain!â Wu lied. âOkay, maybe I will. Youâd complain too if your jacket cost as much as mine did.â
He crowded under Makoâs jacket, having to get close to him to do so. Closer than they usually stood. It set Wuâs heart beating fast, and he grinned, putting his arm up so the water wouldnât get into his eyes. The rain was driving directly down onto them. The jacket wasnât helping much, but Wu was close to Mako, so he didnât... care? This was new for him.
He followed wherever Mako led him down the unfamiliar streets. They quickly got soaked as the rain picked up. Wu looked up at Mako, silvery in the gray light, his hair messed up, bravely carrying the jacket above them even with his hurt arm. He looked focused, his eyes narrowed slightly, like he did when he was bending, or when he was checking the perimeters for evildoers, while the rain dripped in rivulets down his face. It was... cute. Wu had never thought of Mako as cute before.Â
He was beautiful, actually.
Wuâs heart jumped into his throat. Oh, no. I think I like him. Like, really like him.
Wu was pretty sure he already knew that, but thinking it as a coherent thought hit him hard. He stumbled on the slippery streets, and Mako, of course, automatically caught him. Wu felt his face heat up so much he half expected the rain to turn to steam. He laughed and pulled away quickly, putting his hand over his mouth. He thought he liked Mako more than heâd ever liked anybody.
Wu didnât know what to do with this information. He started to talk, as fast as he could, about anything. About the weather. âI usually donât like getting wet,â he rambled. âIt ruins my hair. I work really hard on my hair, you know. A king has got to look perfect. Itâs part of the job!â A king has got to be perfect. He couldnât go around falling for someone whoâd never like him back. âIâm--um--where are we going, anyway?â
Makoâs lip twitched. Despite his own complex feelings about his grandmother- despite the way thinking about her at all still had a hot resentment coiling in his gut and his fingers curling in on themselves, the immediate bond Wu had forged with his grandmother had been endearing. No, more than. Mako chanced another look in the Kingâs direction. His grandmother was a citizen from Ba Sing Seâs shithole Lower Ring, and Wu their King, and still he took the time to remember her name. To get to know her. To ask about her, in detail, even now.
Despite Wuâs various quirks, he really was a kindhearted man. Something in Makoâs chest warmed at the thought.
âUm, yeah. Yeah, it was. And that was nice of her.â His eyes had been on Wu too long. Mako refocused them on his drink. He felt soft, done in by the unhealthy food and this strange friendship and the thought that maybe his father would have been proud after all, as Mako had hoped. âHe used to loan it to me when I was cold. Said it was something Iâd need to learn to combat. Being cold. I donât think he liked winters in the city, either. He always had so many layers on, and at our apartment, there were always blankets and space heaters.â Mako laughed. âMom used to joke that it was why he liked her, too. Firebenderâs warmth. Itâs strange, how I still remember that.â
The first, trailing raindrops streaked the large window at the shopâs front. Makoâs eyes followed their descent down the glass.
âWere any of your family Earthbenders?â
Wu listened to Makoâs story with eager eyes, fascinated by how open Mako seemed. He was talking about his dad. Mako never talked to Wu like this, before. He didnât know what heâd done, but he wanted to do it again. âMy dad always used to leave during the Ba Sing Se winter. Well, I mean my mom too, both of them. I didnât go with them because I was too sick to travel. They went south every winter. Like birds.â He chuckled at the memory. âI was so excited when they came home. They always brought so many gifts, and theyâd hug me and tell me they missed me. My mom would pick me up and let me talk all about what Iâd done while they were gone, for a long time! It was nice.â
Wu had to think to find the answer to that question. âMy grandmother could Earthbend, I think. It doesnât really run in our family." He looked down at his hands, remembering how when he was small he used to ache for it, for something to tie him to the Earth Kingdom beyond his blood. âWhen I was a kid, I used to pretend I could. I tried to copy the badgermoles, like the story about Toph. It never worked, though.â
Wu finished his food, and leaned back against the booth, filled up with warm food and the feeling of being next to Mako. âIâm full,â he said. âBut thereâs dessert on that menu. This is difficult.â Wu was small, he knew, and he couldnât fit that much food inside him, but he knew whatever dessert they had had to be delicious.Â
The rainclouds made the light next to the window silvery, mixed with the soft yellow of the lamps. Makoâs eyes caught the light, flashing tangerine, tying Wuâs stomach into knots. He didnât know if he could ever eat again if this kept up. He didnât want to leave, because he didnât want Mako to leave. Heâd eat until he got sick if it would make Mako stay longer, but he knew Mako wouldnât approve of that.
âCan you show me somewhere else?â
He knew he sounded needy, but whatever. He didnât want this day to end. âIâve never seen this part of Republic City. Youâve lived here your whole life. You have to have a secret spot or something.â
âI think that glare could use some training, yes.â Shiko snickered softly, but without any ill intentions. She actually liked the King, he seemed fun, and sweet. And in any case, she wasnât sure if it was a good or a bad thing, to be taught to glare at people. That it helped sometimes, sure, but she hoped when her time came, she wouldnât have to use it.
His ministers sounded like they could use some Izumi glare though. But maybe Wu did need some better training, after all, it seemed theyâd become heir apparent around the same age, but heâd had less time actively working on this.Â
His sudden change of pace startled her out of her pondering, and she found herself smiling once more. Escaping a palace, didnât she know of that.Â
âThat sounds like a great plan, actually. The allianceâs first ever venture.â Shiko grinned, her fingers already working her crown off, and hair down. How wonderful to get rid of that overly done updo. âAnd yes, I can firebend. Azula says Iâm decent, but Iroh says Iâm better than. So donât you worry, Iâm sure I can get our backs covered.â
Her motherâs voice was loud in her head, reminding her of all of the rules, and protocolar behaviour she was stepping on here. But she put her in a tiny imaginary room in her head, and locked it. She was going out with King Wu, in his kingdom, that had to be reason enough not to get lectured, right? Probably not, but that wasnât going to stop her. Sheâd been meaning to do it alone the second her mother glanced away, so doing it with company was much better.
âCome, your highness, letâs get out of here.â Shiko pocketed her crown as she stood, fixing her dress. âYou have got to show me whatâs a good Earth Kingdom bakery, or sweets shop!â
His plan worked! Shiko seemed excited, and that made Wu excited. He stood up so quickly he nearly spilled the remaining tea all over himself. He set the cup back down on the table and tried to think. Heâd been to bakeries and sweets shops before, of course he had, right? Only in the Upper Ring, but he didnât think going to the Lower Rings would be safe, anyway. He hadnât thought to go to any since he came back from Republic City, so he had to think pretty far back.
âOh, I know a place!â He grinned, much too excited to actually know something. âThey sell all sorts of sweets. At least, I think they do. Iâve never, uh, actually been inside, but my nanny used to bring me egg tarts from there as a treat. I think I know where it is.â He started on his way out of the room, but as he did, he caught a glance of himself in the mirror. His clothes wouldnât stand out in the Upper Ring, but... he would. âI think I need, like, a hat,â he said. âSomeone will recognize me this close to the palace, and then weâll get kidnapped or something.â That was what had been instilled into him, anyway. Donât go anywhere without a bodyguard, or youâll get kidnapped, or worse. But if Shiko could firebend, Wu didnât see why she wouldnât count. Thereâs no one to get mad at you anymore, he reminded himself. It was hard to go against so many years of being told that the world was too dangerous for someone like him.Youâre not a prince, youâre a king.
He stopped at his dressing room on the way out, and dug through his wardrobe as quickly as he could. He put on the first thing he found, an elaborately embroidered green cloak with fur lining meant for the visits to the Water Tribes. He didnât want to waste any time looking for something else. He might talk himself out of it otherwise.
Once they were on the first floor, Wu hesitated. There were guards everywhere, and theyâd probably try to stop them. Not that they could, but someone would tell Fire Lord Izumi, and Wu got the feeling they should avoid that. He waved Shiko down the hall, away from the guards. âWe should... go a different way. I mean, we donât have to sneak out. Iâm the King. We can go wherever. But itâs probably easier to avoid the guards--you understand, right?â Wu still felt like he was doing something he wasnât supposed to. He was a bundle of nervous energy. There was a huge window at the end of the expansive marble hall. It was big and heavy and Wu was out of breath by the time heâd gotten it open, but it would be easy to climb out of it to the garden below. âThere,â he panted. âWe... we can go this way. â
Wu waited until he caught his breath again and then carefully lowered himself down. Of course, his hands slipped off the windowsill and he yelped as he fell, but it wasnât far enough to actually hurt much. He bit his tongue to keep himself from calling out âWu downâ when Mako wasnât here. He picked himself up off the ground and dusted himself off, giving Shiko a thumbs up.
Mako lingered back; as Wu overpaid for the food, and floundered, and then as the steaming buns arrived, waiting for the Kingâs initial assessment. The entire debacle had him grinning, interested enough to neglect his own, steaming bun, although the smell of it was making his stomach ache with his own hunger.
It was only after Makoâs first bite, and Wuâs words, that his grin faltered. Mako set the bread back on the sheet of wax paper that served as a plate, and nabbed a napkin from the dispenser in the tableâs center to dry the grease that had saturated his fingertips.
âYeah, well.â He turned sad eyes up on Wu. This too was something heâd forgotten about the little King; the regular, not-so-subtle reminders that he too was an orphan.
It was jarring⊠and then it wasnât. Actually, it was almost refreshing to have someone just say it like Wu did sometimes.
Wuâs eyes were sad too, wide with emotions and so damn green Mako forgot to swallow the last bits of sweet barbecue in his mouth for a moment.
âIâm sorry that had to happen to you.â So sorry it had his chest aching, the familiar grief heâd learned long ago would never let up, the desperation for one more moment with them, the chilling reminder heâd never have it. âIf it helps, theyâd probably want you to be happy, right? So if you do something they wouldnât have liked- but if it makes you happy- you have to think that maybe it would have been alright after all.â
The sky was darkening from outside the shopâs grubby window; storm clouds rolled in overhead, threatening and ominous. The shop quieted in an unknowing reverie of the elements. Mako slid along the plasticine booth seat, a little closer to Wu. For a moment, his fingers found Wuâs wrist, giving a reassuring squeeze, before relinquishing it.
An uncomfortable warmth crept up the tight collar of his uniform. Mako unfastened the topmost button that sat tight against his throat. This was too much, to be destabilized so quickly. Heâd forgotten how easily Wu could do that to him, too.
âEat. Before it gets cold.â
Wu saw Makoâs smile disappear, and for a moment he panicked, afraid that heâd messed up somehow. Then Mako moved over and squeezed his wrist, and Wu realized Mako just felt for him. Mako showed he cared in small ways. Wu was finally starting to realize that.
âMaybe,â said Wu. âI donât think I knew them well enough to know.â
He didnât elaborate; Mako probably already knew Wu had grown up without much interference from his parents. They were always busy. They were royalty, after all. Wu didnât begrudge them that. His nannies had never been mean to him. He wished he knew better what his parents were like, but the memories he did have of them were nice enough.
Rain started to beat against the windows of the small shop. Wu poked at his food, eating it slowly, so as to savor it. He raised his eyebrows at Mako.
âYou never talk about your parents,â he said, only realizing after he said it that he maybe should have hesitated. âI know youâre an orphan, but...â He trailed off, waving his hand instead of finishing his sentence. He didnât know what he was trying to say. He just wanted to listen to Mako talk.
Wu had never seen Mako like this before. He always just looked annoyed, before. Even when Mako first told Wu that his parents were dead, too, the man had been closed-off. Wu was a little scared. For the first time, Mako seemed almost fragile. Wu knew that Mako was still the same strong, tough powerhouse, but maybe, just this once, Mako felt safe enough not to be guarded.
Fried dough did amazing things, it seemed.
âGrandma Yin showed me the scarf that you gave her.â Yin loved the tattered old thing and had showed it to Wu proudly while they were staying together at Asamiâs mansion. The scarf was red and old and falling apart. It looked well-worn. Yin certainly loved it. âIt was your dadâs, right?â
Wu looked back down at his plate, then back to Mako. Makoâs eyes, always so striking, were soft and sad. âGrandma Yin said he would have been proud of you.â