“I wish I could hate you.” blackavege <3
There wasan almost poetic irony in finally getting what he wanted, now, stuck here, in abroken world, where all of his former loved ones were gone… Or at least gettinga sick mockery of it.
Vegeta watchedthe desecrated landscape with blank eyes, absently following a trail of smoketowards the sky, as if it would distract him from the reality of the situation.
Long strongfingers wrapped around Vegeta’s throat from behind, and on his next shudderingbreath he drew in Goku’s familiar scent. Only…
“Are youadmiring our kingdom?” Black inquired in a silky voice.
Vegeta closedhis eyes and shuddered. “This is not a kingdom. It’s a wasteland.”
Black’shand tightened around Vegeta’s neck, but his voice stayed pleasant. “Hmm, yes,it is a bit dreary, isn’t it? Don’t worry pet, it’ll be much nicer once theplants grow back and the animals replenish.” He nuzzled against Vegeta’s hair,just behind his ear, breath ghosting over the sensitive skin there.
“D-don’t…”Vegeta whispered, cold spreading in his chest and falling into his belly likelead. Black only touched him like that when he wanted to—
“Shh, stopfighting me. I’ll have to punish you then, and you don’t want that, do you?”Black bit lightly at his ear, and Vegeta curled into himself. “It’s alreadybeen over a year… One would think you’d know how to behave by now.”
Had it beenthat long? Vegeta had lost track of the days, the months… Time didn’t matter,not since Goku—
Blackchuckled when Vegeta whipped around and hid his face against Black’s chest,while clutching his shirt like a frightened child. “Why… Why can’t I hate you?!”Vegeta asked, voice breaking.
It didn’tmake sense. Black had killed them all, destroyed the time machine, causedVegeta to get stuck here alone with an insane god in a dead world and then used him—used his body like a fucking—
With handsthat were deceptively gentle, Black cupped Vegeta’s face, thumbs rubbing soothingcircles on his cheeks, and forced Vegeta to look up. “Because he is gone, they are all gone, and now I’m the closest youwill ever get.”
Blacksmiled down at Vegeta with cold grey eyes, and his grin grew while he avidlywatched as Vegeta’s face crumbled and the first tears escaped from his eyes.
The shame,the grief, the despair… those emotions all clogged Vegeta’s throat. Even a sicksense of connection and need.
Maybe Vegetawas already too broken for that.
“I wish I couldhate you.”
“I knowpet, I know…” Black rubbed Vegeta’s tears away. “But in the meantime, let’sfind a better use for that blasphemous mouth of yours. It has been too longsince you worshipped your God.”
Vegeta closedhis eyes and let himself get pushed down to his knees.
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