Roz

probably just yapping

[rozinkova]

My name is Juli and I’m 15. I found this app and I immediately fell in love with it, because the moment I opened it I saw art and I love art. Any type of art inspires me so much. I myself am a pretty artist and passionate person. I don’t paint or draw anything, but I do dance, I sing, I write poetry, I’m interested in theatre, fashion, music, video games, books, movies and I feel like people forget that is also art. Art can basically be anything that you see beauty in. I feel like this app is so much less toxic like for example TikTok or Facebook. It feels so much more genuine like you’re not just wasting your time watching 30 seconds video, but you’re actually doing something for yourself, for your creativity. Also the fact you can basically post anything without any trends being on here and just let yourself be yourself is amazing. I’m probably just going to talk about my interests on here and I understand not everyone will be interested in that content I’ll still try to make it interesting for everyone on here.

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[lyricpoint]

[oxalidee]

Trillium flower

[swagangelxx]

[rozinkova]

I freaking love my Letterboxd. Pretty please follow me on there. I’m trying to find more moots on Letterboxd and I’m honestly not very successful so far.

[immortalfleur]

haluminous_official on ig

[dridelus]

[rozinkova]

⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺

I had a photoshoot with a friend of mine. I usually have a problem with editing the photos and still capturing both his and mine aesthetics, but I feel like I got a bit better at it. Its a lot better than last time. I didn’t take photos of people for a long time now that school started, because I get really busy so its not as good as it could’ve been. I really want to shoot a night photoshoot with him, because I feel like thats gonna more his vibe. The problem is that he stays at a dorm in our school and I live pretty far away from our school so I don’t get to be there when it gets dark.

[rozinkova]

★ ★ ★ ★ ★

I cannot describe how much I am in love with this movie. It’s so visually beautiful and so detailed. I love stop motion movies and this one is probably my favourite one of all time. It feels a little like a fever dream, except it has a very realistic story. They show human and deep situations. I recommend it to absolutely everyone and anyone even though not everyone might like it eventually. It made me think and it made me feel emotions which is what I look for in movies. It made me very uncomfortable occasionally, because of how brutally realistic the story felt and how scary they made those scenes feel, like you’re actually in it and living through it. Even though I watched this movie when I was way younger and I still understood what they meant by each single thing that happened in it. I’ve only watched it once, but I never forgot any of it. Its still craved into my mind. I’m not exactly sure what genre it belongs to, but for me it was a horror. Its emotionally a very hard movie to watch. If you like movies that make you think, that make you feel something and like when a movie is little odd. This movie is for you. If you’re looking exactly for a horror. I didn’t mean it like its scary to watch but it can make you very uncomfortable in a familiar, human way.

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[loosergirlilyou]

[rozinkova]

˚✧₊⁎ 🫖⁎⁺˳✧༚

As I already mentioned I went to my favourite tea place with my friend En. She had this super cool alternative makeup on. You can’t see it on the photo very well. We both had a pretty hard day so I think we’re talking about our problems while drinking our regular tea orders plus I also had pita bread with seeds and cheese. We were both taking pictures with our digital cameras which came out pretty cute. Talking of digital cameras, I am taking pictures of my friend from school tomorrow. I might post it on here, but we will see how it comes out. He has a very alternative style so I hope I’ll be able to campture it on the pictures. Well overall it was a nice hangout, except the fact we were both pretty pissed off about how our day went, we talked it out together and left feeling way better. As always.

[rozinkova]

THE DAIRY OF A TEENAGE GIRL

I don’t want people to look at me, because if they look too deep, they might see my story, the reasons why I am the was I am and its not the fact that I wouldn’t want to be understood. I do. I just don’t want people to see all of me. I don’t want people to sew my insecurities, my imperfections. Most of all I hate when people see through me, when they really know me and remind me of who I am. I like to hide it, because it makes me stronger, it protects me from the outside world, but when someone actually sees through that untrue part of me. That’s where I get defensive. And I do think that a lot of teenage girls might relate to this. We hide ourselves, our desires, feelings, personality. We don’t want others to know us for our own good. We don’t want people to know what we did just to feel love and comfort. We know just exactly who we are, but we might never show you.

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How I be in my room writing this:

[4mookiecookie20]

i try to be nonchalant but i've only ever known being dramatic

[rozinkova]

★ ★ ★ ★ ★

I’ve just watched this movie two days ago and I feel so many emotions. The visual look of the movie is beautiful. It very much just reminds me of girlhood. I love how each character has its own story and uniqueness. I see myself in the main character a lot which I honestly don’t know if that’s a good thing or a bad thing, because sometimes I get in friendships like Lisa and Sussana had together. I also relate to Sussana a lot in how I can feel so many emotions but also be completely dull at the same time and I am also a very honest person and some people mistake it for me being mean. Daisy’s story is so so sad and I feel deep understanding for her and I will never forgive Lisa for hurting others like that and I know it was because she was hurt herself, but I cannot stand her after all that and maybe that makes me unkind, but I would never forgive her.

I recommend this movie to every teenage girl.

[juwayriyah]

[frostedmagnolias]

Folding fan with an image of a bouquet of roses and a dragonfly

1880s

Russia

Hermitage Museum

[rozinkova]

˚✧₊⁎ 🫖⁎⁺˳✧༚

🍵ྀི ₊ ⊹

I freaking looove getting tea with my friends. There’s this place in my little town I love to go to. I usually order this Himalayan tea with cold milk, ice and honey or the same thing but instead of the Himalayan tea I get it with mint tea. I go there at least two times a month and I always go there with one particular friend. I don’t know if I van reveal her name on the internet so let’s just call her En. Me and En have very similar opinions and personalities. We usually talk there about politics, people and our personal life. I go with my other friends occasionally too, but we mostly go there together just me and En. We really want to have a part time job there over the summer holidays, but we will see how that goes. We’re actually supposed to meet this Friday and get some tea, but we might go get one in a different town. We’re also gonna go thrifting which I’m very excited about. I might talk about it later on here. Hope you enjoyed my yapping mwahh.

(Took these pictures with m digi cam)