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Oh it's just so lovely..
Hello. I don't think I've seen you around before.
Resurgere || Tony & Pepper
He laughed lightly as she hit him in the back of the head; it might not be exactly pleasant, and he hated to upset her, but they’d been together long enough that he spoke pretty fluent Pepper, and he knew what her yelling her meant: she still cared. “I didn’t. I’m fine. It worked, Pep. It worked,” and this time he really couldn’t help but smile. He’d wanted this from the second they’d learned about AIM’s work, but there’d always been something holding him back.
As she requested, he stopped walking immediately and turned back into the room, explaining to her his plan: if the Extremis could heal, he could take out the reactor, remove the shrapnel, and his heart could—hopefully—heal before it killed him. If it worked for him—and he wanted to try it first and then, probably, make more adjustments and safety precautions—it could work for her. It was the “accident” that had brought it on more than anything; the reactor had killed him, literally killed him, and he couldn’t stand the idea of it being so easy anymore, of being the weak link of the Avengers. It really wasn’t for anyone but him. “Pep, I was useless in there. My Kryptonite’s not just obvious, it’s got a bright light front and center.” Not to mention it was painful and ugly and bulky and he’d wanted it gone from the moment he’d woken up in that cave.
This time, when Tony laughed, Pepper actually snorted a little along with him. His laughter could be infectious and it was always impossible to stay mad at him. "You still don't think things through," she sighed, crossing her arms as she watched him fool with every chotsky she had on her desk. Her eyes wandered to the vial again, then down to the reactor in her chest. So this could heal her heart fast enough for the reactor to come out? And of course he was going to test it first. Ever the gentleman.
Then she understood why this was happening. All of a sudden. "The reactor was what did it, wasn't it?" she said in an almost-whisper, looking down at her own again. "Well," she said after a few moments of quiet. "If it works for you, Tony, then I'll take it," she promised, crossing her arms. She'd rather have a stable strand of this stuff in her than the unstable one. And the reactor hurt like hell. She understood why he wanted it gone. After a few minutes of nothing said in between them, she stepped forward and gave the man a long hug. "I won't tell you not to do this again, because you never listen, but think about what you're leaving behind next time? Please?" Not just her. But Steve, Bruce, Peter... everyone. "You're very much loved. You're not alone anymore. People care. Just... remember that," she said once she pulled away slightly.
Oh it's just so lovely..
With all the couples here you can just feel the romance in the air, it’s wonderful!
Resurgere || Tony & Pepper
Tony rolled his eyes before falling back into the chair at her desk and spinning around in it as he explained, “Used the samples I took last year when I fixed it the first time,” he said, referring to post-Christmas-accident when her Extremis had been the most unstable and he’d had to regulate it. “And then…I had a human test subject.” He picked up something off her desk and fiddled with it before setting it back down and picking up the next object and continuing until he’d pretty much messed with everything on the surface of her desk minus the paperwork or other business related looking documents.
At her next words, he stopped his spinning and faced her completely, all hint of amusement gone from his face. “This isn’t a game. What do you want me to do? Just stop? I’m doing something good out there. I’m helping. I’m…it’s working. Maybe it’s got a couple speed bumps, but it’s working. So there’s accidents; do you want me to just give up? It wasn’t perfect, but I got everyone out of that building. I mean…that’s something, right? Zero fatalities. That’s good. Anyway, I’m getting rid of the reactor, so it won’t happen again,” he said, standing up. He started heading to the door but paused as he looked back and saw the similar reactor in her chest. “You should think about doing the same.” He sighed and turned to go.
At Tony's words, Pepper looked back at the vial on the desk and shrugged a little bit. When she wasn't so pissed off maybe she would agree to the switch-over. But right now she wanted nothing to do with Tony and his stupid science. "A human subject?" she questioned. She had a sinking feeling who that human test subject was. Because who else did he ever use but himself. "Don't tell me you injected yourself with that... Tony!" she cried, reaching over and smacking him in the back of the head. "You're so stupid! Do you not think this through?! You could've blown up into a million damn pieces!" Of course he knew that. Why the hell was he doing this? Tony did stupid shit, but he always had a rhyme and a reason to it. And of course she was yelling because she cared about him.
Pepper was not about being chastised, either. When Tony started basically telling her that he was justified, she felt her whole body tense. She had always hated but respected the fact that he was out there saving people's lives. But he stepped over the line this time. This time he had actually died. Then he was leaving. "Don't walk away from me," she growled. "So what is this about the reactor?" she asked, gently. Because if she could get rid of this reactor, that would make life at least a bit more bearable. And she was wondering why he was getting rid of the reactor when it had made him such a big hero in the first place. Then it hit her. He was giving it up. For Steve. And for some reason that hurt. He'd give it up for Steve but not for her.
Resurgere || Tony & Pepper
He couldn’t help the small breathless laugh as he was kicked in the gut, effectively pushing him backwards and away from her. “Unf, yeah, okay, I deserved that.” He bit his lip, trying and failing to keep a straight face as he repeated, “Sick to death?” Realizing just how pissed off she really was, he cleared his throat and, more seriously, added, “I have no idea. I still don’t. I was talking to Death, and then I was back. I don’t know why.” It was the truth, though it never came across as a satisfactory answer no matter how many times he repeated it (it most certainly wasn’t a satisfactory answer for him, as he had no idea why he was alive, and shouldn’t there be a purpose, a reason he wasn’t dead?). He stood up straight, watching her cross the room with all the seriousness and purpose that her job as CEO required.
"I made it. Until I can figure out how to get it out of you, stabilizing it is the best I can do. This," he nodded at the newest vial, "Is better. Safer. The bugs from before are fixed," he said, shrugging. He sighed as she began flipping through the papers. "Peppp, come on, look at me. I’m sorry."
"You deserve a lot more than that," she shot back, giving him a glare with puffy red eyes as she caught his face distorting into amusement. "This isn't funny, Tony," she snapped. Pepper had never met Death herself, save that time with the Extremis incident she had been very close. "She must be fond of you. You must have more annoying of all of us to do," she said haughtily as she kept sorting the papers. Even when he explained the new strand of Extremis, she glared at him. "And tell me, Mr. Scientist, did you test it with the strand I have in my body? How do you know it's not like mixing vinegar and baking soda?" she said, really not in the mood to be blown up today. Or any day, for that matter.
"Oh, I know you're sorry," Pepper said, still not looking at her friend. She finally felt the heat under her skin building and she knew she had to calm down, lest she wanted ashes instead of papers. "You can't just keep doing this, Tony. Playing the hero all the damn time. You're not Iron Man without the suit," she reminded. "It goes to your damn head and then this," she waved her hands around. "Happens. Did you not think about Steve? Peter? Bruce?" she snapped, feeling like she was lecturing the son that she never had. This was one of the reasons why their romantic relationship had crumbled. Pepper put the papers down, tears threatening in her eyes again. "It hurts, Tony. It fucking hurts and you don't care."
Resurgere || Tony & Pepper
Tony laughed lightly. “Sounds like something I’d do,” he said honestly in response to the implication that he was some sort of ghost. “But uh,” he lifted up the papers he was holding. “Not sinking through. Touching solid items. Not really ghost protocol,” he said. He set the stack down on her desk, as well as the new phone and a small vial. “New Extremis. When you believe me again, I think you should update,” he said, flicking the vial then turning to look at the heat under her arms—that old guilt immediately creeping back in because Pepper never should have been involved, never should have been infected. He’d put her through far too much.
"Okay, I don’t really know how to prove it to you. This gets harder every time," he said, crouching in front of her and reaching out a hand to gently lift her face from her arms and wipe the tears from her eyes. "But I’m not dead. Was, not anymore. Don’t ask me why; I’m still trying to figure that out. But I’m 99.9% sure I’m alive. Come on, Pep. How many times have you heard I’m dead on the news? You’ve got to stop believing them," he joked—though, in all reality, she had been informed of his death far too many times for a living man. "If I was your imagination, I would have brought drinks, and we’d be on the beach. What kind of fucked up imagination do you think you have that would dream up this?"
Pepper almost pulled away from Tony's touch when he cupped her face in his hands. His calloused hands that she had memorized. He was really here. For some weird, unexplained reason he was here even though Steve had seen him dead. "What the actual fuck, Tony," Pepper said in disbelief, too tired to push him away but instead kicked him in the gut. "You were dead! Steve confirmed that you were. You put us all through this time and again and I'm so sick to death of it," she yelled at him, though the tears were still streaming down her cheeks. She weakly tried to push him away again, turn her head from him, whatever she could do to not look at him. She was pissed off but too tired to really do much about it.
Still, the Extremis did the talking for her. It was still rippling under her skin, almost like in waves, and finally she exhaled. "So you're back... how?" she asked, finally unfolding her long legs so she could stand up and brush past him to look over the papers and the vial of Extremis that he had brought. "Where did you get this?" she asked, motioning to the vial. "And why the hell do you think I want this in my body?" She didn't even want the current Extremis she had in her body for fuck's sake. "At least you brought the papers. Finally," she said, picking them up and automatically going into CEO mode, sorting the papers. It sort of made her feel better.
Resurgere || Tony & Pepper
Tony stared around his workshop—a half a dozen unfinished projects, a couple broken suits, a few more that still needed to be built, the formula for Bruce’s serum, and anything and everything else he had almost left behind. The stack of papers he owed Pepper—ever growing—caught his eye and, without thinking, he scooped them up along with the latest cell phone prototype he had meant to send her, and left his workshop, taking the elevator up to her floor.
He’d been avoiding this for too long. Had he any sense, he would have called a press conference the second he woke up and got everything straightened out then made the rounds of explanations he owed. Pepper was high on that list, and while owing her was nothing out of the ordinary, Tony feared he’d finally pushed her too far, asked for too much. Pepper was, and always had been, a force of nature—she took on more than anyone in their right mind could handle and spit it out with the perfection and class of a queen, nothing out of line, nothing missing. Where he broke and pulled and ruined, she fixed, and he’d owed her his life from day one. Several catastrophes, life or death scares, disastrous public events, spirals into insanity, and one break up later, and he was thinking that just maybe, he’d left out a few pieces of her job description when he’d hired her. When he arrived at her door, he knocked twice and waited. So far, announcing that he was alive had not gone too well; it took too long for anyone to believe him, and initial reactions weren’t, well, easy, but he knew he had to try. “Peppppp,” he called.
Pepper was not in the mood for company. Obviously, this was the weakest she had looked in a while and she didn't want anyone to see that. She heard the knock on the door but couldn't even muster a "go away". She hadn't slept since yesterday and everything was starting to run together. So when she heard her door open and Tony's voice on the other end of it, she blamed her tired body and her grieving. She was making it up. He wasn't there, he never would be again.
Still, when she turned to look at her company, there was the unmistakable face of her former employer, and she almost screamed. "W-what?!" she managed in a squeak, scooting back a bit and running a hand through her hair in almost a nervous tic. "You're not real. You're a figment of my imagination. Oh Jesus, don't tell me you've come to haunt me..." Pepper said, letting out a dry sob as she drew her knees up to her chest and held them close as she watched Tony warily. "What do you want?" she asked, tears coming back and she didn't bother to wipe them away. Her best friend was dead, goddammit. She was strong the rest of the time. She needed a moment to break down. When Tony didn't say anything, she buried her head in her arms, a surge of the Extremis rippling under her skin. "Go away..."
Resurgere || Tony & Pepper
The news on the television had been devastating. She hadn't been planned on watching it that day. It was her lunch hour and she needed some background noise... and of course there was the breaking news about the explosion and the news about Tony Stark.
Pepper knew Tony was an idiot. She always had. She had even found it sort of endearing around the time they were dating but now it was just back to infuriating. He had so many close calls, the most infamous one the stunt he pulled with the nuke in space. She had slapped him so hard when she saw him again. And now this time? He had done it again. Only this time, he was dead. This time, he wasn't coming back.
"And he never got me those goddamn papers I asked him for a thousand times," she muttered under her breath as she sniffled a bit, wiping angrily at her tears while she was in her room. She was letting herself feel her range of emotions. She had loved him, and a part of her heart would always be his. But if it weren't for the gentle whir of her arc reactor in her chest, she would have thought her heart was definitely breaking. Would definitely stop. This hurt more than anything ever had.
God dammit, Tony.
I can’t believe it… I can’t… I don’t know, I really don’t know…
I'm sorry, Bruce... I'm so sorry...
God dammit, Tony.
But—… that… can’t be true… he.. he survived Afganistan, he’s saved millions of people— he can’t just… die… he.. just… are… are you sure he was in the building?
I just spoke with your friend Harry... he made a phone call and Steve was there to confirm his body at the morgue...
God dammit, Tony.
"They said Steve was there to confirm…"
"I can't believe it... poor Steve... Tony's such a goddamn idiot..."
God dammit, Tony.
W-what? He can’t- He… Oh my God…
He can't be dead... why is this happening...
God dammit, Tony.
"Hold on, I’m calling it in."
"Okay..."
God dammit, Tony.
Wh—… Who’s dead?
The news said that... Tony got caught in a explosion... goddamn idiot trying to play the hero without his stupid suit...
God dammit, Tony.
"What? No. No no. That can’t be right."
"I don't want it to be true... god I hope it's a mistake..."