RT JRNL

my art journal; an exploration of self importance through art.

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Insecure

I’m insecure like why you always take yo pictures in close up? 

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IS YOUR LEGACY GOING TO BE

that you were too afraid to be?

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WE’RE SO AFRAID TO BE OURSELVES WE DO WHAT EVERYONE ELSE WANTS US TO

and call it culture.

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Tuesday.

On a Hot Chicago Summer Night

I had my TV blaring and my fan spittin’ relief while I watched porn Had been exhausted of cum Fatigued by the rub When I decided to smoke weed out my back door MAMA a kill me if she knew make mattas worse I stole ha lighter ha little gun of fire ignited a flame ova a bowl of crumbs scrapped from a shitty plastic grinder

Wasn’t enough

Mostly smoked black residue on the inside of the bowl

Same effect

I still ain’t got my anxiety pills from Walgreens.

Hopefully I can get a ride tomorrow.